TINA

BLOGGER NO MORE

2010-10-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

Hi guys!
For your information, if you want to know, i've moved to tumblr.

However, this blog will still remain cause i keep memories (:

You can still tag, i think i will reply.

Check tiz outx

www.cold-dancingmango.tumblr.com

And yah, i've changed email too.

cold-dancingmango@hotmail.com

Why that?
I love cold stuff.

I love dancing.

I love mango.

:DBYE

At least you're my history.

2010-10-07T11:03:00.005+08:00

YAY I AM SO HAPPY ^^
CAUSE I GET TO SPEND MY WHOLE WED WITH CHERYL NEXT WEEK <:

thats just.....A-W-E-S-O-M-E we can rant out tgt :D

Oh, i just read my tumblr. And i realized its all about you.
And my reaction was ZOMG! And i'm gonna ignore that tumblr.
I'll be changing to tumblr after o's (:
And changing email too, this email sucks.
Probably my email will be the same as my tumblr url (:

Tmr is the last day of school D:
Time flies, its already 5 years..
For the first time, we're having grad ceremony outside school.
And our juniors will be performing for us :D honoured!
It wil be held @ some french school in Newton.
Its $10 per person and we can invite our family and friends!
I'm still thinking whether to call my family or friends.
Cause if its both, it'll be very ang-ger-zi.

Hmmmmmmm.... TMR THERE'S PE!
HOHOHO. random! Class chalet venue isn't settled yet D:
OH, Cheryl will be working with me after o's too <:
HEHEHEHEHEEHE, you are just awesome :D
I really miss youuuuuuuuuuuu ):
Some people are too .........
Idk what to say. HAHA. i feel like eating Teck Whye prawn mee.
OHHH, i shall call Cheryl HEHE.
I HOPE SHE IS AWAKE.
ok, tata !

A trip wasted.

2010-10-04T18:10:00.003+08:00

Today sucks, ttm. I didn't go to school because....
I didn't feel like :) AND I REGRETTED NOT GOING.
Because..i dreamt in the morning that i was attacked by zombies!
Yes, in a hotel, like when the lift opened, there was zombies.
And the worst part wasn't the zombies.
It was me being with you when we saw the zombies :/
Although i get to dream of you, but it can't get out of my mind.
And the dream seemed really really real.
Especially the part when you treated us coldly, then the opposite.

But the zombies was abit retarded, its like slow motion? HAHAHA
So imagine, 3 ppl managed to fight zombies.
Then just when we were going to reach the first floor, i woke up.
THAT SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSS. i don't get to see the ending ):
But i kinda know whats the ending gonna be like :/

Ok, that dream haven't got off my mind since morning.
I couldn't study AT ALL. THAT REALLY SUCKS.
Omgoshhhh, idk what to doooooooooo.
HURRY GO SCHOOL TMR !!!!! Damnnnnn
Ok, can't wait for Gala Night *winkwink
And chalet of course! *winkwink
We will play indian poker again:D
And draw on each other faces:D HEHEHEHEHE

PS/Ying i saw your post on your blog. TYVM, i am touched^^

Friends>me.

2010-09-26T23:46:00.003+08:00

I'm done.

You've succeeded in making me feel like a piece of junk.
I don't know what happened, i don't know what's on your mind.

It sucks to really care for someone who doesen't gives a shit about you.

But i've tried, i'm not giving up tho.
But i have to take a break, crucial period.

I think about the past, the greatest memories.

Those are all shit to you, i know.

Perhaps you've already burn everything.

They're still on my wall, in my wallet.

And everytime i look at it, i teared.

What happened to us?

i miss everything about you.

Thanks?

2010-09-25T01:16:00.002+08:00

(Sometimes its the little things that affects you the most

Do people mean what they say when they are angry?
To me i think yes?
Cause when they are get angry, its because they cannot take it.
So they tend to rant all out which is the truth.
Because they've been controlling it for too long..

Just when i needed alot of encouragement, you did the opposite.
Whats more, you're one of the important people of in my life.
I've never asked for anything except ________.
I tried my best, but many times things just don't go my way.
Sometimes it really sucks to be me.

One has reached your expectations, the other is your only one.
Then what about me?
Many say it sucks to be me, i've never believed that.
But i think now i know why..

But in any way, you're still forgiven.
No matter who or what, they'll still be forgiven.
But it's hard to forget, i'll just bury it.
And maybe take in out some time and start crying.
Sometimes, ppl don't know how much their words can hurt.

My tears aren't salty, who knows why.

PS/God, You're the only One.

A very messed up post.

2010-09-21T23:17:00.002+08:00

"I believe good things happen everyday.
I believe good things happen even when bad things happen.
And i believe, on a happy day like today,
we can still feel a little sad.

That's life, isn't it?"

Hmmm, i can't get to sleep :/
And i have 2 papers tmr, gg.org!
Today was fun-ness, although i screwed up my POA. HAHA
Went Daiso after POA, we literally camwhored inside.
Bought a ribbon and smth from there <:
Ohyeah, when we were eating lunch, funny convo:

Me: Ehhh, where Noel stay ah?
Sakinah: Condo
Des and Ls: PUNGGOL?!?!?! SIAO!! Then he go back sleep 5mins then come back arh!
*me and sak burst out laughing*
*des and ls continue talking about how far is punggol and how impossible for him to stay so far*
*me and sak laughs louder*
*ls and des stopped and stare at us*
Me: She say condo la! HAHAHAHAH!

Then Ren An came... Fyi, he's from China.
Ren An: Where is Noel?
Me talking to Sak: Ren an comfirm dk whr is Punggol.
Des: Go home sleep.
ShunDa: Yah, go punggol sleep.
Ren An thinks for awhile....
Ren An: Where is Punggol?
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, ok i laughed till i cried and my face was super red.

Okay, i love today <:
I think tmr we are gonna go bpp for lunch again :D
HEEHEE.
I saw this freaking handsome guy from PJ @ Bpp today.
I was walking and studying chem..
Then suddenly when i look up, he was a few cm away from my face and we exchange glances.
HAHAHAHAHHA. Then i'm like that guy so familiarrrrrrrr.
And i think because he looks like Joshua Suarez. HAHA, without the mole.

I have so much to do after o's!
-Get a job with Neo Ling Sheng!
-Meet up with Joshua Suarez and Emily!
-Pester Ying!
-Meet up with Vivi and Cheryl!
-Visit to zoo!
-Suntanning with Cheryl!
-Outing with Anna Chai!(where eh?)
-More outings with Jovin Diong!
-Cell every week!
-Meet up with Sally for lunch!(perhaps)
-Learn guitar and dance!
-Class chalet!
-Red camp!
-Grad ceremony and musical!

Okay, that's all i can think of, for now.
I want to sleep but i just can't ):
THAT SUCKS.
Ok, i shall TRY to sleep.
Someone is online now. lololololololol-whatever.

If only i could restart my heart.

2010-09-19T01:29:00.003+08:00

Okay, i admit i kinda miss my old long hair :/

Not that i don't like the new one, but i've nothing to play with now ):

HAHAHA. But it's okay, it'll grow.

By the time it reaches by butt, it's time for me to get a boyfriend HAHAHA

Ok, just kidding.

But i succeded in growing my hair till it touches my butt, so i'm contented :D

If you realize, i only use my lappy on weekends :D
And i study 5hrs a day ^^ HEHE

Next week having prelims 2, not so ready tho..

Rushing through now. I want to play candles and carry lanterns ):

My school celebrated 3 in 1 denglong deepa raya last fri.

Only sec 1 and 2's can participate, what bullshit lor.

Was being forced to go with parents for the streaming talk in school ytd.

I wore outside clothes to school, so weird.

Mr Raj gave me a funny smile. To me it's funny, ppl with mouthstache(?) smiling with teeth super funny. HAHAHA

No idea why. After that went Clementi for dinner with Andrea's family.

Then Island Creamery for ice cream^^

Andrea, Ariane and I shared a tub of cookies and cream.

We finished it, i ate the most ^^ HAHA

I don't care about getting fat. And my weight remains the same no matter what and how much i eat.

Oh, i found someone new i could be crazy over HEHE. Haha.
Currently, Onew hair sucks. So Kwanghee is the replacement (:
He is so super duper ADORABLE !!!!
Although he did his forehead, nose and eyes, WHO CARES!!!
He's awesome :) And he really look super ugly before he did them.
But it's okay, he looks adorable now (:
I like his personality, don't mind him being my boyfriend.
HAHAHAHA, i like people that talk very loud.
HAHA ok i was kidding. And he likes someone from f(x) HAHA
He was super sweet on the radio. Btw, he's from Z:EA.
MYGOSH HE IS SO ADORABLE !!!

Fyi people, there is a major difference between ADORABLE and CUTE.
CUTE=ADORABLE but UGLY.
ADORABLE=pure ADORABLE.
HAHAHAHAHA ^^
Ok, actually idk who told me that but i think it's true.

Okay, going to sleep now.
Church tmr, heehee.
Nightnight! (:

Hi its me again

2010-09-08T00:38:00.002+08:00

I looked high and low for that puzzle, i think its really gone, for good.
I know there's no turning back.
You've moved on, i think i should.
Happy to see you happy, like real.
♥

Bff: Hold on, be strong. Time will definitely heal everything.
Please don't break at your crucial period, two more months to freedom.
Two more months to everyday together
I love you ♥

Act blurrrrrrrrrrrr

2010-09-04T17:50:00.002+08:00

Hihi! :D Had practical yesterday. I screwed up chem practical. -.- Bio was quite okay :) Shakir was being funny during practical. Joey was super cute, haha. After practical Isaac, JinHua, RuiLing and Amanda was there. Walked to lrt with Des, Jr, Isaac and Sakinah :) And Isaac asked me "Where's my letter?!?!?!" I'm like letter? then i "Ohhhhh, good thing you remind me, if not i forget." His reply was "yah, you always do. Then when you reach hm you'll sms me and say "ohhh! I forgot your letter!" " -.- And its funny that some guys reply letter through sms. Haha, why huh? After prac, home-ed, help daddy did his stuff. Then around evening went Bugis with Andrea, Ys, Ian and YamJim. HAHAHAHAHA. Ate at the hawker centre. We ate kway chap(Y) Then we went Bugis Street to walkwalk. Bought a few stuff. And class photo rocks this year, our funshot design are different from the other classes^^
I like the formal one, everyone looks awesoe:D And i got to sit!:D happppppy.
Ohyah, and i cut short hair liaosxzxzxzx. My mother keep bothering me saying that my hair keep dropping. So yeah, called my sister before i went to cut. :) Actually it was longer, but i ask the lady to cut shorter:) The lady is super nice, her hair is cool(Y) Wanted Aunty Angie to cut for me but she wasn't there today. ): But the lady cut not bad lah:D She asked me whether i'm in sec school or what, i am like yah. THEN SHE HUHHHHHH, hair so brown how you go to school. I don't think it is that brown lor.
Ok, going out for dinner. BYE!

S.O.S

2010-09-01T01:56:00.003+08:00

(And the best person is, you)

I wanted to blog from dad's iphone, but fail, just cannot blog after a sentence -.-

Today's format is different, the words are in the centre! :D

Didn't go to school today, again. 5 days straight of holidays.

I am gonna be in deep shiat on Thur, today only 5 out of 39 ppl went to school.

Awesome right, Mr Lee is gonna scold me on Thur.

And i'm not gonna care, i'm listening to Mr Raj and doing whats best for me.

Last night was shitty, took me 2 whole hours just to get to sleep.

Thank you Dua Zai for advices :)

I kinda know what to do liao :D

Never thought i'd be right at the start, having deep thoughts about you.

Thinking how things would've been like if certain things took and didn't took place.

And i guess its true that the last thing you think about before you sleep,

you'll dream of it.

Although is wasn't much the dream i wanted but at least i saw you :)

Many say its not worth it, but i don't know why it just keeps coming back.

If we could go back, i'll never change a thing.

I'm glad we came this far.

Consulted Bff in some stuff earlier on.

Is it good or bad?
Majority good. Cause you should destroy what destroys you.

Gonna rewrite Bff's letter cos it's rather messy and i need to add in a few things.

(inserts heart)

Pool and movie tmr, heh ^^
Then back to mugging. sianssssss

Ok, i go write letter liaosxzxzxz.

Tata!

To: Neo Ling Sheng
Thank you a million times for last night. And thankyou for attempting to accompany me to school yesterday and sorry for not making you go back to sleep. HAHAHA. We felt equally guilty. I am very thankful to have a Dua Zai like you :D Willing to make sacrifices and protecting:D I don't care but you better drive me next year. You're the first and only to encourage me once you know how sad i was about prelims. I will support your dream in being an accountant. You are a very clever MAN, hahaha. I am jealous cos you are so pro in math. Sometimes your face very kamgong, HAHAHA. You should sleep early. We will be the BEST sister and brother! heheheheheheheheh.

With many many many loveeeeeee,

Your tiongxim siolbeh(HAHAHAHA, i sound like ahlian-.-)

PS/Edward, Bella, Crush, Your call, Elmo, Diary, Flightless bird, Green tee, Snores, Iluma, David Archuleta, DC, xoxo and nothing left behind..

Lead me.

2010-08-24T20:56:00.002+08:00

Prelims is screwed, totally.
A month to prelims 2, two months to o's and two and a half months to end of o's.

It's really freaking me out.
Getting a C6 for chinese made it worse.
It makes me wonder if i made the correct choice going to secondary 5.

It makes me cry thinking of everything above.

What would i do if i didn't manage to get through this?

Lead me, Lord, i pray :)

Time is up.

2010-08-17T19:12:00.004+08:00

"I lost my newly bought bracelet(?)"

I hope some kind soul pick it up and return to me on Sunday. I just bought it yknow ): last Saturday was a very fruitful day ^^ Went to Bff's house for cell in the morning then left for Bugis for Jovin's bday celebration. There was me, Jovin, Jacinda, Angel and Larry. Went foodcourt as the haven't eat, saw the ahkua cleaner. HAHA. After that we went to take neoprints^^ fun ttm. I feel young going out with sec 3, 2 and 1. HAHA. (Y) After that went to Bugis Street. LingSheng came. Walk around Bugis street. The only thing that catches my eye in Bugis street are the accessories^^ The clothes, not really? As you grow older your style of fashion changes. I bought 3 bracelets/bangles. I'm going there to buy heels and rings the next time^^ Went Iluma to find Ying(: Ohyah, saw Shamus at Bugis Street, freaky eyes. You won't want to know what he's doing thr. Saw Ying, hugged her super tightly:D Jacinda went to play DDR and the ice cream catcher. The ahpeh so pro in catching lor.

ShunDa, Leon and Desmond came. After awhile went off with them for steamboat(: Walked to the lamei thr for steamboat, wanted to go to another one but long queue. Sebas came. Went to fetch Jovin from Bugis Junction cos her dad not fetching her so she's join us. They decided to change venue to Seoul Garden cause the food at lamei is limited. And the worse thing was we already took food and ate some(cooked ones) and even drank their drink then the woman take super long to deliver our soup so all of them just walked out of the shop like that. HAHA. Good thing i wasn't there, paiseh. So went Seoul Garden which was like $31. Neo Ling Sheng paid for me ^^ haha. Firstly, i was broke. Secondly, he still owe me a birthday treat^^ Des, ds, leon and sebas sat at one table. Then me, jovin and ls another one. Ls was just cooking food for us, haha. After that they waited for Jovin's dad to pick her at National Library while me,ls and sebas chiong for fireworks. Sorry Jovin! They were super shocked cause i walk very fast-.- Once our feet touch Suntec,fireworks came, and it was the FINAL one. HAHA. I jumped up and down like mad when i saw the fireworks. HAHA.

Walked to Marina sq to have a drink then mrt-ed back(: Awesome day(: Des and ls sms to check whether i'm home ^^ It's really awesome to have such wonderful brothers:D Prelims have been pretty much okay, except for geog and math P1. Haha. Today before math paper, o turn to Joey and ask "Who do you think is the most handsome in our class?" She replied Sadesh, then she ask you? Then i replied "errrrrrrrrrrr" Then she said "actually _____ also not bad" Then the _____ she said was the one i think is the most handsome guy!!! HAHAHA. SO i told her. Then she say but he very "bu gan jing" Then she say cause during history class he dig his nose and the noseshit was on his face and everyone laughed at him. HAHAHAHA. Then because i was turning behind talking to Joey, Mr Raj from the stage he said on the mic "Tina can you please stop turning behind, you are not Tina TURNER" -.- Then everyone in the hall laugh-.- I wanted to show him an "L" sign, HAHA. But so paiseh lah.

OK, i'm gonna watch my 9pm show, super nice:D Tata!

Make me high.

2010-08-12T13:37:00.002+08:00

Hahahahahaha, random photos. I was just looking through..... AND I THINK MY BROTHER IS VERY HANDSOME. hahahaha. -.- See the picture below, its like mega handsome lor. Next time his girlfriend must go through me first^^ HAHA. i feel like drinking bubbletea.
AND FINALLY WE LOOK ABIT ALIKE <:

Or maybe it was the eyebags-.- HAHAHAHA. But people cant differentiate our voices on the phone, haha. Thats why my mother always get confused. haha (Y) Today's paper one was okay(: Paper 2 super screwed, totally CATCH NO BALLS -.- And received an sms from ys this morning which was actually sent last night but only read it in the morning, i got mega shocked so i faster use the itouch to investigate. HAHAHAHA, true enough... Pfft pfft. I think all christian guys are like dhartsxzxzx. Why huh, its makes me wonder. Maybe not all, maybe some kind soul, haha. siao. And today i replied xoxo's message in the morning (: Haha, he have been like telling me goodnight and goodmorning like every SINGLE day, like so freaking persistent-.- After one week then i reply, hahaha. It because i feel like to, somemore he sms his whole contact list, so i never reply also nevermind. HAHAHA. i should stop laughing. And i really feel like cutting my hair. I wanted to cut today but my sister not at home, maybe tmr. BUT Isaac and Jed ask me not to cut. AIyah, idk what to do. Sakinah also feel like cutting.

SINGAPORE SO FREAKING HOT ARH. AND YOU SHOULD GET A LIFE. OR MAYBE SORT OUT YOUR LIFE. AND I MISS YOU AND YOU THINK I AM KIDDING. -.- it has always been awesome having a guy best friend yknow. He know how guys feel, like DUH, he is a guy. HHAHAHA. ISAAC IS FREAKING PISSED NOW AND HE JUST SPELLED BANGKIT AS BUNGKIT HAHAHAHAHA. I WANT TO DRINK HONEY RED TEA! I DONT WANT TO STUDY FOR GEOG BUT WANT TO STUDY FOR CHEM. CHEM=CHEEMEOLOGY HAHAHAHA. I JUST TOLD OWEN I DONT UNDERSTAND MY SS SBQ PICTURE AND HE HAHAHA ME -.- Funny mehsxzxzxz. I AM EATING HELLO PANDA MILK! ^^ WAHLAU MY SISTER NEVER HANG THE CLOTHES THEN NOW I MUST HANG. hahahaha, I LIKE THIS POST(Y) OK, i want to drink su-su(if you even know what is that)

2010-08-11T18:41:00.002+08:00

You were in college, working part time, waitin' tables,
Left a small town and never looked back.
I was a flight risk with a fear of fallin',
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts.
I say "Can you believe it?", as we're lying on a couch,
The moment I could see it, yes, yes, I can see it now.

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water,
You put your arm around me, for the first time.
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter.
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine.

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together.
And there's a drawer of my things at your place.
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded,
You say we'll never make my parent's mistakes.
But we got bills to pay, we got nothin' figured out,
When it was hard to take, yes yes, this is what I thought about.

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water,
You put your arm around me, for the first time.
You made a rebel of a careless mans careful daughter.
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine.

And I remember that fight 2:30 AM, 'cause everything was slippin' right out of our hands.
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street.

Braced myself for the goodbye,
'cause that's all I've ever known,
And you took me by surprise,
you said "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt sittin' by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing, that's ever been mine."

PS/Try guessing who's song is this:D This is just a cover made by soemone with awesome voice. Someone even commented: "If Lady Gaga can be famous, what are you doing here?!" HAHAHA (:

Happy guessing^^ Fyi, the song is not released yet(:

I shouldn't have.

2010-08-11T16:16:00.003+08:00

WHATZZUPPPPPPPP! Hahahaha, finally i can blog ^^ hehehehehe. Friday was awesome(Y) WATER SOCCER IS (Y) TTM! That thing is just freaking fun, Mr Raj is awesome :))))))) And we're so fortunate cos only sec5 girls can play:D haha. It was a draw. I think Mr Raj purposely ended the game when we each had a goal so we wouldn't have cat fight later on. Should see the video on fb, laughing stock luh, everyone was just laughing at us cos we have no idea how to play soccer and we keep kicking the water. Like some idiots-.- HAHA And yes, i sprained my finger because of that. My hand was behind Michelle then she suddenly move back then my finger cracked, haha. Pain like mad. And all of us tie 2french plait :D Joey's hair is like the cutest, super short.

Then had Festival Of Sports, the games are lame so just walk around and for nothing. My finger began to swell really big. Gave out awards while we had sing-a-long, learn the YOG song, the irritating one, haha. THEN HOME! Went to sinseh cos of my finger, they did acupuncture. Around 6.30pm, went to meet Isaac Soh at his house traiffic light then walked to Cashew Heights. I saw this guy that dress exactly like him then i saw the skin colour and i'm like, oh, Isaac not so white. Haha, cos i wasn't wearing specs. The first thing he said when he saw my bandage was "looks like APPLE WRAPPER HAHA" -.- Walked to Cashew Heights and realised like we're too early so we were sitting near the bbq pit at one table, which is the quiet-est table. Talk for like almost 2 hrs with limited food cos like there's no one cooking? And there was this lizard at the top, super gross. FINALLY, Cheryl, Vivien and Emily came. HAHA. We bought boxers for him ^^ He already received condoms as his present, haha. Which is common. We camwhored like siao. But Ying wasn't there if not it'd be full force ):
HAHAHAHA, and Emily did smth super funny that i cried, haha. I like the picture below:D Everyone has like different expressions.

LingSheng came with Vanessa after that. After cutting Jason's cake, bus-ed to plaza but without Emily and Vivien as they cab back. Went to pending coffee shop to eat instead. Went home around 11+ (: Saturday went to remove blood clot, haha, i cried. Its super pain lah, still got the other side haven't remove and i have no plans to. Sunday had church then breakfast at Tanahmera condo. After that went Kennneth's house for yummy food:D WEBCAM WITH SHANE WEE RUI AN! HAHAHA, it was super funny! Watch Enchanted:D hehehehe, so niceeeee:D Monday went for NDP!!!!! While walking to Padang, the vehicles was passing by, and we saw.......SEAN WEE! He was on the terrain and he's like HEYYY! HAHAHA, all of them pose so cool lahhh. Went to eat then enter Padang:D Me, my sister and bro sat together while my parents directly opposite sides. Sat there from 4-5.30pm. All the aunties carrying umbrella, kena sun will die meh-.- And my mother is one of them, she'll even wear long sleeve so she won't kena the sun-.- NDP WAS AWESOME, ONE OF THE BEST! Maybe because of YOG, haha. (i feel like sleeping) After that went to eat, which i didn't feel like eating. Yesterday went in to JB and found a new place to eat called MONSTAR CAFE, hahaha. Cook cafe:D

Had SS prelims today. Cause i thought i won't be able to write and i also didn't feel like taking my prelims, but idk why a kind of feeling just ask me to go for my prelims today. So i only study like last night, and i only study HEALTHCARE amongst 5themes. AND GUESS WHAT!!!!! I saw the paper and i'm like YESSSSSSS!!!HAHAHA. If its not healthcare i gg already lorh, but yes ^^ Source-based was sucky tho, so cheeeeem. After school, went to see the lighted torch passing by. I think wasted half an hour waiting for them to come, not as if its Onew right-.- HAHA. Went home after that, woah, i feel like sleeping now. Gotta study for chem! I like this pic taken at Padang:D

Lastly............................

Happy 16th birthday JASON GAN ZHI HUI!

Hope you did enjoy your party and TODAY!

So fast 4 years liaosxzxz.

It's really good to have you as my little brother.

And i still keep the precious sms you send me last year (:

Jiayou for your N's (: !

And your hand, get well soon!

Love youuuuuuuuu, God bless! :D

At a loss.

2010-07-31T01:36:00.002+08:00

"Lord, tell me what i should do."

Nyahhhhhh. That girl chio right (Y) I'm obsessed with chiobu these days-.- Her hair is niceeeee, i feel like cutting my hair. I'm feeling kinda irritated by it. But decisions will only me made after o's <: Today i was on my average mood (: Missed school for 2 days this week, i just don't feel like going to school. Might as well revise at home, i can control what i want to do. So gave Mr Lee some fake letter today saying i was unwell, haha. PE first! We were playing captain's ball amongst our own class when 4E2 came up to us saying they want to challenge us. We kinda got bored playing with them since we always win. Ohwells, some people just can't accept the fact that they lost after playing thrice in a week. So the end results was 12-7 (: We won(: And we say if next week they want to play with us, we'd reply them :"We won thrice in row, we already know the end results before we even play" HAHA, sucker right.

After PE, took last picture with Mr.____(i forgot his name) cos it was his last day, haha. After that when we were walking back to class i told Sakinah:" I think B is the most handsome guy in the class" She gave me a super shocking look! Then i'm like "haha, i am serious. I've been admiring him since the beginning of the year and he's the only reason why i come to school everyday!" HAHAHAHA, super drama-.- As if he's the reason lah. I just became high and started being super high and kua zhang. Then had ss which urm, i studied for math test. Then was recess^^ An hour recess due to Racial Harmony Day. Which wasn't very racial as there was some fight between chinese and indian straight after recess. HAHA. The had math test and ENGLISH!:D HAHAHAHA, B is sitting super close to me! Nyahahaha. OK, STOP IT! But obviously No.2 is better,hahahahaha! Nono, its currently No.1. ((((((((: No.3 is gone. Ok, i am very tired. My eyes are closing. I SHOULD GO AND SLEEP. FOP WAS AWESOME, answered prayers(: Got a burden off me. But another came in. Ohwell, i can't do anything about it just just PRAYYYYY (: I just hope i won't flare out one day. Had a tiff with my dad when we reached home, urghhhh, unreasonable. I am not "Alice", don't expect me to see what next, so not my freaking fault. Its ok, i'll get it MYSELF. BIG DEAL ARH. HAHAHAHA, siao-.- I think i'm very mean today. I was in the mrt like standing at one corner. This group of China students came in and this guy's bag was freaking pushing me to one side. Then he saw me already keep pushing eh, then i use my hand and push his bag away. HAHA. Then he keep staring at me, i wanted to roll my eyes at him, but i didn't(: Must show grace, so i just look away^^

Bff:"Why in the world are you matchingmaking your No.1 to someone?"

Because its just impossible

Forget it.

2010-07-27T19:14:00.003+08:00

"I miss muah fwendsxzxzx"

Nyahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, officially missing Syahirah M Shirhan, Nurul Shamira Bte Asri, Cheryl Tan Xue Li, Sim YingYing, Vivien Goh Sin Huan abit of Mirrah Shabirah. Not forgetting Emily Tan Hui Yi for mt and Ms Chan Chiew Yean ): I know i still have Sakinah, but 2 person is totally different from a whole clique ): But i'm still thankful for Sakinah:) Today i am really really happy:) No idea why too, but i hate it when i'm alone. Like now-.- First period was chem, did theory today:D I pay attention ok:D Then was MT, went library, read my GG and played FRUIT NINJA. My highest score is like 460, beat that:D Then had biology, did practical, with that leaf:) Recess, only drank then went back to class for POA:D Poa was awesome, did as much as i could for 2hrs with ipod:)

AND YES! I CAN PLAY WATER SOCCER LIAO!:D Phuket trip postpone to Nov with Kenken family. 27-30nov, i think. So i still can play my water soccer and go Jia-son partay:D Overjoyed!:D After chem stay back cos Isaac had to stay back to follow his timetable so we stay back for revision too. At 4, decided to wait for Sebas which end at 4.30 and they played Big2, i have no idea how to play. Haha. Then at 4.30pm bus-ed to BPP for KFC! Sd was the one that was craving for KFC but in the end he didn't go, bad mood or smth :/ Jem say i can't hide my feelings when i'm sad/angry, i not in drama club mah. Haha. Had spicy wings, woohoo:D Sebas call me weird for liking almond dessert, like you know almond pudding, the white white one. Cause like jr, himself and sak don't like then he call me weird! Not weird lor, Isaac likes it too. It's like niceeeeeeeeee~ And neo keep making fun of _______, which is super duper funny. HAHAHAHAHA. Me and Sakinah plan to go Bkk tgt when we're 21! so sweet(Y) :D!so reluctant, so be it.

PS/We should learn to love ourselves more, I think we take criticisms far too seriously than compliments :)

It's been a year, SO WHAT. haha.

2010-07-26T13:26:00.004+08:00

WOOHOO, i love that picture:D 20 sep!!!!!:D:D Hahaha. I'm like addicted to vampires-.- And can't wait for tonight! My channel 8 show:D The only channel 8 drama serial show i'm addicted to are only those associated with swimming, dancing and mystery kinda thing. For the rest, i'll only watch when i'm bored. I still think its super cool to do a flip in the water, a fast one. I wanna learn ^^ Nina Dobrev is like the prettiest girl ^^ She is like perfect luh. And PAUL WESLEY(Y) hahaha^^ After o's i'm gonna watch Gossip girl, True blood and PSnan. Muahahha:D And i like Pearl from VD too :) She is super pretty:

She's like 42 years old. And don't you think she resembles someone? She look like Nicole Scherzinger! And yknow why, cos both of them are from Hawaii. HAHA, they look the same=pretty. But i think girls from Hawaii are slutty, i had a hard time finding a decent nice picture of her, haha. She has the high class look:D So cool luh! And she won alot of miss _____, haha. I feel like changing my blog song :/ Haha. I'm like addicted to Breakeven-.- I know i very slow. OH! And i didn't go to school today ^^ I was all prepared for school, in the car, getting ready to go and smth happen, HAHAHA. SUPER FUNNY. So in the end my dad say "either your cab there or don't go" In my head i was like "don't go! don't go!" And then he say"Aiyah, so late already, don't go luh" HAHAHAHA. I"M LIKE YESSSSSSSSSSSS. But on the outside i looked really calm, i'm like "ok.." But i was super happy on the inside! HAHAHA, the weather was super nice to sleeeeeeeep:))))) So i went hm, changed to my pjs and sleep! My sister just went out for camp, so the whole bed is mine! :D

And i met a long lost friend on fb:) I feel like sleeping again. Ohyah, yesterday Bff, Jed and i watched Inception:) Cause me and Andrea was fasting so we need distraction so decided to catch a movie ^^ The refresherner in the cinema is super irritating! And its super smelly. The show was nice(Y) The character Ariadne looks super familiar, she looks like Bree or Anna from VD, haha. But i went to check after that and nope, none of them but she acted in Juno. And i still haven't see myself in my dream! D: Like my own body-.- That day i watch Quaratined, stupid show. Good thing i only watch the last 20mins, in the end everybody died-.- Like wth. And they didn't even continue-.- Yesterday after movie bus-ed to Tampines Safra. Waste my time going there lor, i left after 30mins-.- My sister was being random and decided to treat us Thai food, so i had to bus-ed to Yishun. And she keep pestering me when i wasn't in a good mood :/ Duazai was being nice and what he said made sense^^ And no.2 suddenly sms me, my mood totally boost up. haha! Nyahahahahahahaha. But i very scared, bff knows why. FOP ON FRIDAY (Y) PLANETSHAKERS(Y) And i just realise i haven't reply that Neo's sms! haha.

Ok, i shall go and study already:) Although i don't feel like, PERSEVERE is the word! :D

I ask myself why, why you'd do that. But i gave up, you are always forgiven. Everyone will always be, you are not worth me not getting my blessings.

PS/Always forgiven!(:

Ask if you wish.

2010-07-23T17:11:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA . I love this picture! (i just wrote a whole para and it got erased-.-, shall summarise) I miss going crazy over some guy, hahahaha, like in school. Still remember those times when me and Flat were crazy over some guy (: still remember when L first came into cdss, girls went crazy over him, asking him for number, writing letters to confess. But i wasn't one of them, but i admit i did kope his number from someone else. ah hahahaha! But i see nothing between us, i can't stand so quiet ppl. haha. After awhile, my batch got sian of him and instead lower sec went mad over him. Haha, that's how Jovin Diong got him, you lucky one Jovin! :D hahahaha, you should know who i'm talking about :D I bet his poly/MI girls are mad over him too. hahaha. I'm hungry, i haven't eaten the whole day ):

Anw, the new cck ite is AWESOMEEEEEEEE. Maybe because i've never really been INTO a poly before so i find it awesome-.- Or maybe because its new. Anw, went there after school with dad and sis yesterday for lunch. I was freaking wearing my uniform, so weird. And guess what!!!! I saw CHONG BING JUN:D I'm like hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii*waves hardly* -.- HAHA. They have this whole block that specialise on hands on, meaning they have different restaurants to do their hands on. My dad say that means we'll get $10 3-course meal to try their cooking^^ Ate at their foodcourt, the price is the same, except for students with cheaper price. There's like a chinese restaurant, 2 foodcourt, shop&save and 7-11, so far luh. Love their track and field (: And when i reach home BingJun sms me and Weilun sms me too saying he saw me, haha. I was hoping to see someone like Emily, Vivien or Cheryl ):

Today's PE was awesome^^ Captain's ball again against 4E2, we won :) 6-5 :D AND ISAAC SLIPPED AND FELL, HA HAH AHAHAHAH. Like the floor was wet, and idk how he slip. Serves him right for saying me accuracy fail ^^ And there's this WATER SOCCER that Mr Raj is gonna bring in on the 5aug and i may not be able to play it ): 5aug will be having festival of sports and sec5 GIRLS will be like doing the opening for water soccer and i may be going to Phuket on that day! ): i am depressed! And if i go Phuket, i'll miss Jason's party too ): But i wanna play water soccer, wanna go Jason's party and want to go Phuket! HAHA, i know i greedy-.- But i want to do my WAKEBOARDING and SNOKELING! ): siannnnnnn. I feel like eating COLD ROCK, but i'm fasting from ice cream): And we had new arrangement for eng class:) I'm in the same table as Sakinah, YimLing and Amanda. Amanda is so quiet. And i keep shouting YimLing's name ^^ haha. YimLing has nice eyes cos she's wearing coloured contacts (Y) And she wants to go TP cos there's handsome guys. My first reaction was "WHYYYYYYYYYY so far" Then she say "cause i don't want to go common poly like np and sp which everyone wants to go and NYP has no handsome guys" HAHAHAHA, no offence. And she insulted NP! SHE SAY GOT NO HANDSOME GUYS. hahahaha, there will be ^^

Nyahahahahaha. 20 august 2010 :)))))))))))))))))))))))))) And this sunday is the 25th! LIKE OF JULY! pffffffffffffffffffffffft. Only Neo and Cheryl know what i'm talkin' about. rah rah rah, Cheryl Tan neh reply me, i wanted to make dinner for her lorhsxzxzxz. I am veh boredsxzxz. I shall go study liaosxzxzxz :)

PS/But see it's my heart on the line this time, i am done with you :)

i am sure

Amen to my dreams!

2010-07-18T21:22:00.003+08:00

My blog song rocksxzxzxzxz <: I tell your a secret, which is not gonna be a secret really soon. AH HAH. Yknow church wedding right, then when soon-to-be-brides and their dad walk in, then after the exchange of rings, they'll walk out right, i am gonna use this song:D HAHAHAHA, LIKE SO NICE. IMAGINE THAT-.- HAHAHAHA. And i just realised in less than 10years i'll be getting married. :D :D :D ;D HAHAHAHA, provided if i can find one lah. And bff told me that actually we can give birth to 2 kids in a year, told her i am so gonna try it:D HAHAHA. like (Y) You know that day my dream was really nice but its quite impossible ): And God answered my prayer last night, idk if its answering but its smth i am very bothered with and he showed me smth in my dream. Bff, a, b, c and me were at some 60+ storey hotel having dinner. Bff and a are together (: And its not how we look like currently but more of like when we're 20+ then after dinner, b asked me smth and then i don't know why i accept lahsxzxzxz. But later at the lift, i rejected. Then c whispered to me "you made a right choice". Then throughout the WHOLE dream, i saw b with G having heart to heart talks and err doing smth. And i got a comfirmation of that dream ok! After ck i saw something, it was EXACTLY the same, like the postition EVERYTHING! So yeah, i think its from God (: hehehehehe, i am kinda happy cos i don't have to worry bout it anymore (:

Ok, i haven't eat dinner-.- After eat then orh-orh. Tmr will be a better day:D I am sure(:

PS/Is it really what i want?

Harpee Burpdhay.

2010-07-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

Haha, i was supposed to post this on Monday but i didn't have time. This post is specially for SYAHIRAH M SHIRHAN :) Happy 17th birthday dear! (: We've known each other since primary 3, that's like .......... 8 YEARS! hehehehehehe:D So i'll put up pictures from the latest to the oldest (:
Marina barrage and henderson wave. :D HAHAHAHA:D

YUNNAN! Mygosh, i miss yunnan ): (i look so fat because it was super duper cold)

Your Jonas Brothers 15th birthday! :D

Lastly, sec 2 (: mygosh, i look terrible.

Haha, i miss everything about you (: How we cried when we got our psle posting school result to CDSS. But it wasn't that bad afterall, cos we had each other (: Going crazy over a councillor when we were sec1, which is Jeshua. HAHAHA. He is freaking gay now. How we planned outings and teacher's day when we was sec 1 & 2. How we actually came out with your nickname "FLAT" and i'm still calling you that although i know it became bigger ^^ HAHA Ohyah! And how we were so crazy over our KURA-KURA that we wrote on our hands! I shall upload it on fb (: hahaha, i miss those times. Meet up soon after o's alright! :) All the best for your eng o's! Getting your prezzie on mon! (: Love you ttm! <3

I am not your entertainment or information counter.

2010-07-09T20:45:00.005+08:00

(I'm only just beginnin' to see the real you)

Chinese o's orals are over :) I was super super x100 nervous. There was this sec3 guy which was taking oral and we were praticing in the room and he laughed at me -.- Alot of private candidates from dimension college(?) where in the world is that?! But yah, they're from China. I didn't use computer on Wednesday and Thursday yknow:) So many things to do, so little time. Today school was alright :] PE first period, did inclined chin-ups and standing board jump and i'm done with my Napha:D Played captain's ball. I don't know who won, we played for fun, next week we're gonna versus 3E2. :) Had ss then math, Mr Raj gave us ss test, recess-was fasting, english then Mr Nassim came to talk to us again-.- Can really see he was really disappointed in 4B. He supplied all 4 classes bandung and biscuits last year to encourage us. Teachers compliment 4B for our good behaviour and stuff. But good behaviour doesen't mean good results. I am really freaked out my O levels. My head is filled with "what if(s)". After school went for geog test :) Was really happy today until someone ruined my day, i was seriously pissed, but whats the point saying, as if it'll really solve it.

Some people are totally heartless, they treat you SO SO nice because they demand something from you, and when they get it, they totally treat you like some SHIT. I never regretted helping you, i was always concerned about you, but you know what? I DON'T SEE A NEED TO ANYMORE. I promise i won't help you if you don't ask me to. So much for being nice. Telling others what to do just to please you, some people just don't appreciate it. Me doing my own stuff and you feel bad? Please, i am free to do what i want to. Have you ever treated someone so nice, thought that person is worth it and then the next minute you realise the person is not what you think?! The feeling is like shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Ok, stop-.-

Ohyah, yesterday went for Ying's celebration at Chevron's :) We only sang abit, me and Nessa sang Gee :D HAHAHAHAHA. I sang with Jason ai de zhu xuan lu(Y) HAHAHAHA. And that freaking NEO only sing when Nessa is not around, his voice is nice(Y) And there's this girl and guy, which ls say they're tgt, their voice is SUPER SUPER nice. Ohyah, and we came like around 7+ so Ying's friends was already there. We went into the room and they were singing some song that kept repeating "LA JI LA JI LA JI" And after 2mins inside, then i realised what they were singing! HAHAHAHA. And Vanessa kept laughing, haha. Daddy fetch me after that, in the car i was just pondering about some stuff. I still felt i never did enough. Ying was abit seh after cutting cake. And her aunty mistaken me for Cheryl and asked me why today i never put heavy make-up-.- Haha. Ok, my back is hurting again ): My father kinda don't let me join dance in poly after my check-up that day. I replied HUHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Then he said ok lah, dance that no need to stretch. Haha, which dance no need to do stretching-.- I need a sea now ): Ok, going to do other stuff. Bye <:

PS/Afterall, only You will be there, knowing how i feel inside. Thankyou you <:

Why oh why why why.

2010-06-30T17:03:00.003+08:00

(Maybe yes, maybe no. I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW)

Pfft pffft pfttt. I very lazy to have tuition you know. My white hair is seriously growing. Tmr start fasting, must pray for the correct mood (: Ohhhhh, tmr there's bio prac! I scared of fire, idk how am i gonna do practical-.- REALISE MY NEW SONG? hahahaha. Must cut down on kpop, although it somehow makes me feel better(always) Yay, meeting Jeslyn this Sunday for lunch with Glen and the rest ^^ Ok, i don't know what to type liao. Just now i freaked out, and its was for a dumb reason. I thought my private blog is in blogger so when i didn't see it on the dashboard, i thought xoxo read it and deleted the whole blog HAHAHAHA then i realised its tumblr, not blogger (: (: (: HAHAHAHAHA, damn ass. AND DANCE STARTED SYF PRAC ALREADY:) I so sad cos i cannot dance liao ): But i'll support your after my o's ok:D I will buy sweets so your get SUGAR RUSH and dance better (: (: (: They're dancing samsui woman dance, haha(: Now your say ugly, when your dance the whole thing it would be nice (: 100% sure! :D Ok, i should go and do other stuff. Byeeeee (:

iknow.buwebeiqigenaxidongyinxidaoxiang,duizheshinidehao.(:

PS/How do you help someone who doesen't want to help himself/herself?

Urghhhhh.

2010-06-26T00:43:00.003+08:00

I am still not over my fringe! ):

Dammit, hahahaha! I still miss my old long fringe): Cheryl lor, physcho me cut bangs, but i don't blame her, blame me for making stupid decisions-.- I don't know how to face the world tomorrow sioooool. How to go alpha like that! HOW TO TAKE MRT! oh my tian. I tmr wear hat arh! hahahaha. I'm gonna be bald tmr, use the headband and push back everything:) my hair rocks tmr (Y) hahahaha. Yay, school is starting^^ I am veh veh happy! I don't want to stay at home and think of stupid stuff. Yesterday i dreamt of Shinee. Jongyun killed his Shinee members. If i am not wrong, i was together with Onew. HAHAHAHA. I can't remember together as in that together or close friends. Anw, Jonghyun killed is members in a room, left me and Onew in the end. He shot me with a gunshot, i felt how was it to be shot, and it's my second in my dreams. Although i didn't immediatly die, but i had to act dead so i wouldn't be shot again. Must be too much of Onew and kpop, ahhahah! But i like having adventerous dreams, although my mother say i think too much before i sleep that's why i have weird dreams. Hahaha, but its fun <:

Ohyah, see the photo on top, i'm so gonna get back my fringe and look at my teeth(ugly ttm), i sure need braces. HAHAHAHA(Y) Okay, i need to sleep early, school's starting. 4 more months TINA! And its freedom:) (Y) Okay, night night! And i decided not to change my url unless i can really think of something yah <:

Dear hair,

I've been really really nice to you. Especially you, fringe. Can you please do me a favour by growing faster these few weeks? I can't clip my fringe with you being so short now. I've been loving you for 17years, and it's the only favour i ask of you after oh so long. I am sorry for cutting you in the first place and blame the china &*Y&* who layered you and make you look so ugly. (hahahaha) But you must grow back okay:) You are my motivation<:

With true love,

Tina:)

What should i change my url to?

2010-06-23T02:17:00.002+08:00

I am really really sad now until i cannot sleep. Firstly, i thank God i didn't cut my hair, like the length, if not i'd be in depression. I feel like perming it like that(look below) damn chio right her hair :) Sakinah, maybe i should listen to you and perm it.
And after seeing this angmoh chiobu's hair, i miss my fringe. FREAK IT! -.-

Thank God i never cut my length, like seriously. I am so gonna dye my hair like that after o's, but not so blonde :) And this would be the last ever time i go to the salon to CUT my hair, except for every 3months trimming, other than that, i won't go there to cut(: I'll only cut when my covenant is over(: happy guessing when my covenant is over ^^ It's ok, Tina, you still got the length, haha. WHY AM I SO SIAO OVER MY HAIR?! hahahahaha, maybe its the only thing that matters now^^ haha. i sleep with it, cry with it, bathe with it, HAHAHAHA SIAO. And cheh Minghui is the only one from church that saw my hair, she say grow abit jiu okay liao lah, not so bad :) AND SHE THOUGHT MY HAIR WAS REBONDED. she say "you rebond thats why your hair like that" i'm like "HUH, i never rebond before." Then she "REALLLYYY?!?!?!" then she touched my hair. haha.

I seriously cannot sleep sioooooool. i want to play minesweeper, but no one online ): I want to apply DSA to NP and SP and maybe NYP :D but i don't think i can get in-.- MUST TRUST IN GOD:D From just now i keep listening to chinese songs. Last time i used to be so siao over it and i'll get really emo over it. But now its like no feeling,haha! That shows i'm matured!:D that's a very good news, although i still do retarded stuff. hahahaha. <: I can't wait after o's leh! I can get braces, can hightlight my hair and i can work :) i can work my coolstuff ;D AND I CAN GO KLANG AND SEE AWESOME PEOPLE ^^ Aprille's coming back on the 10dec and i'm leaving for msia on the 11 ): That's a very bad thing, but i'll be coming back on the 12 :D HAHAHAHA, go there for cousin's wedding lah. I think i did say that in the previous post, haha. I am bored now >: Just now i was reading xoxo's blog and i regretted for not treating them preciously when they were by my side. BUT WHAT CAN I DO?!?!?!?! Maybe its true that we only learn to treasure when someone is gone :/ That's very sad you know ): ): When you left, i kept everything, like even the msg-.- But its like, nothing now. You even said "the msg? oh, delete it" Like seriously damn hurting lorhsxzxzxzx. And i still keep the picture/letter, its like in front of me now.

Okay, let's not be emo. Emo is bad. But i just miss the old you, but i'll still treat you the same and protect you no matter what :) Heeeeeeeee. I feel like writing diary, haha. But maybe i should not, nothing good comes by after that. Haha. I saw something online and i think its damn sweet:)

"I can conquer the world with one hand.
if you're holding the other. "

Don't try to change anything.

2010-06-19T22:36:00.002+08:00

IMMA REALLY REALLY HAPPY KIDDO TODAY :> like seriously. :> I woke up like 1pm :> damn shiokkkkk:D Then went for alpha. Mrt and bus-ed with Yiqian, Nicole, Sebas, Jr and Kenneth. Went to Kranji war memorial for Alpha, fun-ness. Took photo with my button mushroom nose twin:D Then after alpha, went to kenken's house:) Had a father's day celebration with Bff's family, Faith's family and Ken's family (: Ashley bought UDDERS for each dad:> Then she only bought 3 so need another one so me and Andrea bus-ed to Westmall to buy another one(: Had htht:D Rant out everything and i think bff did too (: That's why my post all me and Andrea :) You know its really a very good feeling to have someone to grow up, to know that person inside out and even willing to listen to each other's problems and most importantly considering each other's views in time of troubles :)

Bff said smth that really touched me, she said "Even if at the end i am the one that make the final decision, but you are someone that grew up with me and mean alot to me so obviously i will really think about what you say" AWWWWWW:) She made my heart skipped a beat SIOLLLLL. although she doesen't know that. BUT......... yah, i'm just happy :D :D :D hahahaha. Okay, i needed to get this happy thing off my chest, hehehehehe. I'll go do other stuff :) Me and Andrea eyecandy 2 similar person:) And i have THREE eyecandys(: hehehehehehe.

Dilemma ):

2010-06-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

I miss dance practices and out actual performance. And obviously church camp!:) Our dance was AWESOME TTM! :D Anw, could really felt the Holy Spirit at the last night. I never thought i'd be really touched by the Holy Spirit since its the first time the youth will be combining with the adults. And my aim for church camp succeeded except for some ): Amazing race was awesome, never thought Lionel could be of such fun la! And he can't eat milk products): Extended with Jem, kenneth and Cheryl's family :) Stayed at Pulai Spring:) Promised to swim but my plan failed ): Damn tired, ah hah. I always fail cos i give in to sleep -.- Anw, my bro, kenneth and jem were being irritating, i don't like that ): Ok, i like don't feel like blogging -.-

Anw, today had htht with someone and its like i've never really told someone how i really felt about APB's doings and if its still dangling there. So its like.......ok, nevermind. I feel extremely happpy when Sally sms-ed me about some stuff today:) I feel really happy for her. AND YAY^^ my cussie is getting married in dec, another wedding in Klang(: I miss my nieces and nephews (: YAYYYYY ^^ Can't wait to eoy(: Gonna get braces PLUS guitar lessons (: And smth else (: ok, i should get going. Imma happy kiddo, bought a dressie today:)

PS/Why am i still at the start waiting for you?

Filling my thoughts with "i don't care".

2010-06-04T14:19:00.002+08:00

That picture.....is very ah lian. HAHAHAHA. My eyes is.....HORRIBLE. HAHAHAHA. Thats how we spent vday last last year or was it last year? Anw, we just walked around orchard-.- HAHA. And now in cc, all are attached. Cheryl is with oyk:D HAHA, they have plans to like get married. Vivi is with the NS guy. Ying is with the guy going to NS. HAHA, why all NS one. And Emily is with.......somenody, but idk who, forgot his name. Maybe going tanning with Cheryl tmr. She haven't reply me, i guess she's busy ): I AM SO SIAN. Its like last year i've been surrounded by girls(for the first half of the year) and now i am like surrounded by boys. I think i'll become tomboy-ish by the end of this year. OHYAH, that day we went to watch Prince Of Persia @ Cineleisure. I wanted to buy this nail art thingy. Sebas, Des, Ls, Sd and Jr was with me. Then the lady tested one me then its like 1 bottle for $4 and 3 for $10. So i said i'll buy one. Then she say "ask them each person pay $2 uh" then ls said smth then walked off. Only sd and des said "you want anot?!" Then the girl secretly told me, only these two guys are the good one that are willing to pay for you, so from these kind of experience, can see who will be there for you" HAHA, i immediatly shock luh. NEO LING SHENG, you good.

My mission failed yknow ): ): ): ): I missed a lesson this week ): All thanks to YOU, haha actually it was no one -.- i just couldn't sleep. I AM FRIGGIN PISSED WITH SOME PEOPLE NOW. IF YOU CANT COMMIT YOURSELF THEN DONT JOIN. ITS NOW AS IF WE NEED YOU. WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH WTH. WAHLAU I SERIOUSLY DONT FEEL LIKE PERFORMING, IT'LL BE LIKE SHIT GIVEN THE NUMBER OF PPL COMING FOR PRACTICE.

Why don't i see these guys in Singapore?!?!

2010-06-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

Ethan Ruan so handsome, haha. I watched ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni today :) I randomly feel like watching it. I think these kind of guys are hard to find in Singapore. Small eyes but still so handsome. HAHA. Tmr, i comfirm high during english lessons, cos i am not asleep yet. I think i need to eat PARACENTEMOL, it officially became my sleeping pill. I just found it in the drawer, and it causes drowsiness so i just use it to make me fall asleep (: Tell your smth.

Ever since 28 OCTOBER 2009!(i will always rmb that date)(cheryl my witness) Anw, ever since that date, i made a PROMISE to MYSELF not to cry over GUYS but only over FRIENDS and FAMILY. YOU KNOW WHY?! Cause guys are so not worth it, unless that person i like my fiance. HAHA. I think your should do that too, no matter you're a girl or boy (: Anyway, i KEPT it OKAY! HAHA. Idk why but i just feel like saying it :D

I AM FINE(yah,$100) HAHAHAHA. Anw, i wasnt emo-ing in my previous post, i was just ranting, my blog right. And i will not emo for more than 2hrs:) My speciality is not emoism. HAHAHA. Ok, i am officially HIGH. Ok, i am going to eat my BREAKFAST. BYE MIUMIU!

I'd do anything to get the old you back.

2010-05-29T22:40:00.004+08:00

MYEs are over, lousy results. No more June holidays, except for church camp which i am REALLY REALLY x100 looking forward to :) And of course bbq with 7B :D So not looking forward for lessons lah, i plan to like cycle and jog to school with Sebas, haha, we are that free :D Chinese O's is like on Monday and i totally don't feel anything. But tmr having full day tuition for chinese with Andrea, Ys is teaching, so boring DDDDD: I mean not him but the subject. I am going to take it once, no matter what grade i get :) haha .

(blogged on saturday, plus today's one)------------------------------------------------------

O level chinese was not that bad. Private candidates were ALL from China. So when we were outside the hall waiting to go in, me and Isaac said "Later Bariyah give instructions they comfirm don't understand one" Then Mdm Bariyah said "Cdians put your bags on the right, private candidates on the left." They just stood there and stare at her. HAHAHAHAHA, i was laughing like crazy. Haha, ok i am damn mean. Paper 1 i keep stoning cos idk what to write liao so i was staring at this China guy which was diagonally in front of me. His hair is damn nice but his face is ....... But his back was facing me so i was just admiring his hair. HAHAHA. Paper 2 was quite easy, i understood all the passages:D After that parents fetch went to JB. Did hair treatment then to Pulai Spring to recce :D Can't wait for churchcamp like seriously lor! Okay, i don't feel like blogging liao. This week is so boring ):

istilldontgetit. whyyouneverdidaskmethosestuff, whyyoualwayslie, whyyouwouldalwayscoverup, whyyouwouldalwaysturntoeveryoneelseexceptme. maybeyoudonttrustmeandisouldstoptrustingyoutoo. ofmaybethosearejustthestuffiamnot"allowed"toknow.

I need these ..........

2010-05-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

YES, I NEED CHOCOLATES. CHOCOLATES ARE THE ONLY CURE NOW. I FREAKING FEEL LIKE SOME SLUT. YAH, WORSE THAN KATHERINE(vd) OR ANY SLUT YOU CAN EVER FIND. KILL ME PLEASE.

today was fun :> sungei buloh wasn't that bad, so green so green. snapped pictures with my slr with sak:> camwhored like siao. after that, home. decided to catch movie with the guys at cathay, didn't want to think of some other stuff at home. we watch LOSERS, yah, i feel like one. anw, the guys are so freaking hot and cool. chris evans, love. ohyah, the movie like stopped for while, haha random. i think lingsheng found me very very irritating shouting in the cinema, haha who cares. the guys ate carls jr after that, i didn't feel like eating. home after that.

i seriously need bff now ): its not something easy to say with my mouth. because, i've never, NEVER told anyone about it. although like my school friends know but its somehow different with another. and the only person i can turn to is bff. i shall email her tmr because i cant even freaking tell her face to face. yes, that bad. tmr getting results, hope for zee best. still having tummyache tho ): i dont even know why its hurting, i ate lor. crazy. why am i such a troublemaker? gahhh, i suck.

SCREW YOU,TINA.

Wondering what are you trying to do.

2010-04-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had Speech Day, awesome much :D After recess praticed for finale then Ms.Roz let us go home, yay ^^ Vanessa and I went to Jovin's house to bathe:D Painted out nails there(: Bus-ed to BPP after that, bought stuff from NTUC then cab-ed to school:D Changed then put make up:D My make up was rather sucky that day, but i also don't care. haha, go and have fun only. Ying and Alas couldn't make it cos it was raining. And alumni were not allowed to come in, no idea why. The teacher think its rather retarded too. Must be either Mr Teoh or Mr Nassim. Damn ass lah! All of us were so damn pissed. So went to the gallery and waited for GOH to arrive. He was late and his speech were super long. Walked around and camwhored:D Pictures on fb! Took photo with Ms Ng :D Known her for like 4 years, since secondary 1:D BEST TEACHER EVER:D
Diong diong and her niao~

Lastly CHEONG:D the stars so cool right:D i think our dancers are pro in make-up, seriously:D Before the dance even started, everyone was cheering. Woohoo. The feeling is......SHIOK! totally!

I did a few mistakes, haha. And i keep laughing at it when i watch the video. Anw, it was great afterall:D Had finale, so fun ^^. Then took our stuff from AVA then went to canteen to meet LS and gang. I was super hungry cos the last meal i ate was 11am and i had gastric ): Walked to bus-stop with Jovin, Junrong, Lingsheng, Isaac, Shunda, Sebas and Roy then Jovin went home while the rest of us went to macs to eat. Isaac is like a monster lah, he eat damn alot. And we saw ZHIYANG from css! HAHAHA! Saw xiaobai at macs too :> Left at around 11.25pm. Daddy didn't complain leh ^^ He still call and ask me: "Coming home?" HAHA! I'm like: "Yah, of course!" hahaha, awesome-nest :> FREEDOM ^^ Okay, i shall go and bathe and sleep early(so not early alrdy) cos there's churchy tmr ^^ Love this week:D I went for pm on tues, slept at 12+. Wednesday had poa and chem test and i passed both ^^ I ACTUALLY PASS CHEM! haha. Mr Han was shocked too, so am i :D It all comes back to thanking God:D Trust in Him and you'll succeed! :D AMEN! Ok, nighties!:)

So many mosquito bites ):

2010-04-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

Cross country was fun^^ But the weather is like....can totally melt. Woke up at 4.30am, bathed then went down to wait for Des and Jr's cab. Then went to fetch Sebas to off to Fajar for breakfast:D Meet LingSheng and ShunDa there and out timing is super accurate, all reach same timing. Ate macs, happy meal ^^ Then lrt-ed to meet Isaac at Pending then walked to school. Assemble, know what were supposed to do. Off to macritchie reservoir. (: Sat there while they settle down then set up the finishing point. And all the preganant teachers are at the finishing line^^ Me and Sakinah was Mdm Zarinah's helper. Helped to take down positioning for lower sec girls(: AND ROTH CAME IN 1ST FOR UPPER SECC GIRLS! WOOHOO^^ Dancers can run okay:D I also want to run lor, but no sec5 acc me run and Mr.Lee need helpers ): After doing positioning. The others ran for race of friendship and the upper sec girls seriously took their own sweet time to walk. Top 50 get collarpin and some of them walk also can get lor -.-
After everyone ran, helped to pick up rubbish and blah. Waited for the bus and back to school(: Me and Sakinah tie 2 scorpion, so cool :D Considering to tie it on normal school days, but hope some copycats won't copy. Ahemmm. Yes, i sat there doing that:

Before the race, taken by Joey (: I was already scratching, haha.

After x country bus-ed to BPP with Sd, Jr, Des, Ls and Sebas. Went to eat Subway but i didn't eat cos i wasn't hungry. Slacked for quite long there then they were planning to watch movie/ eat buffet but in the end plan failed. Haha. Went home, bathe. Wanted to watch YES MAN but my eyes couldn't take it so went to sleep. Slept for 3hrs, idk if i can sleep now. So i shall do homework until i'm tired:D Okay, done blogging. Next week will be a busy week. Test and speech day practices :)

2010-03-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

Off to tumblr, ttfn

♥

(will be back)

What can i say?

2010-03-22T17:12:00.003+08:00

Finally have the time to update(: Holidays are over ): welllllll, the next holiday i'll have is church camp. Yes, not the whole month but only the few days in church camp(: Must work hard for my goal:D Which only dua zai know:D OHYAH, Neo Ling Sheng is my dua zai;D I call him dua zai and he calls me xioh beh, so cool rightsxzxzxz:D Last Thursday went shopping with Lestie;D Bugis first then to little india to do threading then to Forever 21 @ somerset;D I did a super malu thing-.- Cause we were in cotton on and i wanted to get out of the shop so i pushed the glass door super hard, like whole body on the door and then ite is pull-.- And there were like business man staring at me cause it was a glass door-.- I suck at opening doors. Ohyah, Cheryl was super late so i waited for her at cck and i saw Michelle, Fakrullah, Emily, Wei Xiang, Doris, Huihui. So many ppl -.-

Btw, we bought the same dress at Iluma. Iluma dresses are so freaking cheap lahhhh. And the sales girl super cute (: Didn't really bought anything from Bugis Street, they're all the same clothes.
Took 190, cheryl alighted before me to meet Yk(: Friday went to do hw at Lingsheng's house with Junrong and Shunda. We really did our hw okay! Haha. Then later jr and sd left while i waited for my dad. Had h2h talk with neo(: Haha, i told him about HB. Yahhhh whatever. I really don't understand some people, what they say is like not according to what they do. I mean like seriously in front of me. Sometimes i wonder if you're just the kind that take what is available on the shelf and then when you catch hold of both, you'll come and complain to me how confused you are. And what you expect me to do? Choose for you?! Hello, it's your life, not mine. I am so so so curious to know what you'll do in a few months time. Pity the guy. :/ But i guess that guy doesen't really mind at all.

Ok, anyway, having to talk to a guy about certain things seems more helpful cos he can see from the guy's point of view. Okay, i am very hungry ): And i have tuition at 6 and there's no food, damnit ): I think i shall go and prepare for tuition later, bye(:

Guys never really mean what they say.

2010-03-13T00:28:00.005+08:00

Late pictures: At SinYi's small birthday celebration (:
Catch up with the girls:D Vivien's hair so freaking rocksxzxzxz lah! Jealous much ):

There's others but i'm lazy to upload. Skipped chinese remedial yesterday, haha. Too lazy to go lah, i just don't feel like doing anything but just daydream:D Ms Chan send me a message on fb today:
"Hi Tina, this is laoshi. How are u coping at CDSS? Not forgetting u are taking the O levels this year, do remember to work hard and give your best shot in the exams, OK? Do keep me posted of your progress in studies.Stay focussed during lesson and no day dreaming if you aspire to do well this year:> ( as usual, i luv to nag at you pple)"

Haha, she everytime complain i always daydream. Haas, sorry, it's a habit. But at least i've not been daydreaming this year during school hours(: Just watched Alice In Wonderland earlier on with brother and Bff. Dad actually booked 4tix for me, bro, mom and himself but couldn't make it due to last minute viewing and mom having headache. So one ticket was wasted. The movie is quite nice lah:D Love Anne Hathaway's bimbo character:D Btw, some guy ended up having the same seat number as us, then later he walked away and i said first come first serve(: Haha, i think he went to the wrong cinema cos he didn't come back. Haha, loser.

Recently been dreaming of kidnaps): First time i dreamt was Shane being kidnapped. Last week i dreamt my sis and bro being kidnapped. And i wonder if one day it'll come true. Bcos Alice in Wonderland Alice dream of being in a wonderland since she was young and when she was about to get married, her dream to go to Wonderland really came true. Haha, i wonder if mine will ever come true. Following a white rabbit when i'm about to be engaged, fell into a hole, drinking smth to make me shrink, eating a cake to make me stretch, meeting Hat-er, fighting against jabbawocky(?), and back to reality. Haha, ok damn dumb -.- I wish i was at a beach now. Miss chatting with Ying at the beach last year):

Just last Wednesday, we were in the car and my brother said:
Bro: "Cheh, i dreamt about you last night!"

Me: "What about me?!" *curious*
Bro: "i dreamt you got married before da jie"

Me: "whattttttttt-.-"
Mom: "Yah, i dreamt of it before too."

Me: "Crazyyyyyyy"

Bro: "Actually, i think its possible"

Sister: "Yesterday someone still told me she's gonna buy a one room flat and renovate the whole place cos she's not gonna marry anyone"

HAHA. On tues i went Ikea with my sister before Pm and we saw this bed room which was super nice and i told her "Cheh, i'm gonna buy a one room flat and renovate it like that." Her reply was "Crazy arh, you want to stay alone forever arh." Me: "Yah, decided on it already" Haha, it'll be cool to have such a flat lah, i think i'm damn slacker-.- And my parents don't let me adopt kids lah! They say can give birth why don't want, haha. So i think i must still get married afterall. Woah, i can never imagine myself getting married lah-.- Tmr will be a fun day i guess. Tuition, hot wings and pm with Bff, Yongsiang and Kenken :D Okay, i shall do other stuff since i have no mood to sleep. Byeeeee:)

PS/It's really different now.

Then forget it.

2010-03-06T15:03:00.003+08:00

Ren Guang Xi, a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He's the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Cheng, the new bento seller at his school canteen. Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Cheng does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Cheng teaches him how to give and love. Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Cheng to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi's child.

Six years pass. Mu Cheng lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi's heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Cheng. How will the couple make up for six years of lost time? Happiness, which stop do I alight at?

Omgoshomgosh, that show is super nice to watch! Just watch ep 11 and 12 on channel 56. So gonna continue it now:D Can make you cry one lahhh~! And there's that cute but spoilt little boy in the show:D Ok, i'm gonna watch. bye!

Happy much.

2010-03-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

Happiest day of the week: Tuesday :) CIP Coastal cleanup was the BOMB:D Haha, we asked Mr.Gary Lee to ask the bus driver to alight us at Pasir Ris playground:) Then we started playing:D The best part was the suspension bridge thingy. All of us were literally jumping like some crazy ppl, haha. Then we kinda asked Mr.Lee up to take class photo then when we walked to the top all of us started jumping and he was bouncing up and down, haha, his face super funny! Super cute la! Managed to take class photo but Johnan didn't want to. That twist thing is like our trademark cos there's some reason behind it(: And that Isaac keep hitting my forehead-.- Then went back to school and the stupid bus aircon is useless. I suddenly don't know what to blog. Okay, i shall eat my dinner and go and study. BYEEEEEEEEE:D

PS/i can't wait for MARCH HOLIDAYS, srsly.

For once it was empty but not lost.

2010-02-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hehehehehehehe, i like this picture:D We were camwhore-ing and Cheryl reminded me of the scotchtape boy:D So i'm the girl and Cheryl's the guy:D So cool right, :D Ok, i shall not elaborate, this kind of things cannot anyhow say one XD Haha! I'm feeling super tempted to cut my hair, like till shoulder length. My leg kinda hurts now, i think it's because of the sprained ankle ): Damn pain lah, i don't want to go to school tmr. Ok, i very tired, i want to sleep already. BYE:D You know i thought next monday is my birthday, and i realised it's not -.- I'm going to sleep through my birthday:) Daddy say the chalet/bbq thing canceled cos he want me to concentrate on O's, like how amazing why my birthday party can last for more than a day right? -.- So, whatever, i don't want to argue. Then he said something about true friends and i just begin to cry. Ok, won't talk about it :) Anw, thanks for ruining everything for me. I'll never trust someone like you again. WO YAO QU SHUI JIAO LE, ZAI JIAN :D

When you love someone, love the bad points too.

2010-02-13T01:28:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling damn pekchek now cansxzxzxzxzxz! I have no idea why also. Pffffffffft. Anyway, today wanted to go to school but i was too tired ;P Met Cheryl, Isaac, Syamel, Johnan, Faiz, Shafiq and Roy for movie. But Roy didn't watch. Yes, ex-4B outing so failed. Not surprising, some people are really ass. Like S-R-S-L-Y. Esp ________. Anw, sort of kinda expected so not a really big impact. Bought tickets for Valentine's Day :) It only started around 4.40. So walked around and stuff. Chatted with Flat:) Then finally it started:D The show is nice, haha. But Taylor Swift is damn retarded, haha! Lesson learnt: "When you love someone, you don't only love the person for his/her good points, but also his/her bad points" :) Made me taught about something, sometimes you really irritate me, at least Cheryl agrees :) After movie we all went out separate ways:D Me and Cheryl train-ed to Bugis to buy clutches:D Went to Bugis street first, bought bandage skirt, like for fun then bought our clutches^^ Are dinner like around 9+, and that's my first meal for the day. While we were eating healfway, saw Jason ^^ Chat chat with him and he showed me something. To the girl party: you're exactly in the same situation as me:) Suay but, at least you learn a lesson. :) Hi-5! haha.

Bus-ed back with Jason and Cheryl. Both if them were being an ass by imitating someone, haha! And Cheryl told me something really really x100 SHOCKING! Like TO THE MAX MAX MAX. Ohyah. Today some crazy girl was sitting beside Cheryl during the movie. Then "Remember me" trailer was flashing, i saw Rob Pattinson and went "OOOHHHHH!" Then the girl turned to me and said "Why did you ohhhh?! Are you gonna watch the movie?!" I'm like errrrrr, i think so? HAHAHA. And during the kissing part the girl kept going "sex sex sex!" and she have super alot of sound effects-.- haha. This week i've realised that many many many people have changed, FTW(for the worse) haha. Wuzun's coming to Singapore and i can't believe i actually backed out. Although it's $24 but we're so freaking far from them and i can't touch him ): So nah, waste money. I don't know what to type already. haha. I CANT WAIT FOR CHURCH CAMP, GET OUT OF SPORE WITH AWESOME PPL. YAY ^^ Ok, i'm done blogging. Thanks for everything today although i didn't literally said thankyou but you somewhat made my day:) And also to Cheryl and your craziness imtating ______. ;P

What's wrong with youuuuuuu.

2010-02-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

"You know the beautiful thing about love? It’s so powerful. Nothing else can make people do the things that love can make them do. It’s the only emotion that can make people fight, and give their all to something or someone. It’s the only thing that can make people hold on, when they otherwise would have given up. Love is strong, it’s powerful, and it’s rare. So when people find it, they marvel at the power of it. And they keep holding on because it’s the truest form of ecstasy. The world cannot survive without love. It’s the only thing that can get people to hold on anymore."

xoxo

2010-02-03T21:06:00.002+08:00

I don't feel like going to school, i don't feel like studying. I feel like dancing away my troubles. I feel like talking to someone and cry out all i want. But somehow i can't just bring myself to tell another human my situation. Everytime i think of who i want to consult, i just back out whenever i begin to start. It's really uncomfortable keeping everything inside, pretending it's alright. I've had enough, here am i trying to be nice and some people are being really mean. In less than 24hours, i've been called a hongster, flirt. Whatever! Label me all you want. How i wish this year was better than last year. It's just the same situation as last year, just that last year was abit better. I really hate school, if only my whole life would just revolve around church. It's like i'm breaking down each time i come back from school. I'm struggling from everything. School, friends.... I don't know what to doooooooo. Why do i regret every decision i make. Urghhhhhhhh.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no-one but yourself and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. So true. Some people have really changed for some reasons. But thinking back, i really derserve it. Tina will be strong afterall :)

6 more months.

2010-01-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

ONEW DAMN CUTE CAN! ^^ Although he's like not the most handsome one in Shinee, but he's the cutest :D He got the typical korean eyes, but guys with small eyes like him are cute okay!:D And i like his voice, if he sang to me that song, waaa, heart melt arh. HAHA! Onew face shall be on my file soon ^^ He's 21 years old:D Okay, i've not been using comp/watching tv for a week:D Studying for prep exams. Thursday and friday Sak was absent. Thursday went recess with Jason Gan then friday went with Joey, Amanda and RuiLing (: And they know smth about someone too! wth, i hate it when ppl ask me that-.- Then after school dad fetched. Went for lunch at Bukit Timah then home-ed. Ying and Mirrah came over to my house:D Talked to them bout school and stuff, bout the new bitches and jerks in school. :P I just need someone to spit out everything to. I'm surrounded by _______ and _______. Shall not say:) But it's really horrible to hold back everything and act as if nothing is wrong. It's okay, FEW more MONTHS! So looking forward to O LEVELS so i can freaking get away from weirdos. Just gonna be a geek these few months, not kaypoh-ing and work for my future :D Btw, i played with Yongsiang tictactoe and minesweeper earlier on and i own him at both!:D I rock:D Haha. Marc and Chad is going to PJC which is freaking near muah house:D We can eat YAMI YOGHURT together cos FROLICKS is too far ^^ Marc told me smth really funny. He said that day he took the lrt which was his first time, then when lrt pass by those near hdb flats, they have smth that covers the window, idk what you call it. But it's for privacy and he thought it's to block the sunlight, haha!

Went for dance this week and Ying will be going to school for dance next week, AWESOME much:) Finished with the mo li hua song, the ending is still very messy, haha. We'll be performing on the 20th! I meant the SYF dance, yeah.
Venue: Marina(TBC)
Time: 7.30pm-9.30pm(not sure which slot we're in)
Date: 20th feb 2010 (sat)
I think need tickets so if your want i can help your get but i'm not sure if it's free or what, confirm on tues. And after that i'm going home myself ^^ woohoo. I feel like staying over at someone's house cos the next day is church. Oh yah, wei lao shi is gonna teach us the FULL dance of Nobody then perhaps performing it on Speech day? we're gonna choreograph our own dance, how cool ^^ We should just do kpop^^ DO LACHATA, rocks mansxzxzx. Ok, i'm gonna sleep. Some pig already slept. Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAIRMAIN NEO LING SHENG! (3rd time) HAHA! I BOUGHT YOU A HP, MONDAY PASS TO YOU (:! last year your mama give you hp for your bday, this year me and sak give you^^ SO GOOD RIGHTSZXZX. So, i want air ticket to toronto for my birthday okay?! :D

PS/ What's Valentine's day without a valentine?
PS PS/ A DAY. GET IT? HAHA -.-

I can't wait for cny.

2010-01-21T18:18:00.003+08:00

"I don't know why but with you i'd dance in the storm in my best dress, fearless"

This week has been great, so far :D Saturday slept also like the whole day cos i was super sick. Sunday still sick, couldn't even get off the bed so didn't go to church ): Didn't go to school on Monday. On Tuesday i was STILL sick so went to Polyclinic and the doctor gave me 2 days MC! But i went to school on Wednesday, didn't want to miss anymore lessons or some haoliankia will kpkb. Fast test was shitty cos me and Sak didn't know ANYTHING about MOLES. So we only did the first page and i was feeling super uncomfortable over my flu so went to sleep:) Poa test was quite okay(: After school went to the gate to meet FLAT, wooohoooo ^^ Miss her to the max lah. Then 2.30 went for dance, missed poa aip;P The new president and vice-president is damn rocks one lor, -.-. Did warm-ups and i was already perspiring like crazy. Did 25sit-ups, 30dolphin and 20 of that leg kicking thing. Instructor came out with the new warm up called Qing Wa. Tell you arh,my butt muscles is aching because of it now. Then did DA TIAO. I like it but i suck at it, haha. Choreograph cny dance, dancing to the song MO LI HUA. Super chinese, but the steps are really dance:D VANESSA, YOU DANCE THE NICEST, SERIOUSLY. NICER THAN ________. Jovin you look super cute cos you're damn small. Haha. Wei lao shi put me into some parts and paired me with Danping. Had breaks inbetween and Jovin was talking crap to wei lao shi and i think wei lao shi is christian. Practiced till 6 then did SYF dance, WOOHOO! Damn messy cos everyone forgot. But have to recall and replace those that graduated cos on the 20/22 feb we'll be performing at Chinatown. Can come and see if you're free ^^ 6.30 went back, dad fetched me. I LOVE DANCE!:D

My thighs, back and ass started aching in the morning. Haha. I sit down must slowly go down, haha! It's damn funny. Lessons are getting more and more fun^^ Biology for first lesson:) Mr Terence teach the diagram thingy then we did worksheet:) Geog was okay. Did Coniferous(?) Forest. Had surprise math test by Ms Ooi on Inequalities. The boys keep calling ms ooi fat, damn mean. Haha. Then she shouted "shuttup la!" Haha. I think the product she use for her make-up is super good, haha. But she's super cute and seductive. haha. I like chiobu(s) ^^ Didn't feel like eating during recess. During english me and Sakinah were thrown outside of the class. Haha. Cause we were absent so we didn't do the comprehension and Mdm Salina wants to go through it, so yeah, she asked us to go out and do :) Some ppl never say must do lor. But we spent 5mins fixing that correction tape. I FINALLY PAY ATTENTION DURING CHEM AND UNDERSTOOD WHAT MR HAN IS TEACHING! Haha. First time i understood him leh. I think he cannot teach one lorh. But anyway, i still understood what he taught, for today:) After school dad fetched:) Send my sister to school then went to Adam's road for my PRAWN MEE ^^ The auntie was super cheerful to see me, she was like "xiao mei mei ah! Ni yao she me?!" then she ask me how is school and all that then she gave me extra prawns ^^ HAHA. I also never eat her prawn mee before, but i like her :D ^^ Ate cheng tng after that:D Went Tierney's after that. DADDY BOUGHT FOR ME FRUIT PEBBLES! :D Ordered lamb and steak(?) for Uncle Joseph's bbq this Sunday. Went to fetch brother and saw Mr Teoh jogging, haha, damn healthy principal. Haha, going to eat already:) Btw, that day my mother damn funny.
Me: *imitates kaykay*"but i don't want to do this, so gross!"

Brother: *imitates kay kay too*
Mother: What your doing? *laughs* imitate who?
Brother: Kaykay!
Mother: Who's kk?
Me: The one with BOOB JOB! *do the hand gestures*

Mother: *laughs* can you stop doing that.

Me: What's wrong with doing BOOB JOB *do the hand gestured again* kk is xiaxue's friend.

Mother: Who's xiaxue? ....................
(Before i can say that xiaxue is a famous blogger)

Mother: Andrea ah?

Me and Brother: HAHAhAHAHAHAHA, noob.

Idk what has Xiaxue got to do with Andrea, haha! Okay, i'm gonna eat then going for tuition:D BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE! :)

Stressing myself.

2010-01-12T18:09:00.002+08:00

This girl is so freaking chio(: ♥ AWESOME!(: Haha. Wanted to blog yesterday but didn't have time. Anyway, today was great(: Yesterday those sec4&5'09 took their O level results. My school results sucks, like totally. The sec5's results was like ^T*&^&. The highest was Toto with 16points. I saw already i was like ^%&*^T. Top 3 were like 16, 17, 18. Means the rest were like ......... Saw one by one that took the results cried. This made me worry more ): But for the express classes were different larh. But witnessing this made me kinda worried and also motivates me:D Gonna work super duper hard for my 12points!:D As what Mdm Salina said, it's more challenging for NA students cos from sec1-4, we've been learning what's coming out for N levels and only 10months to learn what's coming out for O levels while express took 4 years to study what's coming out for O's. So.....haiyah, idk what to say. I ♥ school today(: Sakinah gave me smth really sweet^^ Hehehehehe, i love super sweet stuff:D Ohyah, first day of school Jovin gave me a blingbling headband too ^^ ♥ you! I ♥ surprises:D Today had Chem which was boring. SS was Mr Raj and his rubbish again, haha. For english we did rephrasing of sentences using our own words, was grouped with Donovan and Haziq.(: After recess, we were discussing about class tee. We've somewhat decided PINK for girls and BLUE for boys^^ SO COOL! Like couple tee siahs~ Then we go excursion must find a boy partner:D But there's more boys, haha. But some guys wants PURPLE so see how first(: JinHua was super funny today. We were pushing at each other saying who to draw the design so we insisted on JinHua cos there's no art student in our class and JinHua is D&T so JinHua will draw while we calculate the cost since we're POA students. And she said: "I SUCK!!!!" HAHA! She wanted to say i suck at drawing but ended up saying i suck and all of us laughed and she blushed, haha. Mt lesson i went to the library with SD(: Supposed to go for mt class but we don't want (: So joined the CLB students, did math hw with LingSheng, Sebas, Desmond, Noel, SD and JunRong. I'm the only girl-.- All of them bully me lah, cos i keep huh-ing -.-

Esp that neo ling sheng. After school went to meet Vivien and Ying at Bpp(: MISS THEM SO SO MUCH! ♥ Vivi is still the same talking in circles. Ying hair is like GOLDEN, awesome(: Went to eat Naked Fish cos i was super hungry. Then went Ying's house to see XinYi(: She can talk already leh! Super cute(: Sometimes i wish babies can be bought lah, i would buy. I miss SYAHIRAH & SHAM, damnnnnn. Last Friday while i was waiting for Ryan at Tamp interchange i saw Syahirah(: She hugged me and her eyes are like......It's like she's gonna cry and i feel like crying too): I really miss her. Been with me through primary school till secondary school ): Anyway, i had free Frolicks last Friday^^ HAHA, Ryan owe me one, AWESOME. Then we ate some chickens that were super hot lah, Ryan's fault. I just memorized the definitions for the words in the chapter Inheritance(: Yay, i'm awesome(: Ok, going to do other stuff. BYEEE!:D

PS/When you want something you never had, you have to do something you've never done.
PS PS/ 12 POINTS! And, you? ...

I ♥ 5B'10! (:

2010-01-07T18:33:00.002+08:00

I love you sally! Best mentor:D

I'm gonna see Ruth Tribe tmr, yay-ness^^ Miss Ruth Tribe cell(: Anyway, first day of school SUCKS, big time! I was caught my Ms Ooi for my skirt which wasn't so short. Then Mr Raj had to call my mom, i sms-ed my mom that someone's gonna call her already. So yeah, she was super relaxed. So bo bian, took skirt from Ying cos her's is like a size bigger and longer. Ying, your skirt very big eh, keep turning one. I'm gonna wear back my old skirt anyway. Then 2nd day of school was sucky too. 5A and 5B chinese class was combined then suddenly Mrs Chin came over and ask Me, ShunDa, JunRong, WeiMing and QiZhen to join sec 4 express and i was the only girl. I thought we were joining 4NA(got Jason) then ite.... So i sat next to Salina. Then the freaking chinese teacher asked me if i know what is _______, when it's sixtuplets. I'm like what the hell you talking?! HAHA. Btw, she's a sixtuplets, cool. Then she told us "wo you le"(i have already) And Elton went "Huh, you she me?"(have what?) HAHA. Anyway, mt won't be that boring cos i realised there's Vanessa Nicole Cheong ^^

Today was AWESOME! TTM! ( i typed a paragraph but idk what's wrong with blogger and it's gone-.-) To summarize, i'm going to take MASS COMM:D Accountancy is too stressing and i'm not the study type. So rather not waste my time:) KK, gtg, byeeee:)

Should have known better than trying to let you go.

2010-01-02T15:01:00.001+08:00

I'm lazy to blog about bkk ;P Haha! Anyway, it was a fun holiday:D Countdown with my mom's cluster. They had watchnight, i have no idea what is that. Anyway, they sang praise and worship from 10.25pm-12midnight. Haha. I think gen-acts should do this next year ^^ Me, Drea, Jed, Ken and Sharon slept in a room(: We danced k-pop and watched FO till like 5+am. Then later we tried to sleep but KENNETH SEE starting pushing us to one side, Andrea got angry and started scolding him like crazy, haha! Then me and Andrea started rolling on the floor with our sleeping bags. After rolling for awhile, we got tired and slept in whatever position we were at, haha! We slept around 7-12(: haha. Aunty Alicia bought this skirt for me and Andrea ^^ So cool (:
Then Sharon brought her cousins up. They are SUPER DUPER cute, they're twins ^^ I prefer the right one^^ Leonard. One is fatter than the other. And this is the first time i find a pair of twins easy to differentiate(?) (: Took photo with them then around 4 brought them to Pasir Ris Park ^^ They play like crazy lah. Then at night had bbq :D

GUESS WHAT?!?!?! Nicholas was there!!!!!! :D

Super cute right????? He is like cute to the max! :D Kenneth was playing i touch then he just sat there and watch then after awhile he told me he want to go down and take his mom hp. Then i brought him down then he took his mom's iphone and sat there and play. Then everyone started to crowd around him, haha. Clever way to attract ppl. And he really know how to play the games lah, not anyhow one. After everything which is around 10, went for supper with Didi's family and kenneth's family. Benjamin was playing with my hair until i look like some crazy woman. And kenneth was learning how to tie plaits, haha. After that went home and sleep (:

This wasn't the best countdown but it was really special to me (: Cause it's with kids ^^ Children smiles are like the most genuine ones:D Seeing them smile really kinda warms your heart (: That's why i can't wait to have my own kids(: Playing with them can really make you forget about EVERYTHING (: However, it's over. Monday back to school. New year, new class, new books, new friends. I don't know what it'll be like having a new group of friends, those that i seldom talk to. Just pray it'll go smoothly(: But i really can't wait for school ^^ Idk why but i'm just excited about it. Perhaps what Sally said to me made me excited ^^ haha. I'm supposed to study abit today, haha. But i don't feel like. But i'm gonna do math later:D Ok, gonna eat. Byeee(:
Ohyah! So glad 2009 is over! I hate 2009 like %R^&*! God knows why. So much happenings in 2009 and 2010 will be a major change. People will be leaving and new ones coming(: But 2009 really taught me alot. Showed me who my really TRUE friends are and the ones who will be there during my difficult times. Sometimes in your clique, not all are true friends. And afterall awhile, you'll see who are the really true ones. I feel like saying to you "i'm glad we're not in the same school next year." But again, i'll not. Because somewhat, you're still one of my good friend although you bitch behind my back but it's okay, i forgive (: Still friends forever right? Happy guessing who is it ^^

PS/It's just another pretty lie cause i break down everytime you come around.

I'll forever be devoted to You.

2009-12-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

My week is so boringggggggD: Saturday went for caroling, glad it's over!:D Then Sunday had full dress rehearsals till 3pm(: Got out costume already:D As you can see below(: Ohyeah, i tried Aunty Karen's wig, haha! I look super aunty. And our boots were rented from Mediacorp(:
Monday went JB with sister and father^^ Did manicure and pedicure for 70rm. Tuesday did nothing and went for prayer meeting at night. Had tuition this morning, need to refresh my memory. Forgetting everything. Had lunch cooked by my brother then brought Pepper down for a walk:D He stil doesen't want to walk! But he did today, but very little. Haha. He only respond to me when i call him ^^ He loves me, awwwww. I smell like Pepper now cos i keep hugging him, he's super hugable(: He's like under my table now sleeping(: Okay, i'm gonna read my book already, byeeeeee(: Can't wait to meet Cheryl later on!:D Ohyah! Your should read Xiaxue blog on how she and her fiance(Mike) met each other! It's super cool! They met like online lah! They overcome ldr and stuff like that, it's so freaking cool! And he proposed to her like in a cinema when she's with all her friends! Before that they were playing some advertisement on the screen showing if they've meet their perfect one and they show Mike's backview and Xiaxue was like OMG, haha. Then there's hidden camera so she was eating very un-glamly. Haha! It's damn funny. ok, bye(:

PS/You know that feeling you get when you’re on a roller coaster for the first time or you’re going a little too high on a swing or you hit a bump on the road and your stomach kinda flips? Well, that’s the way I feel when I’m around you.

Secondary 5 here i come!

2009-12-19T00:25:00.003+08:00

Pfffffffft. Start blogging from morning. Last night Cheryl stay over my house then this afternoon went to meet Vivi at lot for lunch(: Totally no appetite. I ordered Crazy on potatoes but i only ate a quarter and half of my coke. Butterflies in my stomach how to eat. Then cab to school and the uncle was bullshitting. Reached school went to pay Ying's school fees in the office and saw Emily. Around 2pm, went up to the hall. Mr Han gave some talk followed by Mr Teoh then Mr Nassim. Top student is Izzuan and Kamilah with 8 points. Gave us our results around 2.50pm and according how we were seated, like anyhow. So i was quite far back so went to find Bff they'll first(: Stupid OM don't let them in, haha. Then Ying say can cut so hurry go up and cut the queue. Vivien got hers first, then Ying then Cheryl then me. When i stood up, Mr Wee saw me and he said to me "you pass!" Then i'm like how you know?! Then he say he saw. Haha, so at that time i was just curious to find out how many points i got. At that stupid results slip never calculate for you one-.- Anyway, it was:
English: 2
Combined Humanities: 4
Math: 3
Science: 4
POA: 4
Chinese: 4
Chinese Oral: Pass

HAHA! I love my english ^^ Amazing math results cos paper 1/2(i forgot) was quite difficult. AMAZING HOW I PASS MY POA. Paper 2 was all about Partnership and i don't even know what is Partnership cos i was absent. Chinese i was expecting 3 lor, sad ): Bet my compo screw it, haha. Then after that ran down to find Bff they'll and show them:D I was freaking happy because i made it and someone else did too ^^ Haha. But i was aiming for 15/16. But it's okay:) Stayed back for some talk by Mr Hoe for those who made it. Quite alot made it, 49% (: THE BANDUNG WORKED! HAHA. (sakinah, the bandung siah!) Haha. From my class the girls are me, Sakinah, Amira, Hidayah and Amanda. Boys are KuiJun, Isaac, Faiz, Shunda, QiZhen, Lingsheng, Roy, Weiming, Johnan, Husaini, Tinghao, Dharmawan and Shafiq. So it's around 18 ppl out of 40. Quite okay larh. After that Bff they'll came over to my house to see Pepper ^^ THANKS FOR COMING PPL, MUCH APPRECIATED! :D

I was very sad after that, cause Ying, Cheryl, Vivien, Flat, Sham didn't make it ): Sighs. We'll be going different directions ): Ying and Cheryl, i'll miss your the most cause i've been in the same class as your since sec1 ): See the picture:
Hais hais hais. And to my clique, hais. Super sad lah. Flat, you retaking? Then we still can see each other ^^ Cheryl's mom wants her to retake.
Lastly, crazy craps! ): I'm all alone now ): ): No more Emily standing up for me): No more bullying Vivien ): No more such a caring Ying ): No more funny Cheryl ): No more fun in school i guess ):

I'll miss everybody):

BUT

On the bright side, i'll be making new friends! Well, i already know everybody going up to sec5 but i'll have NEW CLOSE FRIENDS! But i still have SAKINAH PAIMAN! Haha, we'll work hard for o's okay! :D I think my new clique will be like Hidayah, Amira and Sakinah, haha. From what i see today. 9 more months to O's! This is crazy, need a tuition teacher asap! Can't wait to see which class i'll be in(: Haha. Hope fun ppl ^^ But i've seen the people and all quite high one leh, haha. This is shiok. Okay, i need to fold clothes already, byeeeeeee (:

I hate liars.

2009-12-17T01:39:00.004+08:00

Woke up around 10am(: After that daddy drove us to Bedok to have a look at the doggy:D It's a miniature schnauzer, 4 months old, male :D And we name is Pepper cos the colour it's called "salt and pepper". Wanted to name it Salt cos the name Pepper is already taken by some other dogs but my sister insisted on Pepper so bo bian. Pepper is so shy, new environment. Haha. Chatted with Ryan Chow Chun and guess what! His dog is the same breed, but 9 months old, female and it's the SAME COLOUR! Haha! I'm like serious ah. Chatted with Junhan too, he kept pestering me to go clubbing and i'm very tempted by it. He say it's good benefit-.- I told him Cheryl's experience and he was like "oh don't worry, it's my brother's event so no one will dare to touch you and there's me to protect you!" I'm like, haha thanks ah friend. I don't really talk to him lah, although i know him since primary school. Anyway, here's Pepper:

That's one of his favourite spot. And he keep sliding cos the floor too smooth, haha.

Around 5, left the house to meet Vivien to buy Cheryl's present:D Then meet Ying and Alas. Then me and Ying went to buy Cheryl's cake while Vivien and Alas went to meet Cheryl. Then we surprised her from behind and sang a birthday song for her:D She was totally shocked. Alas didn't join us for dinner so 4 of us had steamboat:D Ate from 7.30-9.45pm(: First time i ate lady's finger and brinjour(?) cos i was forced. Then we mix white vinegar + black vinegar + chilli padi:D Haha, shiok~ Then 4 of us walked to Esplanade with our hands hooked together:D It was really fun:D Bought mcflurry from Raffles City then continue to walk. Reached Esplanade, sat near the river and chatted:) Had heart to heart talks! Emily, we didn't forget you okay, we chatted about you:D We promise to keep in touch after 10years:D Then Ying and Cheryl say i'll be the first to get married(: Haha, should i be happy or sad? They say i'll be the first to get my driving license too cos i'm the oldest. That depends. Talked about our ambitions, guys, most regretful moments etc etc. After 18dec, things may change. We may go different ways): But no matter what we'll stay together:D We'll meet in 10 years time with our boyfriend(s)/husband(s). Haha, dream on Tina.

Chatted until around 11.10pm and realised how late it was and mrt-ed back(: Home now(: Cheryl sms-ed yk about smth today. It was a happy ending, considered(: Be patient Lestie^^ I feel like rojak now. Haha. I'm very happy about today:D I totally LOL-ed and i really enjoyed the company(missing Emily). But there's still something in my mind. Well, it's 3 things. Haha. I just feel that you're still the one i can really pour out everything to. You never did lie to me, never. Bahhhhhhhhh! Ok, erase that thought. Gonna do Bible study lah, bye(:

To: you.

2009-12-15T23:20:00.003+08:00

Begin Again-Colbie Caillat

I can't get you out of the sunlight
I can't get you out of the rain
I can't get you back to that one time
Cause you and me are still recovering

So let's just, try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's try to slow it down
We crash when we race

Oh this is not the way that it shouldn't
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said alot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go...
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...

See I look for you in the morning
Cause that's what my mind always calls
And I can't wait to get to the evening
Cause that's when I want you the most

So let's try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's try to slow it down
We crash when we race

Oh this is not the way that it shouldn't
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said alot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go...
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...

But I know it now...
I wish I would've known before
How good we were...
Or is it too late to come back
Or is it's really over,
If it's really over...

But this is not the way that it shouldn't
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said alot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go...
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...

I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...

3 more days!

2009-12-15T16:41:00.000+08:00

3 more days to results!!!!!! O-M-G-! Haha. Ok, stop freaking out-.- Yesterday went barrage and i got sunburn-.- But i think it's better now. After that went to meet Cheryl and Sister Chow at Somerset. Ate at Kobayashi and talked about the procedure for collecting our results. Alastair say if there's a yellow paper in your booklet means you make it so sec5 cos that's the booklist. :) The talk ended up super horny-.- Haha. Don't want to elaborate. Went Ion after that. Cheryl bought her muffin then we saw this super cute guy. And Cheryl reaction was "i zhaogeng, i zhaogeng" Haha. Alastair wanted to ask the guy for number lah, but he disappeared. Then we started to camwhored. :D
Sister Chow has nice eyebrows :D I look retarded.

Today is boring, but going prayer meeting later on. My monthly friend finally came:D But i'm having cramps): Ohyeah, actually after thinking for so long last night, even if don't make it to sec 5, there's still private. It's around $450 and Religious Studies is considered a subject leh! So maybe i'll take that:D Somemore private i don't have to wake up early, just need a tuition teacher and it'll be that JunXiang, yeah.. But i'll still prefer going to school lah. I'll only take private IF i don't make it to sec5, and taking private o's you'll get your results earlier:D haha. No matter what i'm taking my o's next year, that's final:D I'm feeling bored, shall go and watch hk dramas, byee :)

Body aching like crazy.

2009-12-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

Hihihihihi:) Friday went shopping with Cheryl and Vivien:) Mrt-ed to Bugis with Cheryl cause Vivien still at home-.- Walk around to see make-up then FINALLY Vivien came. She treated us Yami Yoghurt cos she was late ^^ Ordered the peach one with that colourful cornflakes :D Then went Bugis Street and i finally bought that Biker Jacket. Super duper happy. I wanted it since October lah. Good thing i bought not cos i only bought it for $10 while the other time i saw it at $28. Yeah:) Vivien and Cheryl bought accesories. 3 of us bought a wallet ^^ 3 for $10. Mine is REDDD. Then walked to SimLimSq cause Vivien want to buy adapter. Guess what? We saw Gerald. Vivien still point right at his face-.- After that we went to eat Wanton mee :D I was hesitating to go caroling cos i want to go Montip. But in the end i still went for caroling ^^ Bus-ed to Bedok to meet Bff then bus-ed to 525. Saw Deeee on on. Went to our caroling groups. Wayne, Aloysius, Yiqian, Nicole Tan, Jason, Jeremy Teo and idk who are in my group:) All of them don't want to sing at first lor, haha. Then we combined with Jasmine's group cos they don't have a guitar. Benedict's voice is like LOWW, haha. Then later we combine with Glen's group. Haha, i shall not elaborate. After that me and Andrea bus-ed to Kor HoonKiat's house:)
Saturday was fun^^ But tiring. Had dance practice early in the morning 9am at 525. Good thing daddy fetched. Did around 2 rounds then me and Andrea bus-ed to Tampines to meet Dione. Went Uniqlo to find Andrea's jacket but sold out. Dione came, ate at tm. Yoshinoya:D Me and Andrea were super duper hungry cos we didn't eat anything. After that had htht then send Dione off to some building where she parked her car:) Me and bff bus-ed to PP. Walked around PP then bought famous amos cookies and went to ecp underpass to slack. We had no where to go, haha. We camwhored there then later meet Grace and Ashley at PP Giant. Walked to Qian's house. Set up the fire, idk how to start fire. Anyway, they succeeded:D! Girl power:) Qian's maid brought down the food and guess what? It started to rain): All if them were trying to open the big umbrella that keep getting stuck. Qian's maid was bbq-ing the food for us. Then we played fluffy bunny^^ Go fb for the video. Tmr then i uploading, haha. Left around 10. Pepper fetched me to the mrt:) Mrt-ed all the way and i was feeling feverish otw home. And today had fever): Think cause of the rain? Anyway, group picture:D
Missing Sheena, XinJie, Samantha, Dione, Liane and Lianne ): Anyway, it was great(: Church-ed today and i was feeling horrible due to my fever): Body was aching like crazy. Fell asleep during sermon and i had a nightmare. I suddenly screamed in a super high pitch then i woke up and hurry cover my mouth. OMGOSH! Super malu lah. After i screamed, open my eyes and i was like "omgosh, i'm in sermon!" Haha, when i open my eyes the first thing i saw is Pastor. The only thing i can remember from my dream is i'm in a forest, that's all. No idea why i screamed. But i don't think it was that loud lah, haha. Bff jumped from her seat, haha! Ok, i'm gonna sleep now. Nightssssss:)

Why am i so happy today?

2009-12-03T17:18:00.003+08:00

Hehehehehehe, ok, i love this pic ttm! :D Haha. I finally took the slr camera and connect to the comp. Haha! The rest of the picture are on fb (: Anyway, Power Encounter was GREAT!(: Really can feel the Holy Spirit. But all the candidates were guys. My brother, Nigel, Jason, Denzel, ZhiYun, Samuel and Lester (: So went there to help out. Stayed over and slept in the super cold room. Couldn't sleep lah, like smth bothering me. Managed to fall asleep but around 4 woke up and Bff was like "yo." then both of us went back to sleep, haha. Supposed to wake up 7.30 for prayer but me and Andrea only woke up at 7.30, how early. Ohyeah, i did vocals that morning with Sharon(: Did it for 2 sessions. 2nd session cheh Liyun help me hold the mic and put it super close to my mouth so it sounded very loud. Not used to hearing myself through the mic, somemore 525 so echo-e. Haha. Then went out to help them buy lunch, cheh xiaojun drove. Ate the htht with Lester:D Played games. Omg, don't remind me about the games. I totally grossed out, haha. It's like........EWWWWWWWW omg, stop thinking bout it. HAHA.

Late afternoon did impartation of tongues for the boys. First time i caught someone being slained and it's Sharon:D Haha. Then we all held hands and practiced tongues for 10mins(: It was awesome(: Can really feel God's presence. Ohyah, cheh Liyun prayed for me. So amazing how God can speak to her bout some things when i'm not really close to her. (: Around 9.30, cab-ed back with sister, brother and Samuel. Felt a little feverish. Church-ed the next morning(: At ecp then i realised Nigel, Samuel and Jason were getting baptised. CONGRATS!:D Ohyeah~ I SAW NICOLAS! I SAW NICOLAS! I SAW NICOLAS! Haha, super duper happy >.< But he ran away when he saw me and Andrea. Haha, shy. Shall summarise my week.

Monday: Home the whole day.
Tuesday: Home the whole day too. Sister's uni friends + Owen came over for steamboat dinner. Awesome dinner cos i don't have to cook anything, they'll help me (:
Wednesday: Home the whole day too too. Dinner at Carlton to "celebrate" my sister's 20th. kor Gareth was my sister's surprise :D
Today: Home the whole day too too too. Dinner & htht with Cheryl Tan Xue Li later on (:

Yesterday:

Btw, i cut my hair already:DD

Just kidding! XD Haha. This is how i look IF i cut. Should i ? I plan to cut THAT short.

Isn't what you think.

2009-12-01T00:18:00.003+08:00

I don't want someone because I'm scared of the ending. I'm scared to fall in love again, open up completely, and then just shut out. It's not completely a irrational fear. You give your heart away and eventually you'll get it back. But that one little piece is going to be missing. Everyone you give your heart to takes a little with him, and at the end of it, what's left?

I love your mama.

2009-11-25T00:43:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHA! Some random pic i found in my hard disk. And that's Flat's finger. I miss SCHOOOL!! The whole of last week i've been sleeping only after 3am. My insomnia is back, mummy say cause i'm stressed about N level results. Maybe.... What if i don't make it to sec5? I know there's private but it's more expensive and it's not about the cost, it's about letting my parents down. ): I'm super troubled about it. My psle marks kinda sucked and if i fail in N it'll be like double. Okay, i shall stop worrying about it and leave it to God (: Just gotta serve Him faithfully (:
Ohyah! Last Saturday i was super pissed with some person. After Alpha went town with Bff and sister to walk walk then met mother at Bugis to go shopping. Went to FOX cause i wanted my jacket:D In the end bought a brown one for $39. Then went Espirit cause my mom liked a bag she saw at Tampines One. Went to Bugis Espirit but they didn't have the design she wanted(she asked the sales woman) My mother was despo so mrt-ed to Cityhall Espirit and they also didn't have the design and the lady said Bugis has. I was already kinda pissed before that cause my legs were aching from the walking. So when the lady said Bugis has i was like "piangsxzx" Then later she called Bugis outlet and comfirm have. I totally talked back at her, i said "Told you already we went there right, then Bugis had the other one! *roll eyes*" Everyone totally looked at me cause i talked super loud and the lady's face from smiling to bwg. Haha. Then the lady asked us to go down to Bugis outlet and look for either Nurul or TingTing. I walked pass the cashier and said "Wahlau, service sucks lah" Haha, after that i felt damn guilty and mean cause the sales person at Bugis was new, haha! Sorry lah, i pissed off like that one. My mother is obsessed with Espirit. Their bags are nice but clothes are just average. My mother is obsessed until she don't mind spending $150 in a day and be a member of Espirit. Ohyah, and her freaking bag cost $59! Super aunty kinda bag, haha. I saw this bag super nice but $63. My mom was like i buy for you lah, then buy some clothes for cheh and another for you then spend $150. Haha.

Random but i suddenly miss Vera Chua Wei Na! Haha. Remember how close we were during sec 1 and 2. (: This picture was taken in sec 2, haha. Very long ago. My face sucks.
Today woke up around 11, then ate beancurd, watch E!news. Oprah is retiring. My dad say Oprah is setting up some religion thing saying she's more powerful than God and bullshitting. Haha. Miley's tour bus crashed, the bus driver was dead and Miley wasn't inside anyway. Rob Pattinson acting is some drama series show called "Remember Me", haha. Ohyah, my mother gave me some work to do and paid me $50 for it :D Although it's an easy job but it takes alot of time and i have alot of time to spare (: This rocks mansxzxz. And i think it only took up 5hrs so it's like $10/hr, i gain man! My mother is loaded anyway. Haha. Meet Jem 4.30pm at Dover. Mrt-ed to Bugis to but my ballet shoes as mine is worned out and has a hole. Jem was like faster leh, i feel weird sitting here. haha. Cause it was a ballet shop(: And they changed the ballet shoes suppliers and guess what's the brand? It's TINA! HAHA. I didn't realise until prayer meeting. The casing is TINA DANCING SHOES. Then inside the shoes there's the word TINA. How awesome right! Haha, my name rocks ^.^

Went Pastamania to eat after that(: Then mrt-ed to Bedok. Ohyeah, we saw Gabriel at Bugis. Bought my strawberry smoothie then bus-ed to BBTC. Meet Sally:D I miss h2h talks with her(: The minute she saw me she said "spit out everything!" Haha. Told her E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G (: And when i told her smth she couldn't stop laughing lah, haha, but it's really funny HAHAHA! Bff knows. Bff, 55 ^.^ Haha, think of the meaning behind it and i bet you'll laugh too XD Let's not be mean, haha. Sally told me something and she talked until her eyes were filled with tears. I really admire by mentor man, she has super alot of faith(: So she advice me about something and she really gives the best advice:D Nothing to worry or hurry about it(: Then went up for Prayer Meeting, and Sally laughed again, haha! Then nevermind, during worship she suddenly laugh then i couldn't control lah, HAHA. Then they asked those involve in Christmas drama to go on stage so Sally went. When Pastor was talking halfway she looked at me, hint me then started laughing. HAHA. I was like everybody can see you la! HAHAHA! And cheh Anna is in the hospital already that means Isaiah may be coming out soon (: And we can't stay her house ): Sad. After Prayer meeting went for supper then home(: Bought a cake for sister but she was already asleep. After awhile she woke up to study so surprised her with a cake(: And we succeeded(:

To: My one and only beloved sister
Happy Birthday!(belated) You're 20 already, so old. Haha. All the best for your exams tmr(: No need to worry lah, you so clever. Continue walking faithfully with God and God bless you with more PATIENCE towards your students in the future and that you'll not freak your students out with your loud voice. Haha. ME LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP WIDE WIDE LONG LONG! :) :)
From: Your one and only AWESOME sister (:

I know you'll read this cause you always STALK my blog, haha! So you must tag my tagboard after you see this alright :D Hehehehehehe. I realise i blog once a week, whatever. I want to go KARAOKE!! Random but yah (: I think i'm going to do other stuff, byeeeeeeee (:

I'm feeling pfffffffffttttt.

2009-11-18T21:29:00.004+08:00

I'm puzzled. My face has been like that almost the whole day lah. And i didn't feel like talking to anybody. Woke up and first thing i got was scolding-.- Father ask me to find for the "Tenancy agreement" in his bag, in a plastic folder. He insisted it was IN HIS BAG, IN THE FOLDER and THE FIRST PAPER. I find like crazy and i couldn't find anything and he was pissed and put down the phone. Then i continue to find and guess what? It is ON HIS TABLE, NOT IN THE FOLDER and FACED DOWN. I was like, what's the freaking problem with adults. How am i supposed to know where you put your things and when you forgot to bring it you blame it on me, i was like wth. Forgot about it then went to JB with family except sister cause she went out to study. Went Jusco to eat Shabu Shabu, it's japanese steamboat. I think everything i ate wasn't cooked cause it was cooked by me. In the end my mother help me cook everything. Then went City Square to buy brother's Wii. Supposed to do manicure but i didn't feel like doing because of some reasons. My mood was like worse after that. Then went to some hk cafe to eat early dinner, only ate french toast cause i had no appetite. Went home after that and was stopped by the custom people just because to collect tax for the Wii -.-

Today is the 18, one more month and i'll be getting back N level results. I'm really like super duper scared. Pastor prayed for the children and youths last Sunday and when he prayed about honouring parents, i totally cried. It made me think about something and i really don't know what to do. I've never spoken to anyone about this thing before and idk how to start. Okay, i shall not emo. Haha. Having dinner with RuthTribe on Friday(: Going to do other stuff, bye(:

What's with guys these days..

2009-11-17T01:41:00.003+08:00

Can't wait for New Moon to be out in Singapore ;P Still finding ppl to accompany to watch(: Btw, if you have noticed, i deleted the previous post. Personal reasons(: Today woke up around 1+, slacked at home then went Lot1 to meet Alas(: He was late due to some misunderstandings. Lrt-ed to plaza then meet Jason(: Gan lend me his jacket(: Then walked to Ying's house. And Alas keep suan-ing me about ahem. After that went down to bbq pit but Emily wasn't there yet, then Em came, Jason and Alas complained they were hungry so go coffeeshop to eat first. Saw PeiHwa there(: Haha! After eating, went back to bbq pit, quite alot of ppl already. After awhile went up to Ying's house cause i wanted to pee and play with XinYi(: She's super cute lah, she's scared of phone vibration, haha. Then meet Cheryl downstairs Ying's house then go bbq pit. They already cut cake and flour Emily, haha. And Emily hugged me cause Cheryl use me to cover her and i got free hug! :D But got smacked by Jason cause of his jacket -.- But it's okay, i smacked his butt(: At least better than Emily, she pinch. Haha

Then walked to Plaza to buy flower for Emily. Bought a sunflower(: Went Earthdoll to look at dresses then went back to bbq pit(: Gave her the flower and sit down and talk talk. Edmus joined in and Alastair bully him -.- Then he scolded Alastair asshole and Alastair complained to Emily and Emily scolded him and he cried. Haha, funny right. After awhile, left for Ying's house to see XinYi (: Then cab-ed home with Alastair and Cheryl(: I only paid $2. Must find a day to go after Neo Ling Sheng is back from hk. Okay, i very bored now. My brother scare me today when he put Ryan Chow's present on my bed. I was like "what is it doing here?" Haha, my brother collected it for me(: And there's some mistake in the colour -.- I'm freaking bored. I can't sleep again and i got no one to sms ): Bff is out of town): Can't wait for Power Encounter, staying over at 525 then next night sleeping at Kor Jackie and Cheh Anna's house :D Yay:D Gonna be fun mansxzxzx. Okay, i'll try to sleep now larhsxzxz.

It's almost like you had it planned. Like you smiled and shook my hand and said, "i'm about to screw you over..."

She liked him, but she wasn't The One.

2009-11-12T22:24:00.003+08:00

Tina herely declare she miss school. I miss the people, i miss studying, i miss recess-ing with crazycraps, i miss sakinah ): I miss Roy talking with me during POA, entertaining me with lame jokes and imtating Yoga. HAHA! I miss Mr Roy Tan and his cute-ness XD Haha. I miss everything about school la! (: Haha. Working tmr, i'm very lazy. Daddy asked me not to work after this job and he'll give me money(: And i won't ve free in Dec too cos Shane will be back + dance practices :D I love to be busy so i won't think about stuff. Btw, i look like an ass in the picture below -.-
I miss my clique:D Captain ballers. IF i make it to sec5 MUST win interclass captain's ball again okay! Then it'll be 3years in a row:D How cool, ha hah.

Yesterday i helped daddy pack the living room. Donkey years since we cleaned the furniture and stuff and i cleaned alot of lizard poo poo. Super gross. Gave away some kiddy books to Faith and Salvation Army :) After that went Lot1 to eat and home:) Use comp and something that i didn't want it to happen happened. I was shocked like totally. Bff callled me when she knew about it. LOVE YOU BFF(: I was like crying on the phone and she kept huh-ing. And the worse thing is when i told her bout it she was like "Don't worry, don't worry, you still got ____!" I was like "-.-" Then i burst out laughing. And Bff told me some stuff too. I need Sally Tay Bao Ling now): Okay, from today Tina will not emo(: At least this will be last emo post;P

Today was boring, i wasted my day. Went Teck Whye for dinner then back home and slacked. Around 7pm meet Cheryl and walked around thinking where to eat. Saw Natalie(: In the end, ate Food Junction(: Ate Yong Tau Foo:D Told Cheryl everything (: And told her i saw someone taking photo with YK. Saturday we'll be having dinner together again:D Then she said: "I wish we'll see _____ and yk when we go out this sat!" I was like WHY?! He doesen't know me. I shall be open. That ______ is my primary school friend. He's someone me and my friends admired since primary school and he's handsome with pacs and he can dance! All girls will go WOAH right, but it's just a guy -.- Then Cheryl gave me a letter(: How sweeeeet(: And beside my name she drew a girl with no mouth, i was like "where's the mouth?" She said "There!!!" I'm like WHERE?!?!?! Then she said:"Wahhh, your eyes as small as SOMEBODY already ah, can't even see the mouth." I was like *roll eyes* She keep suan-ing me -.- And i was reading someone's blog just now and i realised smth!!!! HAHAHA, and i was investigating smth(: So gonna tell bff about it! AH HAH! :D Went to borrow books and i was very retarded but i shall not say and i have to pay for a fine for this book i borrowed called "Life as i knew it" and Cheryl LOL when she saw the titile. She was like "OMG! You need self-help books is it? Why your book so emo?" But i don't remember borrowing it then was looking around and she saw the book "Life as it has come" Haha! We were trying to see if it's linked. And i found the book Summer boys(: Then later we pranked somebody ;P Haha, i will NEVER be les lah. And Cheryl wanted to prank somemore but i'm not so mean (:

Home after that and i'm bored now. Tmr maybe going to shop with Jasper and Andrea after work:D I'm gonna bathe, byeeeeee :D

PS/Just to tell you, i've not fully moved on and i never did blame you for the outcome. It was my fault at the beginning. Your messages are still saved in my phone. 24th you confessed, 28th you saw the future and 12th it was over. I thought you were the tx one. Everything you saw in us was opposite of what i saw. I feel like an idiot thinking everything was God's plan and there was alot in front of us. Maybe it's just a test. I'm not giving up yet because something just tells me that the impossible are possible. I don't even know if you read my blog but yah, it's everything i want to say to you.

Can we try to break through?

2009-11-11T01:09:00.004+08:00

Until now i can't sleep so i shall continue my post(: Anyway, today is the 11th of November and last year 11 November 2008 15 CDians set off for Yunnan together with Regent Secondary and Jurong Junior College. Left a great impact on me and i miss Yunnan ): So posting up some pics. Cdians at the water wheel! I miss shopping at Lijiang! Haha, and Emily scolding the shop owner.

I miss this girl too): I feel like buying an air ticket for her to S'pore lor. She can sing super well and she gave me her precious notebook which mean everything to her. Touching that's why i cried, didn't want to leave ):
Lastly, my pink boyfriends :D Haha, rocks rightsxzxzx.
My parents are gonna wake up soon and i think they'll scold me if they see me sitting here, ah hah. But i really can't sleep and JunYi talked to me just now. Actually i don't know him, then he talked to me and guess what? He's from Tamp-bedok Bethesda last time and attended CELEBRATION KIDS! I was like OMGosh? But he's in chc now taking N this year too(: It's like super qiao~ haha. I shall continue my post earlier on(:

After much hesitation Praba bought his RED soccer boots, i like(: And there's this freaking handsome guy in the shop, idk what school he's from but green long pants(: Damn handsome! Then he was talking to his friends saying:"Buy the blue one arh!" Then i answered him:"Buy the red one arh, nicer!" Haha. Me and Ying were super high so we kept answering them(: Anyway, they left the shop before us): Sadded.... Walked to Ikea(: Bought my hotdog + coke(: Walked around the whole Ikea, we stole Ikea pencils :D Then when we exit, GUESS WHAT?!?! We saw the freaking handsome guy and his friends! AH HAH! Me and Ying were walking and Ying stopped then both of us turned and our eyes freaking met for while! HAHA! Okay, i am mad. Anyway, there was a girl beside him so yah, my face was like "XD" to "-.-" HAHA. Even if i know him i'll just be friends lah, i judge a guy by his character, not looks(: Looks are just for admiration like how guys see girls. Yah, same concept. Except some guys that just go for looks then total jerk lorrh. Anyway, yah, he's freaking handsome. If the girl wasn't there i would freaking ask Praba to get his number, haha. But nevermind, i'll see him again, i believe((: So, i met 2 handsome guys today(: Very Happy!

Cab-ed to Prab's house after that, walked to coffeeshop to pee and saw Ahmad and gang. Then there was this ex-cdian, from Ncc one, he recognize me :D Haha. Bus-ed back to Lot1 to meet daddy and sister at Ya Kun then mum just came from BSF. While walking out of lot, saw Ahmad, Iszehari(?) and Syahanus. I was wearing Singapore Poly shirt and Syahanus was damn %&^*. He was like "Wah, poly arh. Aiyah, ite lah ite lah." I was like "It's just a shirt" Then Ahmad said:" Wah, you and you sister same face siah" I ignored them. Forever bullying people, since sec 1 -.- Now i finish blogging, i am bored.

Oh yeah, i'm going BKK (: Not the exact same dates as Jem but we'll be meeting them at BKK(: CAN'T WAIT. Karen was super cute she said:"We shop shop shop until the shops close then we go back to the hotel and play Saboto(?)" Haha, that card game. We'll be going for the buffet at Bayoke that revolving 83 storey hotel:D Pray i won't fall sick if not i cannot enjoy. Then when i'm back, parents cluster booked chalet for countdown to New Year:D SHIOKKKKKKKK! Shane, please beg your daddy to stay longer! We can sing song together, you play guitar:D Haha. I can't wait for DecemberXD So many things going on, can't wait for Shaney to be back. Freaking alot of things to tell him. And give me your apple crumble recipe(: And i want to see your cute hair! :D Haha. Hurry 7dec lah! And our ZOO outing, ah hah! SOmeone so despo bout it. Power encounter is soon:D Cheh Anna say i can help out(: Brother going, hope he get touched by the Holy Spirit and experience smth he never experienced before(: 29th it will be baptism! I only know one person baptising so far, Ian. Haha. Congrats(: 2nd time. Jeslyn will be coming, yay v^^v <--This is copyrighted(: v^^v Haha. Okay, i am hungry. I shall find smth to eat? Or read a book? Or sleep? haha.

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Aloha people! I'm using my brother's itouch but it's currently mine, muahaha. This won't be a long post cause it's difficult to type. Today was a great day(: went interview with Ying at Jurong CPF building and the newspaper stated looking for packer or sales assistant. But in the end went there filled in the form and instead the guy asked us if we're interested in being a waitress for an event(: so agreed and that guy is handsome(: so waited for him to print the contract then explained to us and taught us how to go to the location but actually I already know(((: haha spend more time with him -.- soon Noelle came too(: and there's this Indian guy that sat beside ying waiting to be interviewed and he asked us some question which both of us didn't understand due to his strong accent and both of us couldn't stop laughing cause each time he talk his eyebrows move up and he keep laughing like chi ko bei hahaha. After everything went to meet Praba at interchange then bus-ed to queensway. I phsychoed praba to buy red soccer boots as it was cheaper and red it was my favourite and so he will pay for cab fare ;D I'll continue tmr, practice for my jingle bell rock dance (:

PS/Knew it'll never turn out the way i wanted it.

I think i may be falling for you.

2009-11-06T14:31:00.002+08:00

Check out my pek chek face:D Ah hah hah. My week is boring, totally. I am broke and jobless ): I keep turning people down ;P haha. Cause the location is really far and i'll reach home like 12+. Daddy doesen't allow. He doesen't 100% approve me of working too. And he doesen't give me my monthly allowance cause he doesen't want me to go out ): Very pathetic right. And it really sucks cause i got nothing to do at home. I know i can do house chores but it's holiday lehsxzxzx. My room is already clean, at least my side. My sister is pure lazy, or rather busy with her assignments. I've been having dreams/nightmares every night. Tuesday morning i woke up crying. I dreamt i was taking my results, Jeremy and Shane was there. When i got my result slip, it says 20points and i failed my math. 20 leh! That's like one more point and i can got sec5 and anyway i still can't cause i failed my math. Ying got 11points. Vivien didn't make it either but she got grade 1 for POA. Didn't see sak, flat, cheryl and all. Then when i went down to meet jem and shane, i was still crying and none of them cared cause they were busy eating buffet-.- Haha. That dream seemed very very very real, that's why i cried and when i woke up tears flowed down. Mummy and daddy wasn't at home, sister and brother still asleep. Mummy didn't picked up when i called but daddy did. The convo was retarded.

Me: Daddy, i dreamt i couldn't go to sec 5. (still crying)
Daddy: (he only heard the "i couldn't go to sec5" but not "i dreamt") What? Where you heard from? How many points you got?
Me: 20 points and i failed my math.
Daddy: Who told you?
Me: It was a dream..
Daddy: Haiyoh! Just a dream, pray against it okay.
Me: Okay.
Daddy: No matter if you pass or fail you're forever daddy's darling okay?
Haha! So sweet rightsxzxz. I think about the convo i feel like LOL-ing, i feel like some small kid lah. Haha. After the nightmare then went JB in the afternoon and praying meeting at night :D Ian said HI!*waves**smile* at me, haha, so i did back. K, lame. Went for supper then home and sleep(: Wednesday was boring. Yesterday went Imm with Ying to find job and the freaking Cafe Cartel called me just now and ask me to work at 6pm but i can't cause i have a date(: I hope they call me next week(: And the freaking guy called me Liling-.- I don't like.

Yesterday after finding job, went to meet Cheryl at lot(: Oh yeah, we saw chen wei lian at imm! He is handsome one lor. Then saw Tze Min at yami yoghurt and Cheryl was super excited to see me and she say very long never see me. I was like "I saw you last wednesday lah, remember? Picnic?" Haha. Bought movie tickets first:D Cheryl treat me:D Deciding where to eat and i felt like eating Mos Burger so i was looking at the menu but it was ex, for me cause im broke. But i felt like eating the fries. Then Cheryl ask me to just buy the burger then i stood there thinking but Cheryl didn't feel like eating Mos so i said okay, let's go find other place to eat and Cheryl over reacted and said no no it's okay blah blah and both of us shouted NOOO! and everyone stared at us, haha. Cheryl being in drama totally looked away and pretend nothing happen while i just stood there-.- Haha, so malu lah. This is what happens when both of us are high and we're always high together. At last, we ate fei siong bee hoon, haha. Chatted about so many stuff and even some ppl who look so kind on the outside but inside it's just $%#%^. I've stop myself from using this word but it's the only word to describe your. Forget it, i won't say it(: What goes around comes around. If you're bitchy, you'll get bitched. And sometimes you don't even know you're being bitched. Haha. I told Cheryl something and she like freaked out, haha. What's with small and shy?! Haha. Maybe they're just true. I bet Bff would freak out if i told her, i shall try tmr XD I like to see her being freaked out, haha!

Tmr me and Bff will be going out after alpha then going downtown to take care of kids. Parents cell having buffet at Aranda tmr and the kids me and Andrea will take care(: Bringing them to Macs(: Benjamin and didi won't be there): No free kisses, haha. Later meeting mommy to go grandma's house. That's my date(: Very long never see Popo already, miss her cooking and her(: My brother gave me his itouch, hahahahaha! HAPPY ^^v I can play play play and i won't get bored. Isn't it greatttttt? Yes, very :D And i know how PCK moves his mole, haha. I'm going to do other stuff, byebye(:

Oh this is not the way that it should end it's the way it should begin it's the way it should begin, again no, i never wanna fall apart, never wanna break your heart never wanna let you break my own

I MUST persevere, MUST.

2009-11-01T16:44:00.005+08:00

I wanted to upload an old picture of 4 of us but blogger don't let me upload another one -.- Anyway, I ♥ ♥ ♥ this picture:D Love the peeps in it(: We've booked a date for us to go out, 14Nov(: Super miss Jeslyn Tan Jie Yi, she looks more and more like Cheh Carol. Yay, we grew up together man, so cool :D Shall summarize my weekend(:

Friday followed parents for cell at Bryan(didi)'s house. Took care of the kids in the room and they were out of control. You know with Didi it is never controllable. Tried reading Bible story to them but they don't want to listen -.- In the end Aunty Irene took over and me and Andrea read "how the snakes lost his legs" to didi. Haha, retarded story. Then after reading the whole book, he ask us to read again-.- Then we were like HUH!!!!!! Ohyah, didi did drawing after that. He drew an elephant and wrote the word "elephant" but the capital N is like mirror image, haha. Then he ask me what i like so he can draw for me and i said i want a SPORTS CAR!! Then he drew and my sports car only got one wheel, haha. He made me draw Noah's ark like 3 times. Then he made me drew this super chim helicopter 2 times -.- Cell ended, ate supper. Ate brown rice bee hoon. Didi jumped on me and Andrea. He pulled our hair and he kissed us on the cheek. haha! When he climb on you arh, woah, that's like the worst thing. After that home(:

Saturday went for alpha. Supposed to go for dance practice in the morning but i couldn't wake up>.< Haha. Went BB HQ for alpha, was abit late. Then had my lunch late too while talking to Sally(: Told her alot of things(: Then went Great World to find Jason, Nigel and my brother with Kenneth. Bus-ed to TB then mrt-ed to Bishan. I'm like the only girl lah, and i was hesitating to sms but i didn't, didn't want to bother others(: Reached Bishan bought bubbletea and saw Bff. So walked together to her house(: Then reach there the adults were saying Jeslyn is somewhere in the house but she's actually out of the house making a call. So Andrea went around finding her, haha, super funny. In the end Jeslyn came(: Haha. She is like super duper skinny. Went playground to chitchat(: Years since we sat down together to talk lorh. Then went up to cut cake:D Went Island Creamery after that(: So many cute lil kids cause it was Halloween and IC are hiring ppl, try to call them later(: After that home(((((((: I was like ultra super duper bored last night larh. So i started pasting post-its on my board. Thank God i fell asleep(:

Today woke up for churchy. Slept in the car cause i was so tired, idk why. After sermon, accompany Andrea for alter call (: Both of us were shivering at the front. Then lead small group for today then went for dance(: Thank you Jolene and Joanne for the lunch(: Angie changed abit of the steps and we have to shake our butt from side to side, and she got that particular step from "Nobody" Haha. We'll get our formation next week(: Ok, that's all.

PRAY THAT WE CAN GET CHEAP TICKETS TO GO BKK WITH GEM AND FAMILY! Haha. I WANT TO GO BKK, I WANT TO SHOP AND I NEED FRESH AIR(although the air not so clean)! I WANT TO GO OUT OF S'PORE! I NEED TO GET SOME THINGS OFF MY MIND! Haha, okay, mad. Now i'm bored lah. I WANT TO EAT CRAB! :D And Shane will be outside/inside my school with me when i'm getting my results x) How sweet rightsxzxz, your can come too okay;D If i don't make it to sec5, i will cry. And if i do, i will too, tears of joy. HOPE FOR THE BEST! :D Doing Bible study yesterday and received a word:
Therefore i tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it and it will be yours. Mark 11:24
(((((((((((((: Must have FAITH (: Okay, i think i go and watch tv or smth like that, nothing to write already. BYESXZXZXZ! (:

PS/I miss you.

2009-10-30T14:18:00.001+08:00

(: Toodles, gonna watch tv :D

With all my heart, with all my soul, with all my might i want to love You more.

2009-10-28T23:50:00.004+08:00

Hihihihihihihi SHINGZ people :D Haha! Today my day was freaking fun cause i had a boomz clique:D Meet Cheryl @ 1pm then went to buy her CottonOn pumps and bought picnic mat:) Meet Sham and Flat and mrt-ed to Marina. Sham made us freaking malu cause she keep saying this particular guy very handsome and the guy's friend kept looking at out direction. Haha! Reach Marina, took shuttle bus to Marina Barrage. :))))))) Saw PLMGSS peeps, Bff's school. Saw XOXO, and i was like OMG OMG, hurry call Bff. Haha! Walked to the top, chose the place with the nicest scenery facing the flyer and settled down:) Played cards. Group of russians came and we were playing SNAP! thus making alot of noise attracting ppl and they started taking photo of us XD Haha. Invited two russians girls to play with us, wah, their accent super strong. Then around 5+ Ahmad and Hakim came then later on they left with Sham and Flat to catch a movie. Me and Cheryl was broke, haha. Like super, i never had $2 in my wallet before, the least was $10. I very pathetic right ): Haha. Then me and Cheryl cam-whored, sang songs and chit chat:) Check out fb for the pictures :D Btw, check out the picture below! haha, it's 25! Woah?

We left around 7+ cause we spotted flies. So bus-ed to some bus-stop then took 196 to clementi interchange. Something happened on the way there and i sms-ed Cheryl but she took oh-so-long to found it. I can't believe i cried in front of somebody, and i thought that time would be my last. Anyhoohow, it's over:D Cheryl was consoling me and she's good in it:) She was like "don't cry, make-up smudge already, not pretty liao." Then still got "you still got me okay, i'll forever lend you my shoulder. *puts my head on her shoulder*" Haha! So sweeeet rightsxzx :D Then she say crying out would be better which is so true :D Supposed to meet Jason at Cck but he surprised us at Clementi. Btw, he sponsored us dinner cause we were broke, how kind right XD But if he didn't sms me, we wouldn't meet. Irritating lorh! He only sms me cause someone was in camp, still act act say he miss me -.- Ji ee-diot yi xia de lorh! ShInGz! Haha. He treat us KFC:) After that home-ed! And Jason made me LOL super duper hard! HAHAHAHA! I laugh until my stomach super pain. HAHA! But i won't say it, cause idk how to explain. After that Jason send me home:) Must be thinking it's hard to find this kind if guy right? But guess what! Just when he send me to my house downstairs, he asked me to accompany him to the lrt -.- I was like paingsxz, you're supposed to send me home leh. Then he said i send you home so you pei me go lrt lo. Then go lor, see him small! He told me some stuff then walk back alone, so scary. Haha! That's all :)
To: Cheryl Lestie
Thanks for you sms:) It really made sense but there's a reason behind everything:) Tell you another day. Next week you'll be a busy office woman! Don't forget to miss me XD And you phrases always make sense:D Thankyou dearie:) Love you MOHO! BOHO missing you!:)
And that's a picture of me and GAN!!! I look like i'm pregnant -.- And Cheryl say i look like garden girl. Haha. I wear the pink shirt cause i don't want to be so open okay, haha.

PS/I hate you freaking sHiNgZ betrayer!
PS PS/But i must learn to love the unlovables:)
PS PS PS/So yeah, i don't hate you :)

If all things in time, time will reveal.

2009-10-25T23:35:00.004+08:00

I know i very outdated, haha. But these few days seldom use comp so didn't update my blog. Anyway, blog about chalet first :D CHALET WAS AWESOME!!! :D Although there was some quarrells, pissing off and ________ but it was still AWESOME :D First day fetched Sakinah and Ying from Sak's house then went ShengSiong to buy some stuff then sister drove us to BBQ wholesale to collect then check in chalet:) Vincent and gang was early. People started coming in, bbq-ed. Mr Han came with Ms Chan and later on they bought us ice cream and drinks :) Didn't sleep the whole night, played cards and went night cycling. WOOHOO! Night cycling so rocks:D Ying paddle came off, she was trying to do some stunt XD haha. Dropped by at macs for awhile then cycled aimlessly around Pasir Ris. Around 2am went back play cards. We played indian poker and the loser have to use eyeliner and draw on the face. Ying drew a turtle on my left cheek and Isaac drew a "idk what" on my right cheek and ended up looking like pokemon -.- Haha. Shared room with Ying, Isaac, Roy, Wei Lun and Johnan:) Roy was imitating Yoga, super funny! HAHA! Managed to sleep around 9+am and someone jumped on me and Ying. It was Sakinah and ask us to make breakfast. I was like .................... Then we cooked spaghetti for lunch, i didn't cook. Around 2pm went swimming by the sea with Ying. The whole freaking place is filled with rocks -.-

Went back to bathe. Played stress/speed with Ying, Isaac and Sak. Thank God Cheryl and Vivien came if not i will not have any reason(: Thank you girls for being there for me :D Love your(: Went back bbq for dinner. Was lying on the bed with Ying talking some personal stuff. Well well well, now i know why. At night went for night walk to White Sands. I became high, not enough sleep -.- Went back to chalet and slept, finally. Woke up early in the morning, check out. Me and Ying mrt-ed back while Cheryl and Vivien went to eat breakfast first. First time mrt ride was so fast cause i fell into deep sleep in the train :D Went home straight away sleep from 11-5pm(: Some pig even worse.

Thursday i did nothing i think. Friday went to see guys play soccer. Otw to Fico with Ying, met Syamel, Syazwan, Faiz and Shafiq in the bus. So went there together. Me and Ying went to the coffeeshop to eat first then watch them play soccer. There was this indian guy which is Ara's friend. He offered me biscuit and i was like "?!?!?!" Then after that i just glance through and smiled freaking wide at me, haha. Then me and Ying cannot stop laughing. Then when he went off he said "bye biscuit girl!" -.- After that cab-ed to Lot1 with Praba, Isaac and Ying. Praba paid:D Went LJS to eat then Popular to buy Andrea's present then home :D Went Andrea's house after that:) Talk talk with her, first one to wish her happy birthday cos i was at her house till 12am:)

Saturday went to celebrate BFF's birthday., Surprise planned by her friends and she didn't know we were in it, how blur XD Ate Manhattan then after that to Barrage to sing song. I'll NEVER NEVER take a public transport to Barrage. We so freaking walked from Marina mrt to barrage with Jem, Ryan, and Ken. I was like complaining like crazy and even took out my shoes to walk -.- Super long lah! Then reach there they sing finish song already, haha. So flour andrea, we succeeded :D Lie down and look at the stars, super nice:) Daddy fetched me after that and send Kenneth home:)

Today was average:) Church-ed, help Andrea in CK. Did song leading then games. After that to small group. Bryan doesent want to go to his group so he followed me. He use my pen and drew a big wide smile on his face then he smile at me, i was OMG!!!! DIDI!!!!!!!. Andrea brought him to the toilet and he only rub one side. Then i told him his mum will scold then allow me to bring him to the toilet. And he pull my hair): And drew on my jeans ): Haha. After that we sang a brithday song for Andrea and Dione:) Then had dance practice. Yay, dance is complete :D Took measurements today:) After that went OCC. Went swimming then suana. Around 5.30pm me and Andrea came out from the suana to rest awhile then 5.45pm we went in again. And i was like "EHHH! Less than 15mins we go out then go bathe okay?!" She was like why? Then i said cause i need to sms:) Then she call me idiot): Then after we bathe around 6.30pm and i was jumping up and down screaming. Then she call me idiot): Damn mean right, haha. After that went Commonwealth to eat:) Curry fish head, damn spicy lah! Ate cheng teng after that and home! :)

I want to sleep already, goodnight :D

PS/Bye dear (:

You keep on, keep on loving me, won't run out.

2009-10-18T23:46:00.003+08:00

See the little boy on top? He's super duper cute, his name is Nicholas :D He's my new friend:D I love today:) Well, had church first. Wasn't in sermon cause i'm on CK duty, Andrea was my assistant:D The kids were URGHHH today. Actually all of them were okay except Aaron and Ethan. Especially Ethan, the all time naughty one. That's why i prefer taking k2 and below cause they're so innocent not like P2 where they'll start talking back to you. But it's a lesson to learn also uh, 5-10 kids next time ;P I totally shouted at Ethan and Aaron today, bet Joel was shocked. The obedient ones are still the girls plus Jireh, Lezned and Wilfred. Took down their birthdays today, 26th will be Jireh's birthday. :) I like his brother Shalom, super cute :D After that had small group. Went through sermon which was about the end of time :) Scary. Ready for rapture? Reminds me of the show Left behind. Some may think that 2012 or next year may be the end of the world a.k.a doomsday. Totally nonsense cause no one knows when it's the end except for God. So cool. Sally asked us what we going to do about it and where we stand now. Haha. Then suddenly thought of what my sister asked us yesterday: "What is something that you cannot find on earth and cannot be bought my money." Can be a feeling person or what. What my sister shared was someone that can really undertstands you. Sometimes you may think friends or bff understand you but sometimes they're just hiding everything inside and also someone that can really accept who you are is hard to find. For me i said happiness. I can't go happy 24/7. I'll go high then i'll tone down or smth like that.

After small group went for dance practice. Whole cast learning "What a customer wants" dance :D Then 6 of us were chosen to dance Jingle bell rock:D Angie, Angela, Andrea, Crystal, Victoria and me :D Yay. Those skirts, haha. We'll be doing Aly and AJ's version :D After dance practice, mrt-ed from expo to Bukit Batok with Andrea:) Long journey, talked alot. Then we saw this handsome guy, omg, look like _____!!! But more handsome,duh! And i know something about Bff, haha, i am so clever lor :D After that went U.d.d.e.r.s to buy ice cream first:) Shared double starberry and mango sorbet:) Bus-ed to Kenneth's house. Craving for swimming cause it was super hot. We overshot our stop and we had to walk back XD Then went there and you know what?!?!?! My mother super funny, i passed her my bag after service to put in the car but she brought it home with all my things inside *smacks head* Then she brought another bag with only towels and soap -.- Very clever righttttttttt, haha. In the end Andrea lend me extra one:D Enjoy the water for like half an hour while the adults watching Fireproof in the function and kids watching Ice Princess at Kenneth's house. Swam with Jed, brother and Javier too. Jedrek cannot see and he mistaken a old woman sitting on a wheelchair as a man, AH HAH HAH! After that me and Andrea went Suana, the suana is retarded, take so long to heat up. -.- Then sat there for 25mins:) Perspire like crazy. And Andrea say she likes suana cause it's like you perspire and makes you think you're actually losing fats my liquid. HAHA.

After that we took quite long to bathe then went up to eat:) Almost all the food were gone. Then there's this young couple which are married for 6years with a son called Nicholas 3 years old:D Super adorable. Brought him to the playground so he'll not disturb his parents cos they having discussion. He was playing happily when he jumped, hit the bridge and cried. He paused, facial expression slowly changed then cry. haha. So cute right. He only stopped crying after he saw sparkles and some kind indian woman offered him. Then brought him to baby pool to play with water. And he splashed water at us. Then i show him my nail polish and told him seeeee, my one got colour leh. Then he said:"Mine one also have, mine is white!" Haha, super cute:) Then brought him to wash his feet and dry his pants. Bought for him ice cream and lollipop, his mom came down, faster snatch the ice cream from him and pretend im eating. Haha. Cause some parents dont allow their children to eat so much junk. Haha. Then his mother ask him "What must you say to all these jie jies?" Then he say "WET!" then he touch his pants. Soooo cute right. And he likes to run -.- And you ask him to take picture, you say 1,2,3 he purposely turn away. That explains why the picture on top he's looking down. Hope to see him next Sunday :D Okay, i need to pack my bag already lah. Some person is ignoring me and i'm worried for someone. Kk, goodnight:)

1 more day (:

2009-10-18T00:42:00.003+08:00

See this guy man, super talented(: Btw, all the voices are his singing:D And all of them are him except the one on the most left, he's the beat boxer. Haha, super duper cool:D

Today's alpha was great(: Almost went to YMCA instead of YWCA. Andrea brought her friend SiLi, super cute(: There was some wedding held at YWCA and i told my sister to hurry get married cause i can't wait to be her bride's maid XD Haha. Then she say by the time she is my bride's maid, she'll be pregnant. Haha, isn't it cool? Pregnant bride's maid :DDDDDDDDD Hahaha. Father fetched us after that. Went home then Uncle Joseph called to have dinner at Golden Mile steamboat :D Parked our car @ Uncle Joseph's house then took Uncle Joseph's car cause from my family only got me, daddy and mummy and Uncle Joseph side only got himself, Aunty Alicia and Shanice. Met Uncle Eng Kiat and family at Golden Mile. Shane called me, i thought was some prank call from some beng. Haha. He's jealous cause the shops there closes at 5pm, ah hah hah hah. That's why you should come back to S'pore XD After that head for Suntec Carrefour to buy some stuff. Kenneth ask me if he's parents are with me cause he's secretly using comp. But i forget to sms him when we were otw back, haha. Sorry lah! Then home after that:) Tmr there's dance practice, yay ^^ Then after that long train ride to Kenneth's house. Adults having fellowship there and they're gonna watch Fireproof while me and Andrea going swimming and SUANA. SHIOKKKKKKKKK~ :DDDDDDDD Oh yah, the children watching Hannah Montana at Kenneth's house. We can do the Hoedown Throwdown dance :DDDDDD

Okay, i need to bathe and prepare for tmr. Oh yah, and CK too. Those P2 kids. I prefer taking K2 and below ): More adorable. Ok, i need to bathe. Byebye:)

3 more days!

2009-10-16T17:09:00.001+08:00

HELLO 4B-IANS!
Excited for chalet? Haha, im going high over it -.-
Anyway, me, Sakinah and Ying will be taking a car there and will be collecting the food from BBQ Wholesale.
Those who want to help us to carry/unload from the car can reach the chalet around 2pm?
The rest can come around 4pm or earlier :D
It is super easy to go there, but very far, haha.
Take MRT to Pasir Ris, im sure you know how to take.
Then take Bus No. 403 from the interchange :D
The bus will go for a loop so alight at the last stop.
Aiyah, if you see a round about or playground then alight :)
Okay, anything contact Sakinah @ 91392457 or Me @ 98234347 :D
See you there! I love you 4B! :D

I don't know.

2009-10-16T01:00:00.002+08:00

Why can't some people just understand they don't get what they want at any time?
Sometimes things will not be yours straight away you ask for them.
You're like stressin me out, heloooooo, it's after N levels, i don't want anymore stress.
I'm supposed to be STRESS-FREE!
You think i get everything i want?
Sometimes when its time to give up you should.
Or else don't expect anything .
You blame every person out there, you hate those close to me.
And then everyone don't dare to be close to be cause they're afraid of losing friendship with you.
I've had enough, like that i might as well have no friends right.
Aiyah, i don't know what to say larh.
Actually i don't have any rights to say anything too.
Anyway, sorry for starting everything, and sorry for ending it too.

PS: Bff, i need a shoulder to cry on now ):

I've been spending, all my time, just thinking bout you.

2009-10-13T22:51:00.003+08:00

Freedom started yesterday :D I'll blog about today first then yesterday :) Met Cheryl and Vivien at Lot1 at 1.30pm. Bus-ed to town, Shunda and Bingjun were there too but didn't see them. Went to buy tickets first from Lido :D 500 days of summer, rated 4/5 :) Then went to Orchard Ion cause the movie only starts at 4.40pm. We were acting rich there, haha. There wasn't really alot of tai tai, just typical Singaporeans. It is said that the higher level means more expensive stuff. And Sony centre was at the top? Haha. Went to Sephora to see make-up. We looked at the price and we were like "WOAHHH", then we must act rich and say "Cheyy, it's so cheap" haha, lame. Then when we walk out we must say "Nothing caught my eyes" Cheryl is the pro in ang moh phrases, haha. Went to the toilet, super nice. And all of us went into a cubicle then were like "why are we in the cubicle together?" Haha, then we went out -.- Took photos in the toilet, there's parent and children room too. Still got water dispenser and fan inside. Went to the market place, me and Vivien bought sushi while Cheryl bought milktea drink for movie. OH YAH! We saw some hot angmoh MODELS there XD They are discussing smth? Super duper handsome, omgosh, haha. After that head back to Lido. Just nice can go in, so suay behind were a group of chinese speaking guys, very noisy. Then this angmoh girl came in the cinema and she shouted "EWWW, OH MY GOD" haha, then everybody laugh. The show is super duper funny. There's a part when they were "dating" then the girl's ex had a very big penis so she told her current "boyfriend" about it, then they were having picnic and they sort of dare each other to shout "PENIS" then each time it got louder, then a guy in the cinema shoted "PENIS" tooo, haha, super funny. We were planing to do that in Bugis -.- Haha. After that mrt-ed to Bugis :) Shopped at Bugis Street, bought a top:) I want to buy that $28 leather jacket :( After that walked to Sexy legs for beancurd and you tiao:) After that went Lasalle to slack.

Vivien is super gullible. We walked pass Lasalle and she was like "Woah, what building is this, very nice leh."
Tina: Yah, it's a hotel. With no air-con at the lobby.
Cheryl: Yeah, this building won the best architecture.
Vivien: Ohhhh, but don't look like hotel leh.
*Tina and Cheryl spotted the big sign that say "LASALLE college of arts"*
Tina: *laughs* *tells Cheryl*
Cheryl: *laughs louder* *tells Vivien the truth*
Hahaha, super funny lah Vivien. After beancurd went Lasalle to slack and camwhore, pictures with Cheryl:) While we were walking back to Bugis, we walked pass Bugis street and......
Some guys(20+): OI!
Me: *turns behind*
Guys: Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii *waves hand* (very gay)
Me, Cheryl and Vivien: *laughs*
Me: We should say bye, must have manners.
Vivien: No lorh, they jio girl also don't know how to jio, must whistle wee-e-weet mah.
-.- .....But they really sound gay, haha. After that mrt-ed back :)

Yesterday after papers wanted to watch movie but didn't so went to eat, borrowed dvd then went Cheryl's house to watch. Almost fell asleep, boring love story. Haha. Then went Cheryl's room to slack. Perm Vivien's hair and she look like she going to jia chu qu. Painted our nails and blah. Went home around 5, walked back. At the traffic light saw a girl and boy keep staring at me. Then i realised it was Shane and Rena and they were waiting for me to notice them, so malu ;X haha. Sunday's dance was cool :D There are 3 boys in the dance, Tim, Jasper and YongSiang. But Tim wasn't there on Sunday. They can dance leh, cause we have to do turns and they can. Haha, amazing. And the guys will be doing some Ricky Martin song and they have to shake alot. HAHA. Before they even dance i'll be laughing XD Idk if i should go tmr.....Tsk. Aiyah, i go and do other things already. Bye bye. Ohyah, yesterday some person added Bff on msn and she freaked out, haha, funny. We had heart to heart talks on Sunday at OCC. What she wanted to ask me on a paper i told her, haha. Told her everything and her reply is ignore. I really don't know what to do, Bff, very difficult lehsxzxzxz. Haiyah Haiyah. Few months i didn't want to build and river and now it's disappearing ): Same as Cheryl, and she choose to give up. Tskkkk.

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Who knows my that dream has already became a reality.

2009-10-10T11:42:00.004+08:00

Haha, Cheryl drew that at the back of Crazycraps book. It's actually Vivien, Me, Emily, Ying and Cheryl. Haha, roughly can tell who is who larh. Vivien has the biggest eyes so her eyes is the biggest. I am the wu zun siao, Emily's specs is red. Ying with her super straight hair and winnie the pooh and Cheryl with her plaits and obsession with angmohs, haha. I am supposed to be studying POA, but rest for awhile. First time i woke up at 10am on a Saturday, miracle. Monday is the last paper, poa. Then freedom already:D :D But 18dec get results, so fast :( I am like super duper scared. Thursday geog paper was super hard lah. And i only wrote a sentence for that 6marks question. I saw the paper i feel like crying man, i feel like giving up. I just sat there and daydream for very long. Mr Roy Tan said that the question weren't even from our syallabus and even express students may not even know how to do it. Many schools are going to complain. HAHAHA, yes! Hope they'll like make us pass for geog, haha. That'll be greattttttttttttt :)

Oh yah peeps, i dye my hair already ;P Like on Tuesday. I was at Lot1 with mother and sister, so i bought the dye and plan to dye on saturday or sunday but i was too tempted. Haha. My sister help me dye. And the colour is very obvious. So i asked Ying to help me check hairspray pricing, super ex $11+. In the end borrowed from Neo. Haha, i am not going to spray on monday. The spray sucks, makes my hair super hard, and each time i touch got black black one, so gross. I am still planning what to do to my hair on monday. Heng i sitting at the back so the lighting is darker :D And 3 more people have to hide their hair too. Yesterday supposed to go studying with Cheryl and Vivien. Vivien was late, me and Cheryl went to eat Pizza Hut. Saw Nicole How Wen Hui there :D Met Vivien after that then they went to buy hair dye. Lrt-ed to Ying's house to take Cheryl's POA book and ended up we accompany Ying to plaza to buy hair dye then all of them dye. Haha. Vivien's colour is natural. Ying's one is quite obvious, Cheryl one is orange. Haha. I played with Xinyi, super cute. She looks like Ying. After that went 163 to eat, saw ex-cdian then home :) I am very bored now. I want to buy that shoe and that black bikini. And both of them cost $20 each, haha. I plan to ask my mother to buy for me the shoe :D I shall ask my mother to go lot1 later :)

I want to change my blog song but i don't know what to change to. Can time move faster? I want tomorrow! I want to dance! I very bored -.- If i make it so sec5, idk if i should go back to dance. Because it'll be weird, esp if Ying doesen't go up to sec5. Then i'll be only sec5 in dance,so so weird. Haha. Can time move faster? I also want class chalet. We're going night cycling :D Yesssssssssss. And it's without my parents approval:) Aiyah, i nothing to blog already lah. Bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye :)

"Don't just follow your heart, you may be deceived. Lead your heart :)"

Like the perfect one word no one heard yet.

2009-10-04T17:35:00.002+08:00

CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS! XD Yay, dance practice for christmas is starting next week. Haha, finally :D They say it'll be lyrical jazz and blending in with the drama team:D Haha, can't wait! Btw, i broke my record:D Not sending any smses for a day:D Which is yesterday, i totally ignore everyone's smses. I just don't feel like talking to anyone. I even bathe alot of times cause i got nothing to do. Meet Sally earlier this morning, told her everything. One word;ignore:) Trying as hard as i can. Went for AGM after sermon. After AGM Sally prayed for me:) For N levels and certain stuff:) Today's worship was great, after a shitty week. So so so so happy N levels is going to end, if not i don't know what to do. Okay, i shall list down places i want to go after N :) :
- Pool with Gem Gem(Jeremy), How(Nicole) and Yeo(Lester) on 16oct :) :)
- Class chalet (looking forward to night cycling :D)
- Zoo/Night safari
- Ice skating :D
- Kuishin.bo date with Cheryl, Ying and Vivi :)
- Andrea's birthday:D (Seee, i rmb you! haha)
- Find somewhere to work
- SUNTAN SUNTAN SUNTAN! With Cheryl:) Our yellow and red bikinis :D
- Oh yah, our cotton on savings! Can go and shop:D
Okay, so far that's all. Haha. Gonna dye my hair next saturday:DD Sister gonna do it for me:) After blogging, i am still very very bored. I don't like to be boreddddddddddddd. ): I just did St.Patricks chem paper, 29.5/50. I am aiming for 35/50! Later going to do AES paper :D

I think i go back and study larh, so siansxzxzx! What Sakinah told me yesterday i so true:) Sometimes you think it's forever but just when you need them, they're not here for you already. If it's worth it, wait. If it's not, move on. I already made up my decision:)

Lost confidence in loveee.

2009-10-02T22:21:00.006+08:00

Oh my gosh, my private blog is so emo.

And i deleted already, don't want bad memories :)

Moved on already, why still think about the past.

I couldn't take it when i read my private blog.

And the stupid reasons of why i cried, haha.

Maybe your should read your private blog too, if you have one.

And reflect, make yourself like a retard. Haha

Tomorrow is Lantern/Mooncake festival :D

No one ask me out, sadded ):

I want to join the Vivo thing forming a heart, but having chembio paper on Monday ):

So studying the whole day tmr while those little kids play their lanterns.

2007 lantern festival was retarded, i was still having a crush on Kura-kura, ah hah.

I am very bored now, someone entertain me.

I've been staring at my phone for very long, and having imaginary vibrations.

I feel like, but i don't want to disturb you.

During biology today, Aryna ask Mr Terence why condoms come in different flavours.

Mr Terence answered because when condoms expire they still can lick it, haha.

I wonder why condoms come in different colours too.

Anybody knows why?

I shall read my Memoirs of a Geisha, goodbye:)

You're not exactly who you think you are.

2009-10-02T16:23:00.002+08:00

I'm speechless, i am so dissappointed in you.

I thought you already forgave but look like you haven't.

You no longer trust me like before and i am just a label to you.

I'm so tired of everything, it's the second time.

The first time you said you don't want to hurt me, everyone stand on your side.

But it hurts me more to find it out myself .

I hate to find things out myself , it just makes me think i am not trustable to you.

And you, these few months it has always been lies, lies and more lies.

When will you ever be mature? It's not a game.

I told you how i felt before but you just don't get it.

Looks don't gurantee you everything if your character sucks.

Hope you'll treat everything seriously now.

What Cheryl said in CC book is true.

Boys contact you as and when they want to and if they don't want they just dump you aside.

And when they get bored of the others they just come back to you.

Think what, geylang arh, get a life larh.

Thank God i gave up on you or i'll be fuming mad now.

I am just utterly utterly x100 dissappointed ):

When you asked for the numbers i already knew it's another APB.

For your info, APB has changed, we're like good friends now.

Listening to each other's problem.

That's all i have to say.

I won't let this shit thing affect my n levels.

PS/I am not emo okay, Tina is fine :)

PS PS/The picture has nothing to do with the peeps i blogged about. I just love those girls :D

PS PS PS/Yay, i am going pasar malam :D

PS PS PS PS/I didn't cry this time, i am being strong :D

The eyes that met.

2009-09-30T16:39:00.003+08:00

Know why suddenly this picture? Because this picture is taken in Bangkok and we're there again this year:D Most probably with Jeremy's family. But we'll be leaving on the 26Dec instead of 27Dec. Because we want to go the weekend market:D More things to buy:) Yeah. Daddy is bringing us to the ah qua world, haha. I am super interested in it :D Ah qua have talent okayXD Then we'll be going to Pattaya too :) I tried searching pictures of Pattaya but the pictures were ugly and majority of them were ah quas known as lady man, haha. Yeah, anyway there are alot of sports there under the sun so i am going to be black and by mother will spend her time sleeping. I am going snorkelling :D :D I can't wait, it has been my dream :D I want to go scuba diving and wake-boarding too:) Haha. Okay, i can't wait XD I don't think i'll be doing much shopping, no no, i think i will be tempted to buy, haha. I want to eat the sotong from the streets :D Shiok~

Anyway, today school was okay. Many humans cried. ): Did revision whole day. I feel like sleeping now. Haha. Later got the new drama "baby bonus" + Singapore Idol :D Ohyeah, Ris Low resigned already, hha. Everyone is talking about her zebra preens and boomsz. haha! Few more days to n level:) Guess i am prepared man:) But i don't think for POA, ;x Haiyahhhhhhh. Okay, i am going to study a little :D

For Sakinah:
Don't cry over guys, they're not worth it:) Although sometimes it really hurts and crying out would be better, but don't cry too much okay:D Don't waste your tears. Because when you look back you'll realise it's dumb to cry over a guy. Yah. So cheer up okay:) If he have already moved on then you should because it only hurts more if you wait. And if he really love you he wouldn't let you cry over him so many times. Yah. I know i can't really give advices about love cause i suck at it too. Haha, but i'll try my best:) And i'll be there when you need me:D My alkaline pH 100000++ :D Haha.

This reminds me of the incident on the 25/26 December 2008, promise it'll never happen again :) Glad it's alright now and friends with both parties :D Ohyah, a song kept playing in my mind today. The song "Hey stephen", the lyrics kept playing:
" 'Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself "
Haha, and sunday comfirm Andrea's gonna sing that song. Okay, i am going to study! BYE!

You're pH 14 in my heart! :)

2009-09-28T19:59:00.003+08:00

Haha, friday went for F1. Really nice experience :D We bought the walkabout tickets. Daddy, Cheh and brother went:) Mumsie not interested and don't like the sound so she didn't go. Ticket freaking cheap:) $28, cause it's early BIRD(wei cheng) price :D Haha. Black market was selling for $100-$200, so ex. So daddy parked his car at Suntec then before we went in ate donuts:D Went in around 5+. Daddy bought 3 packets of ear plugs. I didn't wear at all :) The sound so shiok lor, wear for what. So walked around the place. For the first practice we sat at the turn:) Near Esplanade. Spotted Lewis Hamilton's car and managed to take a shot of his car :DD I was less than 100m away from him, haha XD And there was this photographer in blue shirt, super handsome. I think he's mixed, haha. After the first practice we went to the Padang:) They had complimentary tattoos and caricature:D Did both. Tattoo took two hours. Oh yeah, show your Ham's car :D :
Abit blur luh, using my phone. All the photos taken by camera will be on fb :) See my tattoo:D
I like this :D
My hand one suck, wanted smth else but it was super big that take up my whole hand so anyhow choose one. Fyi, it's the race track :D Halfway through saw Adrian Pang. I was like daydreaming then saw this sun tattoo and i was like woahhh, then he turn his head and i shouted "Adrian Pang!" Then my sister and father where where. Haha. While me, sister and bro queue-ing for tattoo, my father went to take a photo with him. He said to him: "Can i have a photo with you? My two girls are crazy over you." When my father told us we were like where got?!!!!!! Haha. Then Adrian Pang was super friendly until he almost went over to the tattoo booth to look for us:) But in the end me and my sister went to find him:D Yay, photo with him:D His arms are super muscular, i can feel it cause his hands were over my shoulders :D Haha. He smile super cute, one-sided smile then the other hand in the pocket :) So cute. His sons were super cute:D Stayed there till 10+ then went to fetch mummy then home:D

Lazy to talk about saturday and sunday. Oh yah, sunday evening went to Sakinah's house, wore my baju kurung and someone thought i was malay. haha. Ate 3 tulang :D Super shiok, haha. Ate alot of goodies too, i feel so bad ;x Left around 8, home :) Watched F1 and slept early.

Today school was alright :D We were doing chemistry when Sakinah said that those that we hate are known as acid cause it has a lower pH and it's blue. That those that we like alot are alkali cause it has a higher pH. It's a good way to rmb :) Haha. School ended went straight home:) Packed my room. Hammered hooks to the wall and i succeeded:D I told Chow maybe going to perm my hair and he don't know what is it and he said like my dog arh -.- Haha. Now my room super neat except for my sister's table -.- Forever messy. Kk, gtg:) Byebye!

That 50% succeeded surprise ;P

2009-09-25T13:27:00.005+08:00

After extra math classes rush home:) Bathe and prepare then left the house. Meet Jemjem, Wong and See at Tampines One to give Ryan Chow Chun a birthday surprise :D I ask everybody not to be late but in the end i am the last one to reach x) Bought a big bird cake for Ryan, haha. Bus-ed to Chow's house. Asked a stranger for a lighter but the wind was quite strong. Then the uncle said "Bu yao dong lah, den yi xia big bird de tou mei you liao"(Don't move, later no more big bird's head) Haha. At first we went to the wrong block, then managed to find it. When we got out of the lift, Chow's dog started barking -.- Joshua start to come out and keep calling out "kor kor". Thenn.....Joshua and Ryan came out of house -.- Haha, failed! The dog lor! Ruin our plan ): So gave him the cake, went to his house. Played with them that aeroplane thingy which i've seen in Action City. Watched Mickey Mouse, in english and chinese. Haha. Then left to have dinner. Birthday boy chose LJS. After that me and Andrea went shopping while the 3 guys follow! :D Haha, so fun. Bought headbands, 8 for $10 from Diva Me and Andrea share :D Went FROLICKS! My favourite shop! :) :) :) Ate original flavour with colourful cereal :D Slacked at Frolicks:) (reminds me of shanny) Cineleisure got frolicks! Perhaps working there:D Force them to take group photo before we left :D
I suck, i look fat. Haha. Chow and Jem accompany me and Andrea to bus-stop. Ken went home by mrt. Something super ultra funny happen at the bus-stop, haha! The birthday boy malu, haha. Because bus-stop got seats then you know got glass panel at the back and side of the seat. Then there's this old woman sitting at the corner. Ryan wanted to lean on the glass panel with one hand so he put his hand there. But there's no glass panel so he ended up touching the old woman's hair. Hahahaa. Me and Andrea were going to SengKang cause our parents are there and it was Faith's birthday. Didn't take two 27 buses cause it was packed. Jem decided to walk to the previous bus-stop. While we were walking.....we saw bus 27!!!!!!!! And it wasn't that packed!!!!! Haha. But in the end me and Andrea ran after another bus. :) The bus ride was only 15mins:) Then take lrt to Bakau from Compassvale:) By the time we reached Faith's house, everything was already over. Haha. Little kids were playing toys. Went home:) Study for chem and bio:)

Today had bio test, quite okay. Then had chem, self revision. Recess ate with Cheryl ,Vivien and Jason. Had ss after that, self study. Mr Nassim came in halfway to test us to acids, bases and salts. He lost his voice, haha. And next thursday we'll be having free milo if it's 100% attendance for Maths AIP:) Yesterday we had Bandung and biscuit. The bandung super sweet. Ms Tan Yee Chee class super fast. Supposed to be one hour, she only use 30mins:) Okay, i need to bathe and stuff:) Going for F1's practice! I am going to see LOIUS HAMILTION and NICOLE SCHERZINGER. Haha, and many more sexy ladies and handsome guys. Need to prepare already, byeeeeee:)

I am so bored and hungry, save me ):

2009-09-21T18:47:00.003+08:00

I don't think i'm going to school tmr, yippeee~! Hurhur! Btw, yesterday woke up not feeling well, pile of phlegm stuck in my throat, couldn't talk properly so didn't go to church. Stayed at home the whole day and my mucus keep flowing down, very irritating. Today woke up, thought i will feel better but instead worse): Had fever): Thank God not that high. Watched emmy awards, ate lunch and medicine then sleep! Woke up around 5. Wasted my day not studying): Feeling much better now and i don't want to go to school tmr cause Mr Nassim is going to test us on chemical equations, i suck at it. He's like the vice-principal, why care so much. I mean now it's like time for us to be responsible in our own studies and not for him to like waste our time and all that. And that day he sort of scolded me for my old uniform. He was like "that girl, come here" Then he ask me "why are you wearing old uniform?" I was like "errr, idk if i can make it to sec 5?"Then when i told him i was from FOUR-B then he got nothing to say. I was like smiling all the way :) :) Haha, he malu. I am so hungry now. Didn't really ate just now cause no appetite. I feel like eating spaghetti): Haha, so random. Oh yah, just now i can't sleep then i stare at the little grey dress:) It made me think of the afternoon/evening/night spent with you, and i fell asleep. Haha. I can't wait for christmas dance:) F1 this friday :DDDD Kk, i want to find smth to eat. I am so damn damn hungry ;P Ohyah, i uploaded Jaiho video cause i miss church camp :D

Have already fallen.

2009-09-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

Haha, see my face! It was during sec 1/2, i can't remember. Bee-tee-w, Mdm Fatimah tagged me on this photo if not i wouldn't know this photo even existed ;P Look at Cheryl face(left), so different. And Desmond is so SMALL and cute, haha. He's taller than me now lah. I just realised the trash can had our initials on it, haha. (how fast....) COOOOL~ Anyway, check out my new blog song, i think it super rocks:D Britt Nicole's voice is like ..... P-E-R-F-E-C-T :) That's why must listen to live to hear how they really sound like :) Because some they did adjustment to the voice to make it sound nice, like Avril Lavigne. She sounds horrible in life. And i realised Miley Cyrus voice not so special, it's average. Demi Lovato one is special:) (no offence Flat) Haha. Oh yeah! Sakinah! I am sure you hate Kayne West! Know what happen? He ruin Taylor Swift night on MTV Video Music Awards when TS got Best Female Video Award. Go search on youtube "Kayne west taylor swift" Idk why i can't paste the url here -.- Anyway, when TS was on the stage to accept her award, KW took the mike and said:"I'm sorry, but Beyonce had one of the best videos of all the time" Beyonce was stunned, the audience too. Then later the audience clapped to support TS. By the time, TS time was up. But when Beyonce receieved her award later on, she apologized and even invited TS up the stage and give her time to speak:) So sweet right:) It is said that Kayne West have some problems and always embarass those that don't deserve the award and it's not the first time. Stupid Kayne West -.-

Oh-yah, i slept for 3 hrs just now ;x I was like super duper huper tired, planned to sleep for an hour but i just continue to sleep. I had 3 dreams:) I dreamt of some ghost/spirit encounter again, i am always dreaming of that, i don't know why. I also dreamt someone was angry with me, haha. And lastly, i dreamt i was at class chalet! Haha! Must be super excited ;P Dadsie's high blood pressure and cholesterol went up ): So cannot make him stress, worry and angry. Oh yah, Dadsie sms-ed me when i was in school alone yesterday, during geog. He asked if it was raining, i said no then i told him i had extra lessons so he need not fetch me. Then he sent me this: "If you remain in me and my words remain i you, ask whatever you wish, and i will be given to you." Trust in the Lord, God love you" Haha, he must be doing his quiet time:) When he sent me this i suddenly thought of the times when life was very tough for us but with God, we managed to pull through it. Those delievering of magazines till midnight. Ever since 31 september 2006, i told myself i will study hard for my sake and Dadsie:) Because he almost got a stroke on that day, and the good thing is he wasn't paralysed. Because his stroke was serious and majority would be paralysed but Dadsie wasn't, see how God works miracle:) Dadsie was hospitalised for 3 days and i went to NUH everyday after school:) I still remember crying at night cause i was like super scared smth will happen to Daddy. Haha. Yeah, so i will study hard :DDDDD One day i should blog a story of my father:) Haha, abit retarded.

Yesterday Sakinah told me story that made sense:) She sms me: "Haha, i read about the 3. Let me tell you something. People thought that true friends are like crystals inside the volcanoes. So one day this person let her name be tina okay? But not you la. Tina went to the volcano to find crystals. She brought one tool with her to help her to go inside the volcano. Few hours later she still couldn't find any crystals. She was disappointed. She said to herself finding crystals is like trying to find a true friend hidden somewhere. Suddenly she slip and fell. Luckily the tool that she brought prevented her from falling. Silly of her she said thanks to the tool and treasure the tool like she never did before. She was stuck in the volcano with only the tool and herself. The next day she tried to climb up but couldn't. She tried to use the tool and she succeed. So she realised that all this while the tool is the one who accompany her, save her and most importantly help her to climb the volcano."
"So actually true friends are somewhere we didn't notice. It may be the person always with us. This story inspires me alot. Because true friends are always there with us when we're alone, always encourage us to face the future like the tool that help her to climb. Although i don't know who are my true friends but actually he/she is somewhere near me that i still haven't notice. So don't be sad , true friend is already there for you. But too bad it takes time for us to notice. Hope this story make you smile okay:)"
And yes, it really cheered me up:) Thank you mama:D I will study super hard then so i can go sec 5 and sit for O's together and you won't be lonely anymore:) I LOVE YOU! Haha. Oh yah, i show your smth. Haha! It's super funny!

Hahaha, I like the part "here we go, kungfu fighting" then their action! Hahahaha! My sister showed me the video and before it starts i already LOL.haha! Okay, i am going to do other stuff. Byebye :) And thankyou for the tags on my tagboard, i am okay:)

I miss SHANEY WEE WEE RUI AN AN!

2009-09-17T19:43:00.005+08:00

Today Cheryl and Vivien(idk why), Sakinah(sick) and Ying(overslept) didn't come to school so i was all alone. There was Syahirah and Shamira but they were at the back putting nail polish with Mirrah and co. So there was 7 tables in a row and i am the only one sitting there. I was so sad ): Then suddenly i found Shane's letter written behind a photo of me, bff, ryan and him. I suddenly miss Shane alooooooooooot. There's no one to accompany me when i am bored and no one i can call when i feel like going out. I know i have friends, but it's no longer like before. Just one word: unwanted. And feels like only he understands me the best. ): Shaneeeeeeee, hurry come back! I got alot alot alot of things to tell you ): Okay, good stuff now:) Shane is coming back either in December or January :) Yay yay yay! :) Okay, going to study already. Byeee:)

To the 3: I know how Emily felt when she was left out. It really feels like shit. You may not know because you've never felt it before. I've felt it and it's not a good feeling. Ever since this year, 3 of your have been come to school only IF one come and the rest will come, your don't come for the sake of studying. Then what for come to school? Might as well meet at some shopping centre. From the start of this year your have been like that and i have not said anything, but now i am not going to care and concentrate on my studies and i think i have to say out how i feel before i can concentrate on my studies. There was once when all 3 didn't come, i felt very very left out and i got no one to turn to. I cried on the way home, on the lrt, in public. I felt like i was unwanted, what would you feel if you were the one? This has been going on for quite a few times, people around me ask "where's the other 3?" , "kena pangseh?" "Haha, so lonely" and even someone saying "tsk tsk tsk". It really hurts me, feels like i am nobody, i don't feel like going to school. But i am not dumb to let this thing to just ruin my future. Although i can't find true friends now, at least i can next time. What's more i've known your for 3 years and your treating me like that, it's not easy to get through this. But i believe i will. Each time i think of friends, i just feel like crying, it just feels like no one is there for me now. I may seem happy on the outside but what is hidden inside my heart no one knows, obviously, only God knows everything, cause i've never told anyone how i really really felt. I don't need a sorry or anything. What is done is already done, all i ask is a change.

To the one i treated as true friend: Seems like you don't trust me as much as before. You don't tell me everything until i find it out myself. But i don't blame you because of my wrong-doing and i think it meant alot to you that's why you treat me like that. Whatever it is, i will still treat you the same as before and i hope you'll do the same.

Who will be there?

He's hot then he's cold.

2009-09-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

Friday and Saturday(11th and 12th)
Went JB for so called holiday. Met Kenneth&family and Bff&family at Kranji at 9am. Drove to JB, Bff sat my car cause my sister not going so one empty space:)Watch Get Smart in the car :D Then went Jusco for breakfast, ate Lavender :D Then shop a little then went straight to hotel:D It's called Mecure Palm Resort, previously known as Sofitel(which sounds like some pad brand) Haha. Reach hotel, wait for Josiah&family and kor Kenny to arrive then went to some coffee shop for lunch:D Went to some big mart to shop again, bought bangles:) Then Ashley accidentally close the car door when my hand was there. I was like AHHHHH, and all of them thought it was my leg-.- Haha. Felt like my middle finger bone was broken): But it's okay already, just abit pain when i bent. Then went back to hotel, took a nap when suddenly someone knocked on the door. My brother was alseep and parents were out. Peeped at the door hole, saw a super short hotel keeper outside, she looked creepy so i ignored. Then suddenly she open the door i was like ?!?!?! Then she give me some kueh and said"Selamat Hari Raya" I was like ?!?!Then she close the door-.- Haha. When adults were back, they went for a swim while me and Bff sat at the poolside studying:) Heard No Surprise by Chris Daughtry by the poolside, heard Halo too :) Had chicken rice for dinner by the adults:) Went back to the room, bathed. Around 10pm went to Bff room, surprise Aunty Alicia as it was her birthday. Then we played Charades but using Josiah's Pictionary Junior cards, haha. Super fun! The adults damn funny! Me and Bff were trying to act blur, hoping they don't pick us but failed ): After that played Uno, someone farted, damn smelly. haha! Smells like egg. Went to sleep around 10. My alarm rang at 6am, forgot to off ;x Suddenly hear TS white horse, haha.

Saturday woke up at 9.30am. Went to the poolside for breakfast:) Then Kenneth asked us to play pool but in the end not enough time. Went up to bathe, watch Spiderman 3 then check out:) Went Jusco to shop shop. Wasn't really tempted to buy anything. So only bought sweets. Went to the tidbits shop, bought food:) Then back to Singapore, watch Mr.Magoo in the car:D Went home, pick cheh then went dinner with her at Teck Whye:) The western food there is nice :D

Sunday (yesterday)
Church-ed yesterday:D Had Alpha training after church:D Was super funny. We had to practice giving out 100K blessings.
Bff: Nah, give you paper.
Me(acting as a non-believer): I also got paper at home.
Bff: This one got my face leh.
Me: So? Also kena blocked.
Bff: Aiyah, just take the paper lah *throws paper at me*
Haha, so mean right. Then after that, we were eating the slimy long long sweet and tying knots with our tongue. It is said that you have to tie a knot on a certain length with your tongue then you're a good kisser:D I can leh:D Haha. After church went to see the auditions for Christmas. Sally acting as some tai tai and she has to say "tao yan~" She comfirm can make it one, haha. Went for lunch at Toa Payoh:) Then went OCC after that. Me and Bff brought Shanice and Ariane to O Zone :D It's like those indoor playground with tunnels. Yeah.... We're supposed to take care of them but ended up playing ;P Met this unknown girl called Valerie which claims her name is spelled as C-H-A-O. Haha. Then she pull my hand and ask me to climb through those tunnels that felt wet and reminded me of pee?Gross.... And she climb super fast. Haha. Then Kenneth and my brother joined in. We crash the whole place. We shot balls at each other. And Kenneth was being very unhelpful when me and Andrea were attacked by two small boys that want to snatch balls from us. We were like MOLESTT!!! And they said EEEEEEE! Haha! Then they use this large yoga kind of ball to throw and hit us. But we managed to block just by our leg-.- Haha. When we were going off we were super mean. We knew they want the balls to shoot so we purposely throw them with the plastic balls so they have to find, haha. So mean right. I am so going there again, so fun :D Went for dinner after that and home:)

Today
Today was kinds boring. Cheryl cab to school:) Lessons were all doing revision:) Ate rice for recess. After school went Bpp to walk awhile then to my house to watch Another Cinderella Story. Wish i had a guy like that. Something is really weird. I don't really have appetite since friday, my hand is totally numb now. And Bff was super shocked that day cause my whole face and lips went pale and white. And she was like OMG? Why you look so pale? The numbness is really weird...Just now i webcam with Gavin cause he want to let me hear Symphony music, haha. And he keep using effects for his webcam. And he look like a small kid looking up the tv, haha! Okay, i am going to watch tv already, byebye:)

PS/After all these years, can't believe you said that.

I think he can see through everything but my heart.

2009-09-09T21:54:00.001+08:00

I wanted to post a picture but i'm too lazy, i want to sleep ;P Chinese, English and Social Studies paper is over!!! WOOHOO! :) Social studies totally killed my brain cells. Thank God Healthcare did come out or else i'll CRY. Haha. I did 1(b) wrongly and there wasn't enough time ): So have to rely more on my SEQ which is 1 and a quarter page long for each question. Everyone's face was so stress. Today had english:) Letter writing was okay but i just couldn't find any inspiration for composition. And didn't have much confidence on the question i wanted to choose. Sat there for 10mins thinking which one to do. Pray, pray and pray. FINALLY, God told me to do question 3 which is "Promises." Yeah, just one word and i have to write at least 250 words. I was like ???!!! I never thought of doing that eh. And it's amazing how prayer works because he reminded me of something that made me write a story. I tell you, i almost cried while writing that story. Sometimes it's just the great impact that you got and making it hard to forget. So, i wrote the story, it's true life story:) Linked to friendship, yeah..... Everything was just so smoothly and when i finish writing my eyes were watery. I was like omgosh, why am i crying. Haha, let's hope the marker get touched by it:) haha.

Had a break for while then continued with Paper 2 :) Paper 2 was quite easy for me :D The cloze passage is easy:) And i was happily doing my comprehension because they gave alot of free marks such as ticking and all those. And i'm contented with my summary:) Overall, everything was okay! :D Now it's break!:) N levels will continue on the 5th of October:) Oh yeah, tmr i shall post a story for your. I found it in my ex-comp, haha. It's quite cool;P
To all all 4B-ians:
CHALET IS ALREADY BOOKED! We're currently making invitations for teachers:) Please pay the money on time yeah:D I love 4B! :D

After school went to watch movie with Cheryl as Sakinah, Sham and Flat can't make it and Vivien ignored us :/ Went home to bathe and take money then mrt-ed to Causeway Point. Wanted to bluff the person into buying NC16 shows but the person say they check when you're entering so even if you buy now, your money will be wasted. So had to go to Eng Wah as they go by year and not birthday. Cheryl lor, birthday in december. So call ppl to check eng wah movie timings and Neo managed to check for us so bus-ed to Westmall:) Bought tickets. Walked around WM, bought some personal stuff then went to Value $ shop to buy tidbits. However, our bags were pretty small so cheryl was hugging a packet of chips using my cardigan to cover but the woman spotted it. Then she checked my bag, and TADAH. NO OUTSIDE FOOD. But she say she don't want to see it again. WHATEVER. You think i want to watch movie at your company meh? So run down, your seat sucks and your screen had error at the beginning and your don't even know until someone had to inform your. Blind arh -.- Anyway, she let us go. We watch Beth Cooper, i love you :) A seat away from me is a couple. You know it's NC16 right? So there's nudity and sexual references. And the couple became horny. HAHA. Then me and Cheryl cannot stop LOLing. Then we were like, don't laugh, no one's laughing, must be mature. HAHA. but it's still funny. Btw, it's a damn funny show! The main lead wears a spiderman underwear, haha. And Hayden Panettiere panty is damn cool, the front it says "hello". Haha. Okay, i feel like sleeping already lah. Byebye! :)

I am so happyyyyyyy.

2009-09-07T18:02:00.000+08:00

I'll not blog about what happened last night. Anyway, i'm feeling kinda happy now:) :) I have no idea why, haha. Today's chinese paper is retarded. I managed to write so long for Paper 1 letter writing but i think i was out of point ;P Btw, we have this freaking cool sticker that we have to paste on our answer booklet, it's a barcode, so KEWL!~ I was so amazed by it, haha! And i hate my sitting arrangement >:(( My index number was 73 and i sit right at the front. Wahlau.... Sucks to sit at the front cause i can't see anybody and i'm not allowed to turn behind. But i did, 3 times ;P The teachers are super distracting, esp those pretty ones ;P Haha. We had break then started Paper 2. I know some blanks you know, i understand the passage. Woah~ Amazing , haha. Then i know the blank leh. And i was like OMG, i know the answer leh. Haha. Because i normally tikam tikam fill in one number. Then got this passage damn funny. It's about a lady in the park reading a book and she was distracted by a little girl. Then the little said the flower very nice and gave the flower to the lady. Then the lady said the flower is already weathered and plan to throw it away after she left. Then suddenly she realised that the girl is BLIND. Then the sentence was somthing like "ta shi ge mang ren" Then idk how to read "mang"(or whatever) Then later got the word gui(ghost) Then i was like OMG, she's a ghost? Haha. Then i umqio-ed at my paper then i read again then they did see although she can't see but she can smell, then i know they were talking about blind. Haha. Very retarded, Cheryl had the same thinking as me.

Before i did comprehension i went to sleep:) Ms Goh wake me up -.- Super shiok lah, cause the fan keep blowing. After that went to eat KFC with Cheryl. Oh yeah, i kept admiring TAN YONG FA cause he was sitting next to me and he's the only person i can look at cause the other side is empty. Looking at him makes me tink of APB, haha. Bad memories. Yay, tmr changing the arrangement:D Happyyyyy. :) I want to sit there, haha.

Oh yah, this friday i'm going malaysia :D Staying there for a night:D With Kenneth's family, Bff's family and Josiah's family. Yay, jojo is going, i can talk rubbish with him. Haha. We're staying in some resort called ________(i forgot) We're going there to relax, according to what my father said, haha.

PS/Yay, one is down :D

Forever and always

2009-09-04T19:21:00.001+08:00

Today was boring. Had English today. Quite boring except when Mdm Salina took over. Her english is like super fluent, i like to hear her speak :) Did vocab, compre and prepositions. Cheryl like where we sat, haha. Recess, ate guo tiao/mien. After school went to find Ms Ng to order dance photos then home:) Watch Deathnote on Mio and i have nothing to do so sleep. I'm super bored now, can someone entertain me? Should i cook maggee mee or macroni cheese? I need someone to talk to man. Haiyah, so bored. I'm taking the risk, although the ending may not be what i want, i have to put God first and i'm switching my brains off between your. Next week mt, ss and english N level paper. I'm not scared. I look forward to math and bio paper, no idea why. Haha. Ohyeah, Dagna kinda cheered up my moody afternoon today. She sent me a letter:D Like mail. Haha. So cool :D Gonna reply her later on:) I miss talking and disturbing each other like how we did in primary school. Haha. I bet now when we meet up we'll blabber about guys, haha. Cause last time we like to gossip, haha.

Okay, i miss primary school:)
I miss Mr Sabri, Mr Cheng and Ms Goh:) My favourite teachers:D
I miss my primary one buddy, ke en:D She's like primary 6 now, so fast D:
I miss choir.
I miss musical-Joseph and the Amazing technicolou dreamcoat.
I miss saying prayers before school, before recess, after recess and when school ends.
I miss singing "All through De La Salle....." every monday
I miss singing "St John Baptist Holy founder friend and father of the young" every wednesday.
I miss singing "Hail Hail Alma Mater, Hail for De La Salle" every Friday.
I miss being in a catholic school.
I miss my fishball/meatball with alot of chilli. (that explain Munting's mouth)
I miss my frozen milo every morning :D
I miss the school bell. (dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-DUMDUM)
I miss running to 7-11 after school then going back for remedials.
I miss buying curry puff from the mama shop.
I miss staying back in school to disturb Cheng Cheng ;P
I miss Dagna Choo Yan Yu, Charmaine Chua, Vivian Yeong Ying Lin, Tan MunTing and Olivia.
I miss Kiew Yan Han too!!! ^^ I miss your party when we watched THE MAID and i realised your uncle is cdss OM, haha.
I miss Hannan sleeping in class and Leonard will bang his table and he had to run rounds around the classroom.
I miss Hannan(the sleepy one) always saying "I sleep to gain knowledge" which is true cause he sleeps in class everyday but top the class.
I miss alot of things lah, haha.
Okay, i want to eat and watch tv already lah. Byebye:)

So what?

2009-09-02T16:28:00.001+08:00

Hey Peeps:D
I'm supposed to be studying Math now, like according to my timetable. But, i have something to get off my mind. It just suddenly came back to my mind when i was bathing just now. Anyway, i just got reminded of an incident that happened last year, no one would've remember it i guess. But i remember every single thing because it left an impact on me. Tell your something, I HATE PEOPLE TO LOOK DOWN ON SOMEONE THAT IS WEAKER THAN THEM! Especially *Tom and *Jerry. Shall name them Tom and Jerry. I got really pissed when Jerry so freaking told *Harry "You in Poly? Impossible lah, you're NT" I was shocked when i heard that cause Jerry doesen't seem like the kind that will say those stuff. At that time i really feel like slapping Jerry's face but i'm afraid i'm going to tell him off until i insult his appearance and his parents will be looking at me. Haha. So what if you're smart? You got no character, what's the point? That's the reason why you can't get the girl you want. You totally act in front of your parents and behind them you just insult your friends, your own brother in Christ. What's the point of serving God when your main point is "attract that girl there" Might as well go getai right. And for Tom, you're not any better. You make fun of those who are weaker than you and those who have difficulties. Why can't you help? One word for you, selfish. And i hate those freking SINGAPOREANS who ask "What school you from?" Then i'll reply "Chestnut Drive Secondary School" Then some HEARTLESS ppl would reply "Oh"(i meant the "oh" like what kind of crap school is that) Then they'll ask "Taking O levels this year" I'd reply "No, N level :)" Then they'll give you back "Oh, NA ARH" WTH! What's the freaking problem. Education don't buy you everything when your character sucks like shit. NT and NA students can make it okay, i'll prove it. Can explain why gangsters on the street behave like that? Because that don't feel any encouragement for anyone because everyone that look at them thinks they can't make it. Please lor, i know a couple of gangsters despite them smoking and drinking they have a better heart than those with such good marks. At least they care for you, they'll ask how things are going.

Apparently, Cdss is different. Express classes are mostly made up of foreigners, well for my batch:) And i can tell you they're way BETTER than Singaporeans. Specifically Tom and Jerry. If they know that you're in NA they'll ask you how things are going, try your best in everything that you'll do and they are so willing to teach you. Unlike some people from some very good name school but is heartless. And i like Cdss cause we don't really separate ourseleves according to our grades but more of the teamwork kind:) This is one things other so good names schools can't find. That's why i love Cdss:) and i've never regretted going to that school cause every year i have in that school is always a new experience and i love 4B ;D I'm going to stand up for anyone that looks down on NA and NT especially Tom and Jerry if they dare to do it again.(:

Last night Elyanti's cousin passed away, died of heart disease or heart cancer. Sec 2 used to talk to her. Mirrah even said that on national day elyanti's cousin even told Mirrah that she's not gonna leave long but Mirrah thought she was kidding and she died in the hospital yesterday )': Whole school is busy over this thing. Mirrah cried when she knew about it, and i felt like crying too. I can't see ppl cry.
Okay, i'm going on msn to chat with people already:D Byebye!

*Those are not their actual name.

Boring day.

2009-09-01T16:56:00.001+08:00

Super boring today. Wanted to watch movie today but no one accompany me): Basically i was watching videos the whole day:D And "Chick VS Dick" is super nice to watch, super funny. Haha! It's just Kaykay and Paul challenging each other :) You should watch this:
http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=13&v=154
http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=13&v=232
http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=13&v=195
Those are the more funny ones, haha. But there are some vulgarities ;P Lastly, i like Paul's hair:D I think guys with long hair are damn kewl :D I don't mind having a boyfriend with long hair as long as it's not longer than mine:D My mother so mind that, haha.

Okay, i'm going back to watch Chick VS Dick. Haa :) TOODLES~!

Finally there are pictures.

2009-08-31T20:37:00.000+08:00

Wishing every teacher(s) a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! And to my one and only favourite teacher, Ms Ng Shu Bing, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO!~ Although you ROM already must invite me to your wedding okay! Haha:)Here's a picture to you :)

Another picture, haha, World Leukemia Day thingy, the orange nose:) This cost me 4bucks okay, but it will be donated to the bone marrow thingy. :) Channel 5 came to our school to video us today cause of this thing:D Haha. I was so despo for the camera, i'm going to see if i appear on news later, HAHA. I'll be looking so damn retarded. And be broke the record, more than 500 of us, total of 638! We even did the KALLANG WAVE in front of the camera. Haha, so fun!~ People who don't take part in it, i find them anti-social and no life. Only 4bucks what, can't you do a good deed -.- Speechless arh. Anyway, check out my nose :D I love it, wish it was red ;P

I just ask Gavin to watch channel 5 news later cause i MAY BE appearing on tv and he said:
[[Mr Liaw.Vin™][[杰©]] says: izzit about teachers day?
Open my eyes to the things unseen. says: Not really.
[[Mr Liaw.Vin™][[杰©]] says: haha. aiseh. my girlfriend on tv ley!
Open my eyes to the things unseen. says: Haha.
And then he thought my dp will appear on tv, then i said i where got so famous, then he was like "huh? THEN?!" Then i said you watch lah, so gan jiong for what.

Okayokay, i'm going to watch tvL:) Btw, dancers you did GREAT on stage:D VANESSA SEXY ARH! Haha! But why so short one, less than a minute leh. Swear i'm going back to dance after N! I want to see that GIRL:) Ahem! Haha, gonna watch tv, byebye!

No worries, i'm already prepared for the worst :)

2009-08-30T20:43:00.001+08:00

I don't how i caught your eyes, i don't how you caught mine eyes. But it just feels like we're meant for each other, at that time. Then came along chats online, getting closer, long phone calls, 24/7 smses. You said you was fighting for me, thought for once i could really believe in love again. But everything broke up when i said what i was supposed to.
You don't know how i feel, but i don't blame you anyway. Afterall, i'm just back to the starting line. I've been going round in circles, exactly the same situation. I don't want to see the ending, everytime i think about you it just reminds me of the past. It's a beautiful memory from the cover, but on the inside, it hurts many people. I will never repeat the same mistake, so i must say, i chose to give up. I was really happy when i told you a quarter of how i felt, i thought you would understand. Apparently, you don't. You just look at the situation on the contrary, you don't see what's inside. It's not just about her, it's not just words. It's the action, the eye contact and stuff. It's like how i felt a year ago, on the outside seeing nothing but there are way too much things on the inside to be shown. I won't ask for promises, i don't want to demand people for things. I'm not caring about it anymore, although i much want to, but i'm not. Everytime i look at you, i think of the past, smile to myself and when i think of the present, i really feel like crying. I'm used to fake smiles. Maybe i'm just not your kind and you're not my kind. We were not meant to be afterall, and i have to accept it:) She needs you more, be there for her. I'll take a step back and let you go:)

And here's to you. You've been the one cheering me up, i don't know why but you're just the one that can cheer me up when i'm sad. Perhaps that's why God place you in my life and i'm really thankful of it:) But sometimes you just make me confuse. It's like day one you told me you LOVE apples, second day say you don't really like apples, third day say you hate it then forth day you LOVE it back and goes on.......Perhaps you're confused about something too. But i bet you don't know anything, haha. That is one funny thing about it. But nevermind, i'll leave it to God. Maybe it's because you don't know anything that's why you're behaving like that, haha. Too bad for you ;P I don't like the way you talk, gaga. Anyway, thankyou:)

In any way, i'm leaving EVERYTHING to GOD, he'll plan everything for me and he make the best decisions for me:) God, i don't want another jerk :D In Jesus Name i pray,AMEN! =)

I just finish baking brownie to give out for tmr's Teacher's Day:D Today after church we had Alpha training:) Wrote down 10 names:) And Isaac is a liar, major. He told me last night he'll sms me later and then i waited till 2am and i couldn't take it and fell asleep and until now there's no sign of him -.- I bet he forgot. I only sent 10sms today, to Ying and Jovin only:) Great improvement? From 200+ a day to 10. Wow? I think soon i'll become anti-social -.- I've not been having heart to heart talk to anymore for the past 1 week, i'm just keeping everything inside. Feels like i don't trust anyone anymore): Pathetic, maybe i go and talk to God=) I'm really suffering not talking to anyone you know. I've not initiated a convo to anyone today yet): I think i'm gonna die. I feel so lonely. HAHA.

Okay, enough of the emo-ness. I go and watch youtube video already lah. People don't want to talk to me nevermind la! I talk to my chouchou! My chouchou has a name, it's HUGGER:) Hugger sleeps with me, watch tv with me and eat with me:) I cry with it, laugh with it, bite it, angry with it, and most importantly gives me hug when i need it. I LOVE YOU HUGGER! I always feel better after hugging it:) Although i still miss longlong(my ex chouchou), but i think it's with the trash already): Probably married, with kids): Momma disowned it): I'll treasure hugger and not forsake HER/HIM. Forgot to say, Hugger is UNISEX, ah hah! Whatever. It can be my boyfriend too :) Haha, and my girlfriend:) I go for girls yaw:D Ah hah hah. This is what happens when you don't show your real feelings for oh so long. Kk, i'm going to prepare stuff for Teacher's day:) I love muah teachers:)

PS/I'm alright, i'm okay, i'll be fine:]

4B is tha bomb! :D

2009-08-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

Okay, i'm super duper happy today:) Firstly, 4B is so so SO united!! The best class:) Sorry, but have to say it's better than 1/3 and 2/3 ;P Reason for being so best because me and Sakinah planning to have chalet and collecting money now, many have already given the money. :) Some even paid the full amount of $25. Out of 40 people, 33 people is going!!! :D Hope they really can make it cause it MAY be our last year together:) Mr Roy Tan also said that we're he's favourite class cause we're the MOST UNITED CLASS! And the whole class went: "WOHHHHH~! OF COURSE!!~~~~~~~~' HAHA:) Cause we don't fight and stuff like that:) I LOVE YOU 4B! You rock my blog !:D! Hahaha. Freaking high. Chalet will be at Hometeamns Pasir Ris. Both night having BBQ cause we're so freaking rich:) (sakinah knows why) Haha. I seriously can't wait! Esp for (fillintheblanks) *smiles really really wide* Haha. We'll be having games too:) so fun ^^ Girls and boy will be sleeping TOGETHER says me and Sakinah :) Haha. Except for TingHao, haha. I see his face i cannot sleep whole night. Ah hah, just kidding:)

As for today, didn't go to school. Decided to stay home and do self-study. Apparently, it failed, i slept till 12 ;P Me being sucha pig think i will wake up THAT early? Haha. Woke up, watch tv and comp then back to watching my room's mio tv and i was watching Music Bank:) I saw 2NE1 dancing I don't care again, one of the girl look like some singaporean actress. Watch Trace for while, but it's a super horneh show, bet it's Chow's favourite. Haha. And i came across Mr Brown's show called "WTF show!" Haha, it's quite retarded tho. I realised i haven't blogged for a week D: I wasn't busy but just pure lazy, and blogger's format make me don't wanna blog, yeah. Feel like changing to LJ, wordpress or xanga. But again, not used to the blogging format and stuffs. Monday will be celebrating Teacher's Day. Not sure whether to bake brownies for teachers. Kinda lazy :/ And MADS will be performing HipHop:) i can't wait! Jacinda just ask to borrow black tee:) I miss dance ): They're leanrning hip hop you know,after my N's i'm so going back to dance! I'm still training split for the other leg okay. Haha.

2nd good news, i'm getting braces in October :) Most probably doing it is AH, cause i like~ Haha. i'm scared you know, i'm scared of plucking out my wisdom tooth ): I hope it hurts alot so i won't eat so i can lose weight :) You should see my prelims results. All 60/100 except for chinese which is 53/100. Know what? I give up on chinese already:) Because only 5 subjects is needed in N level, so i'm just gonna focus on that 5 and focus less on chinese. Well, i will never give up on chinese but i'm just focusing less. :) I want to learn Spanish :D Kewl~ Gotta mug for N's. Owen is teaching me ss:) Last tues just met up with him together with my sis and Gareth at JP's starbucks. He taught me the skills that no one taught me before. He's kinda strict ya know, but it's good:) And i didn't know JP change so so much, i saw ICING ROOM! Haha, it rocks:) I want to go there's for someone's birthday and help to decorate the cake:D Hurhurhur. We ate BK, suddenly crave for mushroom swiss and onion rings ;P Wanted Subway but my sis didn't want. ): I fell in love with Macademia white chocolate cookie from subway last monday. Haa. Btw, i managed to survive $5 a week! Can you like believe it! Haha. My allowance is given monthly, spent too much on presents and uneccesary stuff this month thus 5bucks for this week. Pathetic eh): Will be getting allowance next monday, yippee ^^ money^^ And i intend to bring 2bucks to school everyday and save the rest :D Thought of bringing more for emergency but it doesen't work, i'll spent it, very spendthrift. Bad habit of mine that i MUST change ):

I blog alot today, haha. Perhaps because i didn't talk to anyone today, i mean like friends. My father so wants me to sit for my O's. Will pray bout it and see how it goes, i really don't feel like. Haha. Last night i dreamt i was going to have a husband! Like engaged to someone! D: And that guy is so so SO handsome, he is so m dream guy! He has hair till his shoulders and it's dark brown :) HANDSOME YOOOO:) But i didn't see his face ): I dreamt i was engaged with him and i saw ghost. Didn't really saw it like my last dream, but i felt ghost around me. Haha. I hope i get to see him :) Hope he's reality and not some celebrity. The last time i dreamt i made a new friend called Rachel which look like Katy Perry -.- I dreamt of a guy called Steven which look like "Eric" from Twilight but with a ponytail, uh huh. Haha. Weird people. But that dream was a real special one, me and Rachel can see ghost:) Kewl~ Going to watch Final Destination on Tues with Sak and co. :) SHiok~ (ps/someone just sms me) *umqios* Okay, i'm going to sms already and i still need to entertain Neo. Bye peepos :)

Dad talking to a malay client:
Dad: Hey, so just started your puasa right?
Malay guy: No luh, left 20+ more days.
(LOL, hilarious guy)

You make the best of every situation.

2009-08-21T15:37:00.000+08:00

The stressing week is finally over! WOOOOH! But again, it's just prelims, still have N levels ): And O's if i go up to sec5. Yeahhh~ Anyway, yesterday me,vivien and flat went to Sakinah's house yesterday, supposedly to study POA but wasn't that successful. Btw, her house has 4 cats! I didn't dare to enter until she locked all her cats in the kitchen:) But her cats were calm, don't look like those that will scratch. But still, i hate them and have phobia of them. Me and Vivien was using comp when Sakinah carried her cat and put near to our ears and that's when the cat MEOWED, me and Vivien scream, and Sakinah LOL at us. Mean right! Sakinah permed my hair. And i went home with a very messy hair. Haha. Today had last day of prelims, POA. After that Jason cabot from school, leaving with me @ 11am. He say he have important things to tell me so went Bpp macs. Haha. He told me something cool:) I'm the first to know:D And that's he's greatest, biggest and unexpected secret:D He has mine too:) And mine is great, big and unexpected too:) Well, at least to the person that doesen't know. Apparently, only 2 person holds that little secret of mine:D hurhurhur. I don't think i'll say this little secret, at least to the main character cause everytime i say, it doesen't have a good ending. So i'll just wait.........until i see a shooting star? (Nah, that's retarded) Haha, i miss seeing shooting stars in Yunnan ): So regretted wishing for ________, so so wasted -.- After Jason telling me his xin shi, and asking me for advices which think i kinda suck, he did POA. :) He's POA is not bad:) Then i want to shit, but he don't let me cause he want me to check answers. But in the end he also need to shit so we went to shit together:D Haha. I faster:) I feel like cooking dinner for some people, very random. Yesterday i did quite alot of housework cause i was kinda bored and i was waiting..I washed my costume, tube dress(handwash) Folded clothes, cooked dinner, wash dishes. I only do housework when i got nothing to do and when i'm sad. Haha. But there's no reason for yesterday. There's cell tmr! At Pepper's house, we're eating tze char(?) first, i think. Idk why i'm so excited, perhaps cause i haven't gone for cell for quite a long time. And it's the whole of Ruth Tribe! I like~ I still miss having cell as the whole Gen-acts, and i still perfer having Alpha as the whole Gen-acts:D Hurhur, somehow easier to fei-lou-ship. Okay, i shall find recipe of what to cook later. I found a guest to try my cooking already:D But don't tell your who, byebye!
My daddy said: "Oi, you're a girl, you must learn how to cook if not next time nobody will marry you."
Me: *smiles widely*

They are my life!

2009-08-18T18:59:00.000+08:00

OMGGGG! I'm like OH SO FREAKING HIGH! Causei just saw 3 handsome guys DDDD: I'm gonna die of exciement, hahaha. Anyway, first one is ETHAN RUAN. I just found out how handsome he is when i was watching "My queen" HAHAHA. He's 27 years old!!! Next is Dylan Kuo! He's not that famous but yeah, he's handsome okay! He acted in the show "Prince + princess 2" So gonna watch that after watching "My queen". He's 32 years old leh! But still handsome =) LASTLY IS................LEON JAY WILLIAMS! OMG OMG! I was crazy over him since last time and now it's back again. He's Singaporean you know! Started he's modeling career in S'pore toooooo, he's 33! OMG! SO OLD! HAHA. Okay, this 3 rocks my life now. Haha. I sound damn crazy. Oh yeah oh yeah, just now i watched "The prom" on HBO. That guy is handsome too! I cried when Donna's boyfriend died. Should watch that show, but you must a strong heart to watch that cause you always get shock. Overall it's about a teacher in love with a student that became physcho, he escaped from jail to find the girl Donna. They were having some prom when the physcho came. He's a murderer. He killed all of Donna's friend. I HATE THAT MURDERER! The sadest part is towards the end when she came out from the toilet and found her boyfriend dead on the bed. FREAK HIM LA! Then she cry, then i also cry. Haha, very retarded right. I see ppl cry i also will. Anyway, that murderer keep scaring me and i keep screaming. But i like:) Haha. Okay, i'm going to study geog and watch my First Class later! :D :D :D I'm lazy to study geog. I'm so in love with the tv that in the middle of exam i told Vivien i want to watch tv, HAHAHA. Kk, byebye =)

Birthday dedication to Jason Gan Zhi Hui!

2009-08-16T00:42:00.003+08:00

Gan Zhi Hui! This post is specially for you okay:D I know you won't read it, but i'll somehow force you:) Anyway, let's upload some super cute pics of you :D Your secondary one picture! At kbox with ying! Haha, i like the way you smile, it's cool :)
And your BATMAN pose, this is still sec 1 :)

I don't have your sec 2 pic :( but you look the same until you was sec 3, you became handsome, HAHA. -.- And your attitude change, became better :)

And................................taken last saturday :D

Hope you had a great time at your party although i can't stay :( Haha. Oh yeah, i sent him an sms on 11aug, 12am and his reply was sweet. He said: "Thanks alot! You are the first, i really very happy at the chalet although you can't stay overnight but still very happy you came, really thanks alot, you always make my days happier, i really thankful to have a jie like you, really happy:) Got such a good and nice jie i sad about Hm for what right:) Haha, love you as a jie too! :)" Haha, sweet right! It's just a bro sis relationship yaw. I really see him grow up from sec one till now, and he really did became mature. And he's caring too much about his image and he's self-esteem is too high that he gets jealous when i say Jermin is more handsome, haha! Eh, jason, see this "JERMIN IS MORE HANDSOME THAN YOU LORH!" Hahaha. Kk, my blog song rocks :D I'm going to sleep, nights!

Damn, i really hate you.

2009-08-13T13:44:00.000+08:00

Qi Zhen damn funny, he suddenly sms saying "Juz nw wei cheng, yong fa, kui jun, wei lun, dharmawan, vincent, yu kai n me go west mall watch jack neo new movie where got ghost. The movie ok nia, only 3 story. 1 story quite funny n scary. But talk in hokkien most of the time. Nvr jio u cos vivien say u all goin 2 BPP" I didn't save his number so i was like "WTH, who the freak is this?!" Haha. I was thinking who's this person can read my mind one, stalker. Haa, k, i laugh when i saw that message. I thought was (*). But again, (*) wouldn't be that nice anyway. Social studies paper was kinda sucky, source-based was difficult. Couldn't figure out what Source A was trying to say-.- Structured was okay, studied for the correct thing:D I prayed 3 times okay. After they gave out the papers, they make us sit there for 5mins doing nothing thus making me daydream and forget all that i've learn. So i was like "Hurry leh, my brain limited space". I did structured first before some person corrupt my mind. Oh yah Oh yah! We kinda change our sitting arrangement in the hall. No more sitting right at the back but 4th row from the back. Haha, although i miss sitting at the back, but i prefer this arrangement:) I just like it :D But sit there very hot, direct sunlight, but not say very hot luh. Okay, this is just short post. I'm going to take a nap now then wake up to study for english. Just need to memorize format for letter :D What's wrong with guys? They think girls owe them a living. WTH, haha. Ok, that's random. I deleted all my msn convo in my ex comp. However it just doesen't want to delete the convo(s) i had with APB. And that's really bad cause everytime i look at it i think of the past, and it sucks. But i didn't see the convo(s) i had with (*). If you treat me cold, i'll do the same. All you think of is avoiding and ignoring the fact. If you do that, i'll play along with it. Let's see who can play longer. Urghhh. Acting as if the world is torn apart when you fail smth then turning to friends friends for pityness, so damn hate it. It's really so difficult to be nice to people who don't appreiate what you do. But i'll still try to be nice though, when we like don't even talk-.- Okay,i'm going to sleep:)

I can see the difference.

2009-08-09T12:06:00.000+08:00

Blog about yesterday. I wanted to post a picture of Jason but blogger still can't upload pictures >:(( Anyway, went to Tampines One with Cheryl yesterday. Ate Frolicks :D Cheryl bought her mee sua, bought Jason's present and bus-ed to the chalet. Start fire, Sri they'll came. Start to eat then Jermin and gang came. Haha. Jason was rather jeslous cause i keep saying Jermin more handsome;P Went out to fetch DaiNing and XiaoYi. Around 9+, me Vivien Ying and Cheryl walked to ehub to buy flour, went back to the chalet's toilet and we mixed flour with water and tie it into those small plastic bags and look like soya bean, haha. I added soap into one of them. Then 10+, went to Red House with Jason, Jermin, Joseph, Alston, Alron, DaiNing, Ying, Vien and Cheryl. 2 by 2. I partner Jason. Then that Vivien Goh throw water bomb don't know how to aim and ended up i all wet-.- Went red house then walked back cause there was police there. Reached chalet, the war started. Haha. Threw flour and water everywhere. Jason threw us back and we were like preparing it in the toilet and Jermin betrayed us. So when Jason opened the door, we used the water hose and sprayed at him. The room was all wet. Ran around everywhere and Jason sprayed water at Ying directly and i went to save her and got myself wet -.- I was wet and i stink. I screamed like crazy-.- Father came to fetch, home, sms and sleep :)

Woke up at 7 today. Had CK duty, on duty with Cheh Katie. Haha. She super fierce so the kids were rather quiet today. Did song leading with Ashley. Did Number 1, We wanna see Jesus lifted high and Oh yes i really do :D We wanted to do Awesome God and Love never fails but forgot the actions. haha, i miss children's camp when we were only primary 4. Then cheh Susan was praying for us for the gift of tongues. So we were holding hands in a circle, speaking in tongues. Fafa was like "chicken ma ma, chikcken ma ma" like continuesly and it sounded damn funny that all of us were laughing. Haha. That was the first time i saw a vision from God. Memorable times:D Anyway, the kids played dog and bone. Didi was very quiet today. Charmaine is so damn freaking rich, she's only primary 2 and she owns a phone and have braces. But wearing braces at this age is kinda waster cause they're not fully adult teeth yet. I made a new friend today, haha. Her name is Faith, she's only 5 years old. When they were about to play games she came to me and said "I don't want to play games." Haha, i never see her before. But she's very pretty, she looks mixed:) After CK, went for small group. I feel like sleeping-.- Sally talked about memorising verses and we memorize already but next week doing the other book. Then talked about sermon and Romans chapter 6 which i only understand the last verse:) Supposed to go Marina Barrage for break fast but i was too tired. So no one from Ruth Tribe went, leaders pangseh us again. ): Jedrek treached me abit of another cindrealla story dance then went for lunch at Bedok South. Ate wanton mee then ate Almond with Longan. I feed didi almond, he sucked it then there was still leftovers then he walked away. -.- Went playground after that. I can't to pull-ups): Haha. We played the see-saw thingy, i made Bff fly. haha. The little kids were finding spiders. After that went Kovan cause daddy have appointment so went Heartland Mall to walk walk. I didn't know down there got so many things to buy, haha. Wanted to watch fireworks but i was way too lazy so didn't go. Slept then wake up to see ndp and singapore idol. Haha, damn funny. Isaac gave me a surprise by calling me, haha. Okay, i'm going to bathe already. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

You just see right through me.

2009-08-07T18:03:00.000+08:00

The bottom of my left lungs hurts like crazy now): It's always pain, like the least also once a week. But today one is extremely pain and it's very sharp pain. ): Help meee. Okay, i'll try to sleep and see how it goes after that. May continue later, bye bye.

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Back again. After 1hr of sleep just now, it's still pain ): It's really damn freaking pain and i don't dare to see doctor. K, change subject. Today's national day celebration was okay. Had parade then Festival Of Sports, lame. They say have Sailing you know what they meant by Sailing? It's a small boat, then see who can use the fan and fan it to the finish line, i was like wth -.- Anyway, we had to get 3 stickers means play 3 games in order to get free Nasi Lemak. Nasi Lemak from Lee Wee Brothers, Baptism's one. Yeah. I didn't play any games, we just sat at SRC cause there's aircon and play board games. Then when it's time for Nasi Lemak, we find Mr Terence and he gave us free stickers. How clever :)Had photo taking for CCAs. I stand with Michelle and i forgot who was at the other side. But i was standing at the last row, woohoo:) Had captain's ball match with teachers. They won, because they cheated. Mdm Fatimah stepped out of the court many times but she just ignored and played. -.- Aiyah, give them chance lah. I elbowed Ms Wee, accidentally. Haha. Then went to hall for prize presentation, received our medal. So malu-.-

After that went home. Decided to go and play pool with Sakinah they'll. Took my time to bathe and i was abit lazy to go but already promise Sakinah:) Reached Bukit Timah, Isaac asked me to wait for him, rot at the bus-stop, had headache. Isaac brought panadol for me and don't let me buy Grass Jelly and insisted on buying mineral water cause i'm sick. But in the end i don't care, haha. Saw many many ppl at pool wor. Got Roy, Vincent, Tinghao, Shunda, KuiJun, WeiLun and Ying :) I didn't play cause my lungs already started to hurt ): After that wanted to watch movie but in the end didn't so went home. I want to talk to Cheryl ): Kk, nothing to blog already, byebye =)

Hello, Again. :D

2009-08-05T22:56:00.005+08:00

Hey, I'm back again. Since I'm so bored, I'll shall post some pictures.

Yes, we are that bored. :D Just ended our video call together. AND i think my bandwidth is gonna finish man. The only thing I hate about Australia is the internet. Have limited space one. D: Lady Gahhhhhh!

Kay, Bye.
*I'm not gonna post anything more again today* :D
Some other day aye! :D

Hello, I'm Shane. :D

2009-08-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys! I'm like Shane helping Tina update her blog aye! :D
Kay, bye. Will update more for her next time aye. Bye! :D :D :D :D
I'm so lazy now. : )

I pwn you arh! Ah hah!

2009-08-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

I hate blogger-.-I can't upload photos:( Anyway, today was much much much x100 better than yesterday! Although without Cheryl, Vivien and Ying but i have Sakinah Paiman today! The best mother:) Today first period, bio. I did finish my tys already:D WOOHOO to me:D I studied for the test and Mr.Terence say postpone to next week-.- Had PE, supposed to run around the school 2 times but me and Sakinah walked one round:) Played captain's ball. Girl and boys mix. Praba keep bumping me-.- And he reminds me of The Incredibles the character "Dash". He snatch ball is like ZOOOM, and it's gone -.- Then had POA, i was talking to Roy about chinese names. Then Sakinah was saying KuiJun has 8packs. Then Ahmad, Shafiq, Isaac, Vincent, Praba all 6packs. Then later the guys wanted to change behind then me and Sak wanted to peep. HAHA. Then later Sakinah tell ShunDa "8 eh!' Shunda didn't get it. Then idk what she told KuiJun then KuiJun say "I got 2 balls" *putting two circles at his scrotum* HAHAHAHA. I laughed like crazy. Then later went for recess. Ate mee siam. Asked for Alas email, i want to email him smth lah. Haha. (Alas, later i going to do) haha. Then went back to class for Math. Did N level Prelim Paper. English after that. Sat with ShunDa, Sak and Isaac. Did vocab, compare whose marks were higher. ShunDa owe us one year supply of bottled drinks once a day :) Isaac was quiet today. Flat was busy rebonding in class, vain uh. Haha. Then school ended, stayed back in school with Sak. Sham and falt went Bpp. Ate 15 slice of guava, played basketball, went back to class for math star. I wasn't doing the worksheet, just watching PCD dancing on Sak's ipod nano. Super hot. We're gonna form PCD. I want to be Nicole, Sak be Jessica, Sham be Ashley cause she has the biggest boobs and Flat be Kimberly cause Kimberly's one is the smallest. Haha! After Star, went for dental for referal for braces. They clean my teeth and filled up those empty ones. :) Home after that. I wanna watch PCD dance already,bye!

Urghhhhh.

2009-08-03T18:56:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling super URGHHH today, God knows why. Anyway, went FOP with Jeremy, Andrea, YiQian, Bro, Nigel, Jedrek :D Wasn't as good as Hillsongs. Oh yeah, was supposed to go Hillsongs with Noel, Isaac and Vanessa. Last minute Vanessa couldn't make it, i was the only girl :( I mrt-ed with Isaac from Cck to Expo. I can die lor! He bully me like crazy. He pushed me out of the mrt at Raffles, Slapped my face twice and bumped me twice too -.- Then i cannot stop laughing at the Foodcourt, HAHA, freaking funny, i feel so bad. HAHA. Btw, we went Terminal 3 to eat cause expo was packed and he was hungry cause he didn't eat lunch. Before that he sms me:
Isaac: Meet earlier, i want to eat.
Me: Eat where?
Isaac: Idk, i want to go more ATAS place.
Me: K luh, Ritz Carlton.
Isaac: Okay, at where ar?
Me: It's 5 star hotel lah, bodoh!
Isaac: Oh, really? Sorry larh.
Haha. He and his Atas place -.- And he pangseh me, after Hillsongs he go and find his church friends while i mrt-ed all the way home myself :( He did apologize though:)

Okay, i'll blog about today. Today's lesson was purely dry. Had orals after school. Sms-ed 15 ppl yesterday to pray for me. Many did reply:) Thanks for the prayers peeps:) I went high in the waiting room, haha! Cause of Mr.Simon. LOLOLOLOLOL! Haha! All Ying's fault. I laughed till i cry-.- Apparently, the passage and conversations were easy. But...........I was super nervous thus i read it like SHIT. I don't even know how to read "da", like "da di tie", that "da" WTH. And one of the examiner, the guy, is making so freaking nervous cause he freaking look like a ji ko bek! And he keep staring at me-.- Wth. And i stutter alot:( Die liao luh. After orals, Me, Isaac, Vincent, Ying, Cheryl, Vien, WeiLun, Roy, WeiCheng and Johnan wanted to cabot Social Studies Star, Mdm Yap caught us :( 2nd attempt, failed again. Haha. But Vien and Cheryl managed to, Cheryl was having fever. Go back to class do test lor, i didn't do cause we had no time to study at all, so i was busy drawing:) Home after that. Prelims and N's and freaking stressing me out. And i kept thinking about another APB and 722 -.- Why all the guys the same one? K, freak. I think they're just not matured, urghhh. Somemore doesen't know what's TSK, haha. This is fun:) Btw, last sunday i cried when my father don't allow me to stay Jason's chalet. Just nice Isaac sms-ed me. Told him about it and he said: "Hey purple piggy!! :) I know sometimes things doesent go your way but sometimes thinking on the times they let you have your way and the times you don't get your way is a good way to think how much your parents love you...and actually the most important thing in life frm what i learn is that it is not your father who does not let you go but it's God and you must always know that God always does things that he knows is best for you....and i know that when you are upset it's difficult to absorb it or to accept it lor but in the end we all got to learn how to accept the word "no". After sending this long message i hope that i can help to your problem :)" Haha, don't sound like Isaac right? Anyway yeah, it helped:) After i cried, and hour later, my dad ask"Is there anything you want?" I was like "Why?" He replied: "Find that you've been a good girl, want to buy smth for you. Want anything." Haha. I asked for a Ipod Nano :D Guess what i feel like doing? I feel like ROLLER BLADING!! Haha, random. Yeah. But i think roller blading can really relieve stress. Okay, i'm going back to studying. I kinda love studying nowadays. Nerd! Kk, Tata!

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An accountant writes a love letter.

2009-07-30T14:49:00.004+08:00

From Accountants to Accontants,
The art of Romance.

I will Credit you my love,

If you will Debit me your love.

I'll record our romance in a Journal,

And Post it to the Ledger of my heart.

I'll keep an Account of our love,

Based on Double-entry.

This way you'll know the Balance C/d.

And the Amount of love i have for you.

Our courtship is carried out on Worksheet,

Adjusting Entries are necessary, to make out love steady.

Trial Balance shows, we are meant for each other,

Because the Total of our love, is one and the same.

Closing Entries are made, when down the aisle we take,

Profit And Loss statement, tells what has happened.

Let's see our Balance Sheet,

What are our Assets and Liabilities,

Oh, my goodness! It shows a dozen kids!!!

P/S: Only those taking POA will understand :)
P/S P/S: Yeah, a DOZEN kids :D :D