Chinese o's orals are over :) I was super super x100 nervous. There was this sec3 guy which was taking oral and we were praticing in the room and he laughed at me -.- Alot of private candidates from dimension college(?) where in the world is that?! But yah, they're from China. I didn't use computer on Wednesday and Thursday yknow:) So many things to do, so little time. Today school was alright :] PE first period, did inclined chin-ups and standing board jump and i'm done with my Napha:D Played captain's ball. I don't know who won, we played for fun, next week we're gonna versus 3E2. :) Had ss then math, Mr Raj gave us ss test, recess-was fasting, english then Mr Nassim came to talk to us again-.- Can really see he was really disappointed in 4B. He supplied all 4 classes bandung and biscuits last year to encourage us. Teachers compliment 4B for our good behaviour and stuff. But good behaviour doesen't mean good results. I am really freaked out my O levels. My head is filled with "what if(s)". After school went for geog test :) Was really happy today until someone ruined my day, i was seriously pissed, but whats the point saying, as if it'll really solve it.

Some people are totally heartless, they treat you SO SO nice because they demand something from you, and when they get it, they totally treat you like some SHIT. I never regretted helping you, i was always concerned about you, but you know what? I DON'T SEE A NEED TO ANYMORE. I promise i won't help you if you don't ask me to. So much for being nice. Telling others what to do just to please you, some people just don't appreciate it. Me doing my own stuff and you feel bad? Please, i am free to do what i want to. Have you ever treated someone so nice, thought that person is worth it and then the next minute you realise the person is not what you think?! The feeling is like shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. Ok, stop-.-

Ohyah, yesterday went for Ying's celebration at Chevron's :) We only sang abit, me and Nessa sang Gee :D HAHAHAHAHA. I sang with Jason ai de zhu xuan lu(Y) HAHAHAHA. And that freaking NEO only sing when Nessa is not around, his voice is nice(Y) And there's this girl and guy, which ls say they're tgt, their voice is SUPER SUPER nice. Ohyah, and we came like around 7+ so Ying's friends was already there. We went into the room and they were singing some song that kept repeating "LA JI LA JI LA JI" And after 2mins inside, then i realised what they were singing! HAHAHAHA. And Vanessa kept laughing, haha. Daddy fetch me after that, in the car i was just pondering about some stuff. I still felt i never did enough. Ying was abit seh after cutting cake. And her aunty mistaken me for Cheryl and asked me why today i never put heavy make-up-.- Haha. Ok, my back is hurting again ): My father kinda don't let me join dance in poly after my check-up that day. I replied HUHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Then he said ok lah, dance that no need to stretch. Haha, which dance no need to do stretching-.- I need a sea now ): Ok, going to do other stuff. Bye <:

PS/Afterall, only You will be there, knowing how i feel inside. Thankyou you <: